Episode 121 Feat. Lil Mo

Edwards as well. You know, obviously Reggie is one of the people that owns the Loudspeaker's network with that lip services on and so it was just you know, we just got to give a shout out to his family. We're really close with Kim, his ex wife and his four children and everything. So um, yeah, we appreciate everything that Combat Jack did because even just starting a podcast network so early on in the game when people weren't even thinking about that, and then bringing all these podcasts

to with it just was really monumental. You know, his background as an entertainment lawyer, because he was your lawyer a little more and actually not practicing law anymore to follow his passion, you know. So I'm sure earlier on that law was a lot more lucrative than trying to start a podcast network. But it does show you that while you're here, like, pursue whatever you're passionate about, and while it might not pay off at first, in the

long run, it really can. So the one thing I always think about is like, I would hate for something unfortunate to happen and I didn't follow my dreams, right, Like, I really just got said, yeah, I'm sorry, prayers go out to his family. You know, it's like holidays and you just never know his cancer. Yeah, like, but then three days later, yes, right right, all right, well let's I know you don't want us to get the show started,

so we are going to do that now. Obviously all of us read the blogs all the time, right, And one thing we were talking about is men who um paint their nails and things like that, because I saw they had one of the cast members him Loving Hip Hop A one was on and they were talking about how he's, you know, painting his nails. There was a little clapback situation. So we were talking about guys who paint their nails and how do we feel about that? So Carl was painting his nails nooe, only well he

gets a manicures. I just now got him on getting notices because I was like, you have really nice hands, because you know, man hands they have to look like they're digging in dirt, shoveