Episode 14 Ft. Gunplay

talk about the art of eating groceries? That was his first question? Are we so? I guess that's heart of eating groceries. Yeah, they don't like that. They don't like the art. Wait, but let me ask you the art of eating male to female groceries or female to male grocery. No, no, I'm gonna tell you something. We talk about that all the time. Yeah, saying I was eighteen years old, right, and it was this girl that I was I was dating.

She was thirty two. She was rocking the cradle what I'm saying, and m and she and she swiped one time she swiped you. She's like God, like, and there's a lot of nerving things I don't I don't like that, I don't like you didn't like it. You don't like your pinkies again. But it was just it was just that that's how we feel like. Man, you know what I'm saying. Let me eat the grocer. But you know what the problem is that you did think it felt good,

but you felt like you're not supposed to like. That's the problem a little bit. I said, I got integrity and morals terrible that people have to feel like in the bedroom, something feels good, but I don't want you to do it because it's like it's not exactly. But you know, the man, the male um G spot is in your I don't know nothing about that, man. I you know, I don't want any It's right there, right when you put it in, when you lay in your back, you put it in, you put up exactly. It's right

behind the water butt and the water. And this is our kind of college. So cool. I'm a squirter man disgusting. She said, the first time she had sex, she had an orgasm. Yeah, the first time I lost my virginity, I had an orgasm. I come from the inside like we were talking about this, A lot of girls don't talking about that. You know what that turns me? So you're gonna get blue balls? No, no, Mama handle mine. But according to the uncle Luke, blue balls don't exist.

Do you have you ever have? Man? Get blue balls? I don't never. I don't know what that is. I mean, I Wikipedia, it's real, it's how Wikipedia's definitely wicky and all that. But I know my minishment. I get my balls. You're not gonna empty mind balls. I want the ball empty. But that's what causes blue balls. When you don't get it off, you know, in your nuts. But even if there's never been a time you have sex, get it off, get it off, there's never been a time that you

had sex with the chicken didn't come. Yeah, when I take too long because I don't not fast, and I make him tap out, and then you know, I'm just saying, hey man, they just side baby yan went out. That sucks because like everybody, every every every sweter girl, every woman I fucked, they cannot keep up fun for hours and hours. One nuts it's on my juggle and it's like they're like, yo, is it me? I'm like, no, it's not you. He's just saying this to us. So we're like, would you like to for me to make

a few chrome girls? Like a few se don't matter how like, like, the better the pussy is, the more I want to be in it. I don't want to nothing now thirty minutes. No, I want to enjoy the sex. But it's every time you can't hold it. Um, yeah, there's not a girl. There wasn't an of course there's time, and I have mastered the art of holding it, and I hold it and then when I hold it it's a wrap. Now now we got another hour to gain. I don't want to have sex for that long. I'm sorry,

but either I like having marathon sex. I call that marathon sex, like when you when you go at it for a long time, like you take it out and then you suck, and then you start sucking again, and then before you know what, it's like two hours went by and you've been having But when you have when you want to, I want to miss no money because you can't. But you know, sometimes Molly and stuff like that.

Being in the day that sounds like some dope dick. Yeah, like drinking but without the dope the dick dope so dope resondue dick. How does like pussy feel different? Like what when you're because some because some some is like throwing a hot dog down the hallway. Some is like it's like you could barely like get your head in. Someone is just perfect. Yeah you know what I'm saying. So I like, you know how dogs in the hallways.

I can't forget about it. I just no walls. It's like, what is this story to three bears with one bed? Was big? When Clothy cocks that's probably a porno? Probably? Who this one is just right right here? Who? We got three? Definitely? But I bought a kego ball, a kego ball, and you know what's so funny? Come on, I was going to get tam Hans sorry, like a cute ball. Was meant to order that about it right now? Yeah, it's funny because my my roommates she and she went

to the drug store. She saw it too, because she and we like we have like we're both Sagittarius, so we do like we think alike a lot of the time. So she bought one too. So she sends me a picture of it, and I'm like, is that the one that in the house is in my bathroom and she's like, no, I just bought you with the same thing. It's the same exact one. So we were like in the house of smoking a blunt and we were both using it

at the same time, like not naked. We both had our clothes on and we were like using it at the same Now, no, but you know what, I promise, I'm gonna bring it and it's gonna be I'm gonna use it because you still you can use it. You want to use that and it's not yet. You put it inside you and like you get it out. I used it. I could tell you it's how is it? It's um, it's a weight. It's like it's heavy, like you can feel it, like when you pull it out

the box. You can feel like it has like some weight, right, and it has like um, it has like a loop, so you could pull it out, you know, stick your finger in and pull it out. You have to stick hanging down. Now it's like a loop. It's it's you know, like a tampon has a string. Instead of being a string, it's like a loop, but it's a little shorter and um. When you're relaxed, when you're not pulling it. When you're

not like contracting, it starts to full. You could feel it full, like it's about to pull it back so you can fail falling and then you pull it back up. Because we've both had children, so that's exactly. Sometimes I get a little like, I mean, I've been told that everything is amazing down there, but amazing I have. But yeah, like exactly, like you get to sit comments, you get that, and but you're like, but I just pushed out a seven and a half pound baby, but you guys, your

kids are older now. Yeah, my daughter's eight. Yeah, I got the snap back for sure. Now. In interesting that you say that everything is fantastic and beautiful, Danniel, because you've been dating this guy, yeah, for the past two months, and you're in level two months. You know, after they say after thirty days, when you think about somebody every

single day, I thought that's just a honeymoon phase. But theirs kiss, I was like, oh my god, he didn't kiss those lists though I know, yeah, it's two months she's been with him and he hasn't gone down on her. But I'm not lying. Why would I like about that? But what have you guys had the conversation I laser nothing down It doesn't even grow nothing anywhere down there. Mom that listen. We've spoken about it. You have spoken about of course, you know. I'm my mother's a therapist.

I talked about everything. Don't eat pussy. That's not true. It's not really demand from y'all eat no pussy, to eat pussy. I'm half Puerto Rican, halfway pussy. Think it's just like he's Remember when you were like trude, Yeah, I think he's just shy. Like I think it's just when you spoke about it. What do you say? No, Well, he like we were texting and he said he wanted to he's been thinking, you know, like he's thinking about it last year. Guys. How obviously he's sporty, but has

he never done it before? Yes, he's done it. Oh my god, I hope he doesn't listened to this. Have you set his dick a little? Are you you? Is he burying you no condoms? Yeah? You have to tell him to respect the box. He's I'm getting my pussy and tonight night put down. I'm just gonna and be like, you know what, honestly, honestly with this, with this history two months. He hasn't had he hasn't gone down without talking about it, just naturally gone down. He's probably not

very good at it. You probably think he's know what, I think that's I think he's like worried about not not being able to I think he's just like I think he's just worried about me not enjoying it or something, or like him not doing it right because like sex with him, I don't come from sex with anyone. What she's never had an orgasm through sexual of course? No, it's not. I mean from getting like a woman that I know that, like using a vibrator at the same time.

What if that from that? What do you mean what? I don't understand that. No compreendo, No, no fucking compend though like though, no, it's like I don't I'm not the Okay, what size cox do you like? What size seven? Like seven seven? Email for that? Pretty dim do look at it? Yeah? You want to see something? Do you do? Y'all?

Get the pretty dicks? Some I've never had sex. I've never had an orgasm just from sexual intercourse, unless it's like my clip is being rubbed or stimulated at the same time I'm rubbing it, you know somehow like on his that's not never totally, but it's like takes a lot of energy. It's I'd rather take a vibrator, like you can come from oral sex. Yeah, okay, so he needs to do that. How long does it take for you to come from oral sexe? It depends, Yeah, it

definitely depends on who it is. I think I was blessed with a gift because the second I put my face in the box, Puerto Ricans be like, yeah, like, I know what I'm doing. I didn't even know what I was doing, but I knew what I was doing. Spanish men are really amazing lovers. No, but we've spoken about this. Um. Every girl likes to get their pussy in different, right, you know, you all like different things. I like it a little rough, and I like it nice and gentle. I just like I like fingers. I

like I like fingers, I like um, I like biting. Surprising. You don't like exactly that when guys do too much and they're like shaking their hand and you're like, it's just like a slab meat that you that's true, it's awful barbecue. Yeah for me, it's like for me, it's more like for me, it's more like put your fingers in it and focus on the game. I'm gonna come in like ten minutes, what about it. But at the

same no, that's weird of thing. I mean I like it like really wet down there and it's like easy. But you know, I can't tell yourself. You know what's so crazy to me? I will lick a bitch ass before I would stick my finger. Why that's your weird? Like I'm not not understand nothing my dick or no thumb. Does it turn you on to eat as like does it make you get hard? Does that? Yeah? Because she gotta have a fat ass though she has to really have groceries both hands like separating. Yeah, you know what

I'm saying, and you know what I mean. Then you bury your face in it like this when they're go like it do you kiss? You kissed her out there and everything? Kiss? What if it was like hot out and she was sweating, I'm just going to the shower. I make sure I'll put this game, you know what I'm saying, and then you know, wash it off maybe one more time again because he was outside. Then this bury my face time? Yeah, Actually want to say this though, and this has been my rule always, I really don't

have sex with the guy unless he eats me out first. Nice. Nice, that's a shallow it you Hollywood for that? You know I can't listen my boxes in Hollywood, but I do have a Hollywood box. No, because listen before you all right now, I'm gonna ask you this because we discussed this behind the scenes. Okay, what do you think it's more intimate second guys dick or having sex with him?

What I'm hetero sexual? What? No? Not for I'm saying for what's more intimate if a girl sexually dick or if you have but the girls were talking about that if a girl, there's what's more intimate? A girl sucking my dick or what are you having sex with her? Yes? Um um, I think sucking my dick it's more intimates

a little because she shows that she really cares. And you know what I'm saying, Like it depends on how she sucks you too, because you're just trying to Then it's like, come on, you don't know what you're doing. But if you feel like she's like making loves your dick with her mouth and they're gonna make eye contact and everything. That's cool. I mean at you it thumbs up, like I see, you see it's a power trip. That's like she's looking and she wants exactly you know what

I'm saying. And I'll go ahead on and try to shove the rest down, you know, the other half Franks and the beans. You think that second dick is more intimate than having sex, No, I think, Um, I think having it depends on what kind of sexts. Like if dorgy style, that's not intimate at all, But if like I'm on top, if I'm on top, it is, it's it's awesome. But you know, like being on top of a guy, you know, and like he's sitting up and you're on top of him and you're really close. I

think that's more intimate than a blowjob. Okay, okay, you know what I mean. And then again, I'm pretty sure that you know, guys like their dick suck different to you know, like I've been with guys that don't want to get their dick deep throat it, like they don't want you to like force it. Guys don't like you to use their hand. Some guys want hands. Some guys who don't want hand. Let's let's let's let's let's up right there on hands. Okay, I have a hand fetish.

I can look at a girl hands just like I'm looking at her puss your her ass and check off and bust a shot up. Yeah, like right now, my nails. It's the it's the petiteness, the softness. She got soft woman's hand. Yeah, if he's that, he was just touching my hand. I was sitting next to each other. So could you look at a magazine and like a hand model.

And then when they wrapped my hands, their hands around you know you like hands and and it doesn't even like the other hand, the other finger doesn't even touch. Are you stoping on my ship? It's like, oh my god, get it? You go a hand fish? You know what. I've thought about that too, like oh, like I'll be getting my nails and like, oh, this guy is gonna love when I'm sucking his dig I don't have to

French manicure on my hands? What about that before? I have definitely cares, you see, but right now I have my nails are done. Right now, my nails are clearly you and your man are not on good terms. My name is like I stopped wearing fake I stopped wearing fake nails for like a year or so they grow like they look really beautiful naturally. Now yeah, like they

just look I'm very grateful for that. So like the my man, he doesn't mind, like when I don't he wants me to get a pedicure all the time, where he doesn't mind when I don't like move my hands, I'll just natural because the paint falls off. The j'all last like two weeks week. Yeah, exactly, polish, it's just even a topic for less service I was talking about. Yeah, we were talking about blow jobs and much more. Infidet below. Jobs are sex. No, it depends on the person. It

depends the way you're having sex. Because I always feel like it sounds worse when that guy says I sucked it then when he says she suck my dick, because when you say, they sound like talking about you, like that's your man. But like a guy like girl like yo, like you could cheat, you know those you don't have sex with her if she sucks you, that's nothing. Okay, that bitch is crazy. And let let me find out that my man is getting his dick suck by somebody else.

You very well. If he had sex with somebody else, then if you might pay same thing, sex and sex and sex and sex and sex and sex and sex, that's it. I would, honestly if my man was cheating on me and the girl's like, well that's why I had your man, your mother pussy, that's it's over. I'm probably gonna cut him. But if he just hit her, but like gun playing, that's you know for me. For me, the ass looking is like a bonus to eating pussy. Like I went and wanted God to just go straight

from my ass. That's a little awkward, you know, like you're eating the pussy, just not the leg. I always feel like if a guy tries to eat my ask, I mean, she's trying to to get me primed up to fucking right now. I don't have it. I had it thirty seconds with my baby's mom's which was ten, my son's ten now, so it was about thirteen years ago, and for thirty seconds I said, this ain't right, right,

my nigger. I just ain't feel like it. I don't even give an You must have a big dick, you must have a big I got a little, at least at least he's honest, all right, he copies us lying like the way you know, like I'm broke. Maybe I'm not a bragger, you know what I'm saying. But I didn't like a pellet head win in and I was it was different, y know. This is the exit, not a fucking interest. But the crazy part is I will lick the funk that mother right, Okay, that's weird. That's

like new trend. What what are you upset? Yeah, well you're upset when the Marian Sun came out and then it got really popular. Like, man, I've been doing it so you know what I mean. I was doing it when it wasn't cool. Feel like I feel like another world ties after that cell. Yeah, what are you gonna do? You know, it doesn't even matter. I'm in love, Like I don't even give a funk, Like he'll eat my pussy when he eats. So you've never come with him though,

yes I have from boom. Does he feel weird? Doesn't bother him that? Like you can only come from a vibrator. He was like, Wow, this is so dope because with a vibrator, I'm like, oh my god, I'm sucking tripping used if I better on you or is he just there while you have even love him yet? But I will. Yes, we've honestly been taking it like really slowly. This is new. It's weird for me to be taking it away. Okay, you're taking it so it's been too much that you're

already using a vibrator. No, no, I tell you so, I commlend you for that. I'm gonna tell you why because I would. I just left a four year relationship because she's gorgeous, beautiful, but I like my shape. I like shapes, round shapes. Sorry, she calls me shallow and due to the fact that she hands down, but the shape wasn't And what was it like sex? Our sex was mediocre. It was good, but it was it was often. Oh,

you guys weren't having sex enough. That's not she's younger than me and I'm talking about trust me, gorgeous, but it's just for four years. She was always like, yeah in the beginning where you guys having a marathon sex.

It was always not even the first couple of like first she even said to me after the first couple of months, like yo yo, we fuk like we're married for like like it wasn't a lot of sexual chemistry between you guys, because you all was just going going at it like for her, but for me, I like to hold on to something like the grip, something like she was just kidding, girl, she's fatigue, she's but you know what I mean, I mean, face hit everything. Oh my god, but I'm from the South. She even knows.

She's like, yo, why are you even working with me? You know, after talking after you know why, She's like, yeah, why are you even working with me? Like I'm not even shaped like none of the girls that you used to But I love her condition. But after a wound, you started wearing on the relationship, you know what I'm saying.

But you know, I think that's a problem with the guys and a lot of guys in the industry is that they choose this girl that looks like a supermodel skinny girl industry and then and then but with their their real taste is you know, a fat as ye like keeping a girl with a stomach, because you know, I have a fat ass and a small ways, but I have like I get light bo you know what I mean. She's like, this isn't real, Okay, But I

still think that now body shapes as unrealistic. Someone it's so excessive for women to go and get all these things done. It's not that expensive. I could tell even through I don't care if she's wearing a snowsuit. I could tell if is real a fake first of all. Yeah, but does that matter it sometimes it does. It's just when you know, you know, some guys don't mind those silicons. They don't. It depends. It depends if you got that ship that's hard like this. That's why I got the

fat Transfer that I've been pimping a long term. I got a lot of my hose asses done before. Whenever before it wasn't even let stand saying. It was like the Pioneer sending my bitches to go get so now now now I see the new ship is the fat transfer. Were we're soft and you know what I'm saying, that's cool. I'm with that from your body and you know my house is it's not transfer. Yeah it feels No, I didn't know Lea has tried it. No, it's not for real,

you know what I'm saying. I just I'm just, you know, I don't know if I'm shallow or what. And I'm I would say this, it's that a matter of shallow I think, because everybody has preferences, Like we all have preferences to there's things that will turn me off about a guy. Now we were talking about I don't like guys that are fat. I don't like guys that are out of shape and that don't take care of their bodies. I don't want to see a big gass gut. It's the worst man, guys that are like have a skin

any frame. And then there's and they have a fat stuff that like like dad about only Leonardo DiCaprio get away with like being having dad bought and that's hot for me back my kids father. It's like, yeah, it's like so happy. I'm like, yo, dude, chill dad. But you know, because that does that make me shallow? That's just my preference, right, So I don't think it's a

shallow thing. We all have preferences. Does that make me shallow? No. But it's interesting that you were with her for four years and you love her so much because because we went through like hell, I was on the run. She came, you know, I had a house on the run in Atlanta, and she would drive down when I turned myself in nine hours to convisit me every Saturday for thirty minutes and drifts that didn't even go to court for yours. That's fun. I have a problem. No, no, no, no, no, no, no.

Here's the thing. All right, Well we'll talk about this. Talk about my man. You know, he's going he's he's supposed to be. He's turning himself in on the seventh scene, right, So two years that's fine, nothing right, and I'm I'm totally prepared to hold him down the whole time. No problem. He's married, he's not with his mom though, he's not when his baby mams that. That's none of my business what they have going on. I know, I know that he's with me. You know, I know he's with me.

So the other day he got arrested. He got arrested for um, he got arrested for something, Patty whatever. Long story short, I didn't go that's not patty no. But you know I didn't go to court. I didn't go to court when he got when he was in central booking, you see. And he didn't like it either. He's really upset with me about it. He's really really upset with me about it like like he's he's so, but I mean he I didn't because I don't know a year. I didn't go because I didn't go listen. And no,

but I know him since I was a child. I know him my whole life. I've been loving it. I'm no. I loved him as a firend before we were dating, and you know, of course now I'm in love with him romantically. Of course, you know, like we have an intimate relationship now to have that. But no, no, no, no, I didn't go to I didn't go to court because this is what happened. I spoke to his brother, and his brother was like, oh, I try to get his stuff, but the cop wodn't give it to me, and they

gave it to his wife. So I already knew that. I knew that. She asked him if he wanted me to go to court when he called me, called me on like four thirty in the morning, I asked him you want me to come? And he was like no, he said no, he said no. And if he would have told me yes, I would have had a bunch of things to do that day and I would have dropped everything. But either way, no matter what, every move that I made. I was thinking of him and I was praying for him, you know, I kept him and

my thoughts first. But he was upset that I didn't go to court because his baby mom was like, oh, where your girl at? So she was she she was was exactly That's what I'm saying, Like, you want me to go to court because I don't. I'm you know, on the air. She knows that everybody knows that I don't like her. I don't funk with her. And you know, at the end of the day, I'm a street bitch. I am a street bish and I'm not really thinking about what's going on around me. If somebody disrespects me,

I'm gonna jump on them. And that's just it is what it is, What it is, what it is. He like that I don't know what I means, baby mus I'm gonna be there't. I didn't want to go to court because I didn't want to go over there and beat his baby moms up. It's not even a fair fight. Let's start with the first first, all right, go, I want to know you, I want to know everybody's opinion on this. First of all, we have to grow out

of that that's what he said. He was like, you know what, you gotta grow up and you gotta learn. How do people to know I'm not gonna grow up. I'm like, listen, I'm sure. I'm not sure. I'm sure what I said. I'm petty. I'm petty as fuck. She said no, and the bits got she got a strong face strong, So I don't know. She's gonna look at me a certain way. And I ain't gonna like how you stop? Stop I've had an immagy age. All right,

stop it. Let me tell you something. Look, no, but he said, he said that, you know you got to the side. Did you have a hard life? Yeah, you know what I'm talking about, the real hard life. How you mean talking about homeless? Talking about I'll say this, we want to talk about no, no, no, no, no. That's one thing I can say about my family. No matter what struggle we were going through, we always have food, and we always had a home, and we had a

family and a food and I love a lot of love. Look. Look, look, there's something that happens to you when you are stripped of that at an early age that when you get older you appreciate. Ah, but toothpaste, you appreciate a hot coom. Now you know what I'm saying. And when you get to a certain point, if you love your nigga, you know what I'm saying, really love your nigga. Even if you tell you know, I'm not going, don't go, don't He's saying that. But still at the same time, when

you show up, don't he's trust me. He's like, Okay, that's the one. She still showed up, you know, But that's how if you don't want me to come for you, that's what he said. But she's not always in exactly. I get arrested and I have not yet in my life been to jail because I don't know gonna grow you will, honestly, And every time I've gotten in trouble, thank you God. I am. I have enough swag and enough manners, and I'm good looking God who they always

let me go. I've gotten court at the airport with drugs several times, and I've got and I'm talking about international flights. I'm not talking about regularly I don't care and regularly perfect meal. No, I can't because I have a red flag on my passport. Because I always a court with weed growing across the borders of you know, coming into America. Just a little bit smoke, that's man. But you know what, I always, I always, you know,

I'm very grateful, you know, thank God. Every single time I could talk my way out of it, I could smile my way out of it. What I'm talking or smiling. He's like, I haven't also go to jail. I have to go to jail. But here's the thing, Like I get it. You know, he said, even I told you to come, you still should have came. Cool. But my thing is, you know, I work in entertainment. I've been working in entertainment for a little bit, for a long time. I have a career in entertainment. It's just it's not

a regular job. This is my career. And if I'm sitting in the court, oh day, man, they're gonna take pictures of me. It's gonna be all over the blogs. Like if you don't even to bear you out, call me. I got money, no problem, I'll write a check for you. It's all legal money. I do love him, I adore him, but I can't say I can't. But you know, and then I knew that his baby mom's was gonna go.

I knew that she was gonna be there. This is gonna be an issue, and I felt like, you know, instead of causing your problem, I'm gonna just sit here and wait for you to tell me what to do. But listen, and let's keep it. You all want us women to say what we mean instead of saying no, it's okay, I'm good, don't do that. And then you said, well you tell me, don't do it. I mean, was given the instructions they come to court. Babe, Please, I didn't come to quest. You have too much pride. Let

me tell you something. I was facing a life six Okay, I took three months to get a bard here. Okay, only my baby mom's was in there in the courtroom. My girlfriend was in the court when my mama was in the courtroom. Those are the three things. But here's the thing. I don't mean to But he has a whole case, like I said, and going to jail for two years. Listen, listen, he and I threw our whole relationship.

He has been going to court. He goes you know, you get a court date every whatever amount of weeks, you get a court date. Right, So when he goes to court, he doesn't involve me in any of it. Sometimes he won't even sleep in my house today that he goes to court. Usually he doesn't because he has his own apparent. He sleeps with me almost every night, but that day he goes to court, he'll go and sleep in his house because he gotta wake up early,

gotta pursuit on blah blah blah. That's fine with me, But he totally, totally totally leaves me out of all his courtship. And all of a sudden, you get arrested for some volshit. You want me to go court? You know I love him, so we love each other. We love each other that you don't love. No, I love him with all my heart. When he goes to jail for two years, yes, you're gonna be fucking gun play, No, nigga,

you know that what I was gonna say. I was gonna say, Jesse, he wants you to talk to him every day, hold him down, or is he like, let's just but here's the thing, here's the thing, this is this is the thing. He um you know, of course, two years is it's not a lot of time. I have a nine year old child. It's a long time in two years a lot as a person. You can change a lot in two years, and that's a long time to have a year. But you seven you you pretty much change what you're going to change in that

shape exactly. What do you want? No, I will definitely please. I will hold him down. He doesn't need my money, his own money. What do you want out of a man? Spiritually, emotionally? The only thing I want out of a man I want. I want two things from a man in a relationship, whether we're talking about my current boyfriend or anybody else,

I want two things in a relationship. I want you to be faithful and I want you to keep me in check that if you let me, if you let too much go over your head, I'm gonna I'm gonna take advantage of you. Yeah, exactly. I want you to be a man. I want you to always be a real man. You know what I mean? Like, if you see me doing something stupid, why would you do something? Exactly? But if you feel like but you know sometimes you think you're doing You've been so long that I know

the female mind frame. No, but you're long because I love I love my man, I love him all with all my heart, like I cry for him. Everybody here like him being in jail makes me miserable. It makes me totally miserable. Thinking about him being in jail and essential bookings for twenty four hours makes me completely miserable

thinking about somebody who's been to jail. When you're with somebody, say you're going away for her man's going away for two years, do you expect her to hold you down, not messing nobody else, or some guys are like, look, don't even call me. I don't want to see you because two calendars. You only got two calendars, which you'll be what you'll be one and a half. Really, you know what I'm saying, after after as all said it done, now it's three years, but he's gonna. Okay what I'm saying.

I know I'm not green to But at the same time, like when you're there's no yo, you ain't got no friends, don't nobody send no letters, don't nobody send no commissary, don't nobody sandwich on Thanksgiving to your mama. So if you have at least that one face that you can see on Saturday for thirty minutes at nine am, viso, I will be there for him. Every visit, no problem, like I will make sure that I'm there for him. I write him letters. I have no problem sending letters.

There's actually an app you can pay a dollar for years, that right, So how will send? Actually question? Let me ask you, Chris, but no, But my thing is is he tells me, this is the thing your train from two months? When to Joe, what I would do? You know? Don't you don't lose your train of thought? But you know he tells me, I don't want you to stop your life. You know, blah blah blah blah blah. But what is it? You're for one night and he's crazy already for one night? Now play, let me ask you

this what happens when you got your girls? She comes to see you every week, but those few times you can you don't answer the phone. Um, the like any woman that I deal with, I can trust, even though trust takes years to building, second to destroy. If I do give it to you, you earth that you deserve it. So just like as you are, you were saying, um, you might act stupid or do you know your partner does say that you don't like that won't even happen

because the character that you are. I won't even deal with that if you're gonna act what I know what I'm saying. But if you like awkward, if I know that that you got that that that that that that pattern, and you to wile out of something flirt a few times, I'm not even going that's that's that's crazy because listen, let me tell you something. A pimp, no check, no nigg about no bitch, No, you can't. And in a relationship you have to check yourship starting never. But that's

one thing about me. I'm not very friendly. I'm not very fly, especially when I have a man. I don't play those flirting games. I don't like that. I don't like for my man to be friendly. I Instagram and you threw me down. It's okay, but you know I expect the same respect. Like what if he's an artist, because Gun plays an artist, you can't expect him to when chicks you know, those that he's going to be his friends too, just like for you right right, cancer,

We are very loyal and emotional. My son is a cancer on you understand what I'm saying. So if I'm with you know and that's what I like, and um, you know my man is a liberal and they're very passionate. You know, Lebers are very passionate and emotional people too, you know what I mean. And I'm a Sagittarius liberal and Sagittarius go we match, you know, he and I match. But um, I just feel like, you know, I feel it's a little confusing. I feel like I, like I said,

I want two things from a man. To be faithful and to be able to check me. That's like so amazing that it's just because I feel like you have you deal with so much drama with this guy right that I'm like, damn, the dick must just be dope. Is it amazing? It's all right, it's good, it's all right. So then I'm confused because I don't I mean, I think it's amazing because we we, Um, we have a lot of passion and in our relationship is amazing. You have a lot of makeup set exactly we have we

But I mean, it's not it's not that type. It's not that tea be real, Yeah, I come real easily do with the dick. No, it's I mean, I don't really want to get answer my personal relationship. My man does eat, he does my man does eat my pussy, but you know, I prefer for him to fun me that eat my pussy. And that's just my personal preference, Okay, like I would. Yeah, I doesn't know what that feels like because her man doesn't eat her pussy, so she

didn't have a choice. It doesn't even it doesn't even matter right now, Like I'm telling you, like, this is the guy because so it sex is the sex amazing though, it's amazing. Yeah, this is amazing. You're just not having that's not the worst thing ever cuts on my mean because you're sucking him off. I'm sure these these are

right here we go. It's like I've been in relationships where it's like the sex was just like fucking bomb and crazy and it was like all about the sex like all the time, and like because he or it's just like, yeah, I don't know, it's all about the x. It was, it's all about the sex. But this is like way more and I'm not especially about him in two months that you feel like you know, I don't I don't like, what is it? But it's not about

this sexts? What is it? That's what I'm saying. I don't know, it's like on some other level weird, Like I look at him and I'm like, damn, I see my whole future. What the fun? This is scary? That's so he's my soul mate to jail. I wait, you know that's what I'm seeing, Like, um, when my man, I'll hold him down. But honestly, like he's saw set with me about not going to court. Like now, what if he was about to go to jail and you found out he cheated on you? No, that's it was

over to a lot of high school boyfriend. I found out he sucked some girl like a blind girl or something like. He was like then He's like, no, she was just like crosshead or something, black girl and a crosside girl. He was listened, he was dusted, you know whatever. So but I but he was like while I found that out, And I was like, oh really, motherfucker, Like you want to blind bits, Like now you're not getting

any visits. I'm not picking up the phone, like go fund yourself all the ship you have me holding it? Actually is somebody thought that um, he was going to jail sooner than he was, and they tried to make up a story and say he was sucking another bitch because they thought he wasn't gonna be around to defend himself, and that horrible because he was Angela. It's time for your lip service. But you see any action. Everybody questions my job. Yeah, it's my job. Now take your job

for a little bit. Okay, go ahead, so um squirt. Oh no, I've never squared it. Okay, you can, though I don't know that everybody can do that. I guarantee you get the vibrator that I always talk about. You will square it right the kego ball new I've never squared it. I mean, because I have orgasm is no problem. I just don't squirt. No, but let me tell you. Let me tell you, the orgasm without the squirting is better. It's better. The squirting just makes it kind of weirdly's messy,

right it is. It doesn't smell like a yellow it's it's definitely not yellow. The first time that happened to me, right riding me, she got up a said hold on wait unless she said, oh no, no, no. I was hurt though, Okay, the first thing she said, well, it's not piece, not piece not. I was like, he felt accomplished. He smells you take anybody next time, just get it all over my face like somebody trying to do that to me too. Something in this bro right, it's my

little side piece. I got a condo in the twelve in Atlanta, right, so yo, it was one of our first little nice boom just she riding me. She's doing the same ship with boo boom. She let it. She started nothing and fucking squirting, creeping up like this, trying to creep in my face, puddled up right here over. I like, but what's wrong with her squirting on your face? What you tasted it last time? Guys really want what you don't because it's like I secause in a mess

up gun plays hare because you see it. Would you let me spider me in your face? Spider web would let you? In particular guy that I'm in both, I don't think it's anything wrong with that. If you lest somebody and you're having sex it didn't know, it's fine as long as he my hair didn't just get done be my mass just didn't want to see you were not about to go out and didn't give me some more things that can close my eyes. It doesn't burn, No, you can get blind. The girlfriend, I don't want to

go blame. That's what happened to be boyfriends, you or me. I won't let my man. You can come on my friend, my boyfriend. I would definitely let my man come anywhere he wants on my body, including my face. But my man comes in my mouth and in my pussy, so he doesn't really have like, he doesn't really have interests to come in my face because feeling he rather you know, he rather come in my pussy is he's trying to

get you press it's yeah, it's a power trip like here. Yeah, he's showing out my club all the time, so she has the power. You don't want to feel like that's why I can't let no bit squirt on my motherfuckaut gunplay. Don't you think during sex anything should go like kind of with women? It should be it shouldn't be like no, don't do that. No, not sticking the pinky or thumb up my You know I like that. Yes, I am proved funk that fun that you're not gonna sucking uh

sucking super soaked my face. No, it's not happening. Some guys wanting to squirt in their face, but all right, you won't squirt in my face, but I'll eat trick. I thought I was summer and like, and I dated this girl. She was a squirter. Did you like it so you eat pussy? Yeah, you liked it? I mean I will, but like, but I'm never eating pussy my whole life. But a girl and I was, but I was like super fantasizing about it, like I was like,

I'm just over man, I think I'm a lesbian. And then I was like, let me try to like eat pussy again because I haven't in years, and since I got sober, I stopped. No, that's what this girl slept in my house and I ended up going down her and it was dope. But but then, but then, when I was like fucking with this girl last summer, I was fantasizing about eating pussy again. And then I did it, and I wasn't that into it anymore. But why what was wrong with I don't know. I just it was

there was anything wrong with it. It was just like I wasn't feeling. No, it wasn't that she was really dope. She was like beautiful, like extra or perfect body, like she's trying to come over with like with the intent of working with you. Like, what's she trying to get? You know, me and her were like full on chemistry, like we like each other today. So now what happened. She also had a boyfriend who sometimes would join in. Yeah, oh that's fun, that's fun. It was a crazy summer, yes,

keeping because we never get anything that's not true. And she has some great stories. When the guy eat you out and then no, no, no, you sued the guy and then he eats he fed her. Oh you know what I'm talking about. He take it his own condom. I felt like, no, yes, it was another guy. It was the guy. I don't know, Okay that what happened?

Oh no, oh no, turn it out. What happened. What happened was this is a long time ago, but I had sex with my ex boyfriend and then I went to go see my new boyfriend and he kept trying to sex with me. I was like, no, no, no, I can't because I just felt like that was just wrong. But then he ended up going down at me and and I didn't want him too, but I felt bad because he kept chilling. I wouldn't have sex with him,

and I was like, I know he did. No, he didn't say that, but I just kept thinking that the whole time. I can't think that too, Like you know, I'm I'm my wo whoo, you know, take you con them off and you know what I mean? Who and then go home and the same thing happens or she will. Has anybody ever said anything, I would say something. But if my man comes home and he smells like soap and he has the private areas and you know he that's when I got jammed up, like yoda, see why

you smell? Like why do you why just like smell like irish spring on your dick? And yeah why why? Why it is your neck salty and your dick like so why his glistening? Tell me? Why is your dick so clean and your neck tastes like a peanut? Yeah? Or you do a guy that's so stupid? Yeah, just leave this dirty run round, run running place, sweat a little bit, totally, do we do something. That's how you got jama gunn play to jam. You were using a condom.

You know you too, you were using a condom. You're cheating and you were you the girls because like before you have this with a guy, like say, y'all get home, you are definitely gonna go in the bathroom and wet wipe yourself down at least first. If you don't even have time for that that let's say it's quick. It is your house, it's your man. You know. I'm crazy about that stuff though. I like I shower like three

times a day every time before times. Crazy about Yeah, I like carry like pussy washing my purse and exactly I put my hands on it, I smell it. I taste it before I even pussy first, to make sure I take all the time, all the time. It's like, yeah, I swear to God, That's why I said, you know, I swear. I'll be in the bathroom and I'm like, I'll see, like maybe I have like some discharge and I call it still clear. Yeah, I'm liking it. And it usually tastes clear. Usually complexize it a little tart,

not tr not tart. So I say it's sweet, a little sty. Where you are in the cycle, like yeah, exactly exactly exactly where y'all got these calorcar boxing briefly, why are you doing? Don't play is currently adjusting his packet listener smell like that's what he was doing. He was smelling his ball. He's right, to smell his hand now that I wouldn't know the things you never ever Okay, smell in. Let'm saying good, okay, just checking that smells clean.

Good for you, honestly, like you guys together. My mom and dad just look good together. I guess to be a bridesmaid. Okay. We like the Puerto Ricans dreamn Place half Puerto Rican. So yeah, we're like Mark Anthony and Jennifer Lopez. I love that come Place. Mary nor is a super talent, super story. Yes it is not ricking. We'll be okay. No, no, no, no, no no Ricky Martin. Well, Leah said, now what's gonna happen tonight? You're gonna get your pussy eight So you're gonna report it back next

time we see you. Yes, And do you give instructions like you let a guy know, like yes, no, no, I'll just see what I'll just see what happens. I'm not even sweating it like you, thank you. I'll text you later for me. For me, I like Dick so much like if a guy doesn't know how to my pussy is okay, it's so important for me. It's like it's okay, like it's important. I don't even do it. Don't worry. He's gonna he's gonna have to do. Yes,

he's gonna do. It's important. Imagine if gun play. If a girl, it was good and bad, but she couldn't suck your dick. She gotta learned. Yeah, I'll have to. You know, I'm not saying like like like dude, like like this, I like, I like, I like that's an important part of sex, you know, you know, yeah, you know what I'm saying. He can just open his mouth and I'll sit on his face. I'm like stick you're trying out. I'll just move up and down. Good night.

Just stuck there, suck there like there. Well, gun play, Thank you so much. And by the way, living legends in stores now. We don't want to get what you had the first time. You know, he loves being called daddy. Okay, that's what I got from. He loves when women call him. She said that black guys like being called poppy and like daddy, like wow, like st too. I like to call my man sir during during sex, call my first

name Richard, Richard Dick. What that don't be like play this, you know, if you say Richard Richard he's forgot about it. That might make him go. You know, it's what all they need to say that to my dude, I need to call by his first name. I'm just like him baby. Oh my god, baby's call him bababy. Are you a talker in bed? Yeah? Are you? Yeah? I'm definitely a talker. Yeah, I'm like, suck me. Oh you're the best. Oh you're amazing. Yes, yes, yeah.

First like like what like like like I'm saying, I'm like, I love you, Like so we're talking about you like, oh, yes, let's have a baby. Oh oh yes, I don't care if a woman to have your baby is that he's pull out game on fleet. But I'm just saying so like like if you if you have a sex right like and and he's not doing what you want him to? Yes, I come, that's who you know? Suck the click little harder thinking there. Absolutely, I'm very good with instructions and directions. Yes,

do guys like to get instructions and directions? I give them. What a woman tells you what to do, I think is important. Yeah, and I think that woman. I think for men and women, you you should give directions if if your partners doing something you don't like, you shade out, you know, tell them what to do. Isn't frustrating if you with a girl that can't come. Sometimes it is

because I feel like I'm not satisfying you. You know what I'm saying, And I want like nine out of ten girls, maybe eight out of ten, they will cur run from the organ. Can you can you tell when somebody's faking it like that? Can you tell when somebody's faking it? I could tell you how I could tell because when the girl comes, the back from the back of a pussy's tightens up right, So when I'm sucking,

I feel it. Yeah, exactly. That's what I was gonna say. Guys, if you want to know if your girl is faking orgasm or not, the pussy throbs one and I'm gonna tell you, fellas. It starts from the head of the dick when she's coming. It starts from the top the back of from the back. Yeah, and it grips your head, I mean the dick. But I could believe that that's you can feel it from it doesn't I wish you could have a different day to see what it feels like.

Oh yeah, of course I have. I feel like penis envy. I would want a big one obviously, like the only the only time. The only reason I don't know that I don't never want to pussy. I'm straight. I wouldn't want to take either. The only reason I'm jealous of guys is because it's such lower maintenance, you know what I mean, Like everything outside exactly unless you're not circumstand exactly,

y'all got everything. Everything is on the inside for us, like we gotta squat to wash our pussies, you know, I mean, we gotta take care of Yeah, that's why he licks the boy like we had someone enters us yea, and someone enters us the same time. It must be a lot of pressure to be a man because like, no, no, I don't like you know, angel isn't like anything, like

anything but with the clutch. Well listen, that is the service actually want to before we before we finished, I just want to say I really love my man and I would do anything for him. And I was really, really really sorry that I didn't go to court for him because he's so mad about it. I wouldn't I would have got if I wouldn't know him. I'll tell you I'm kind of famous. I'm kind of famous, you know, and I know I would have people would have took pictures of me in the court. And it doesn't matter

hopefully round I don't know about him. You are dying, you know. And and right now, no, no, no, listen so bad about not going to not know. He made me feel bad about it too, because I'm I'm the real, real, real, real, and he's a real street nigga too, you know what I mean. And that's what I like, and that's my choice. You're worth the time and the effort he put in the get to get you. You know what, she put it? A little thank you. I appreciate that. No, you're right,

and you know what I told him. I told him, if if ever you get arrested for the littlest thing, I will go to court. I don't care who's there. I just did. I thought I was going to cause a problem because I thought I was gonna go to court and end the because I don't fight regular like I got monkey strength. I really really know how to fight, like relationships to work out, you know what I'm saying. But if it doesn't come back, it doesn't, I will

say that that you don't anything. You know, I don't hold my man down no matter what it is, whatever it takes, I will be there for him. You know, I was a little I was acting a little green to the ship, and I didn't go to court, you know, and I regret it because he's so mad about it, and he's been he's so mad about it. You gotta know what you've got somebody him though? Play. What are you gonna do about your girl? Yeah? Four years she helped you, while you will underrun. Beautiful girl. She just

don't got no fat ask what you're gonna do. But she has a nice It's just not it's not he never being enough for you. You don't care. She got her bow, she did least, So of course I'm just trying to figure out what like for myself. What do you gotta don play? I don't know. We're gonna figure out all that time. Tell I don't like rushing anything. You know what I'm saying. I don't rush anything. Y'all together, y'all broken up. It's just her dna. She can't help it.

We can't help it. We um just the other day. We gotta be easier for her to clean it or eat it. You know, we had a conversation the other day, and you know, we're just gonna see what we do this all the time. It's been four years. We're back and forth for the last back and forth all the time to yeah we really honestly, I just want that that one woman where I don't even have to look left or right horse blind this. I don't care who

comes in the middle. My man looks if you don't even going to court, okay, and she was driving out, you're making me feel better. Honestly, would you have gone to court for your boyfriend when you when he has a wife, I wouldn't. Look. I don't like this guy for you, nobody does. I put and I like him like I'm like, I just feel like he's being a little hard on me. I feel like he should be more understanding, like and I feel like he should be more clear because I'm the type of person I like

for people to be clear with me. If you want me to do something, you tell me that you want me to do it. I don't think that I should always have to take the initiative for everything, like don't don't's not play. I know this is a person of a gun play, so that's well, that's what that's That's why I'm talking to him about it because I understand, know that you understand. At the same time, he wants

you to break and I'm apologize. I apologize to him, and you know, he's just so upset about it because maybe he's upset that he's going to jail for two years, and he's like upset that I don't understand, Like what I just I don't understand, thank you, I just don't. I just feel like you want me to stop my life or you don't want me to stop my life?

Which one is it? You know what I mean? He tells me he doesn't want me to stop my life, but he's in jail for one day and I'm posting advertisements on Instagram and he's like, gonna kill me over it. You posted a picture in my Instagram. I posted Instagram this morning. I wait in the morning. Yes it's still there. I'm not going to delete it. I won't ever delete. It's the first time I ever seen you post picture, man,

because you haven't been pains. Did you tell you that I put a picture of mine holding but you have your girl? But you know what you're with, You're dating somebody and I had good time because I can't you know when I was I was dating a guy forty three years old, and you know what we like it was, it was a very understanding relationship. Wait, where is the only god here? He is me? He can't really can't being able to walk and through the door like he looks.

Don't just know, but you know, I'm just saying like like I feel like, you know, I choose, I choose to be with a street a street guy, like that's my choice. And you know, I get it. I understand that I should be prepared and I should know what to do being with a street guy. But I mean, I feel like he's been a little hard on me. If you want me to go to court, you should have told me when you spoke to me on the phone.

And that's it, that's the bottom line. Because if you would have told him exactly, since he's gonna be like exactly what, Hey, Hey, where you are you coming to the court, I'd be like, okay, I'm coming. Were you in cahoots with his whoop? The whoops? What do you mean? What the reason? No? I had just shouldn't be no reason for him not to tell you everything is a chest. Yeah. I just feel like everything happens for a reason. You know,

this temple set of what happened to you? What you do about if one of the temper cent was him telling you know, he told me no, specifically, specifically said no, I do not want you to come. You're not I don't give an I spoke to his brother, and his brother tell me what's coming down. He didn't asked me if I was coming. I spoke to his best friend. His best friend that I asked me if I was going to court. Nobody like I thought. You know, they

get at the end of the day. He we've been only been together for one year, and I just feel like he hasn't that situation, you know, like but but he was with this girl for a long time, so you know, maybe they handled it a different way. I didn't know. I was I was a little I've never dated a guy who has a wife, you know what I mean. They're gonna get a divorce there, I don't know. They're supposed to get a divorce soon. They don't. She doesn't want to be with him, and he doesn't want

to be with her. I mean, I think she wanted him just because he was with me. But it happened. She didn't want him before I got with him, you know what I mean. So after I got with him, she got a little tight about it. But you know, I don't think she wants me the like I don't, you know, she's a square or whatever, But I don't, you know, I don't think she's she's not me, but she she doesn't, she's not. I don't think she's terrible. I don't think she's the worst looking thing. My son.

I'm not there really like that. I'm there financially, I'm there, you know what I mean. You could give me a call, but I'm not there day to day with my son. And she does a great job with my son. That's why I give her an extra my But she ain't defend what you don't need your girlfriends. She hates them all, but she go to their house exactly know, but she will. At the same time, it's like there's nothing to even beef about. She just wants me back. So let me

tell you. I have a Son's my son's father. He has a girl. He's been with a girl since the moment we broke up, and I have not bothered him one time about that she hates you, though I bet she does, and I don't want she was with me. First thing I would have to do, I would have to calm that temper. There, No, I have to wort that we both have a really bad problem. Yeah, I guess what. I learned how to control that. Cancers get furious. We are killers. My son when he's mad, I'll be like, okay, yeah,

he's not like oh whoa, whoa, whoa whoa. Yeah, I learned. I learned to subdue that. I learned to you know what I mean, you got to calm that down. You're too pretty for that. I know that's what and you know that's the problem is that I grew up hate her. But you know, I grew up hood. I grew up and I grew up in the projects. And then you know, my mother was had us in the Bronx because my grandmother lived in the Bronx. So yeah, and the box.

I was like gang banging. I was like my boys used to call me when when a girl would act up, I'll go and beat the girl up any moment in time, Like I was that girl that was beating up girl for my for my nigga exactly. But now I'm a model, I'm a successful I'm wanting a handful of successful video vixens. And you know, I still have that mentality that I will suck somebody up. And that's bad, that's really bad. No, it will, and no, not only will it, it makes

people kind of scared of you. It makes people not want to be around. And then I feel like, I know, if we go out, you gotta know, you know exactly. It's not like I'll be looking for a fight. There was a time in my life that I would look for a fight because I know I know how to fight so good, you know what I mean. I don't know how to throw a punch. I know how to hold myself down. That's ugly. Nobody wants to see. Definitely something to defend yourself and know, but I can't defend myself.

If you come for me, then that's a different story for me. Thinking that, oh I'm gonna call the court and fight in the courts. It's nasty, that's a nasty thought. I'm just gonna do testimony. I was a hothhead, a temper up until two thousand and twelve April I caught a case for arm robbery and assault with a deadly weapons. It wasn't It wasn't my tax accountant. I mean they say it was my account And by the way, Lea said it was hot and she was turned to her.

Let me tell you, and that was a temper. That was my temper. Guess what my life was in jeopardy. I would never see myself. Nobody knows what it feels like when your ship gets stripped from you and you sitting in there and you can't do nothing. It changes you and you look at other people. It's saying you don't know the blessings and the opportunities you have as a corner. People know you have to go there. You have to, you know, God forbid you do. But when

you do, it changes you. You will really grow into the woman that you really are that I see from here. You know, growing up, when I was a kid, I thought nobody could beat me up, And as an adult, I realized I'm not a juggernaut. Somebody is. My mother could sucked me up. It's noll about fucking nobody else. But you know, it's about the you know, the police exactly. I don't want to go to jail. That's one I don't want to go jail, and I don't. My career

is is like eighty percent. My looks like eighty percent. So God forbid I get into a fight, I get a permanent scratch on my face or something like that. It's nasty, it's stupid. I don't want to fight anyone at this point in my life. I'm tired of fighting. I don't want to fight anyone. And you know, I feel bad because I didn't go to court because I knew if I saw this girl, just the person that I am, will come out and control yourself. Yeah, he said,

you know what control? If you can't control yourself, how you're going to control anything around you. No, you're right, and that's very try. I told him he's right, and everybody everything resolved. Lee is getting for see tonight, Stephanie is going to apologize. No, I'm not. I am not what he was right? And you feel bad, No, I already apologize to me. He's already tight. He's tight, and now comes to anybody's gonna do next? Alright, what is

your scarlet? Starlet? Yeah, I'm gonna give some big booty when I went day, All right, he doesn't kick. I got a pocket full of Morday. I want to spend it to stricken Tonight Living Listen service. How Stephanie Santiago and this is my favor I know she's my Favla no Leah and handler my fa your face, the solid I don't know what, but he was eating only two years, maybe three, two a year. It's never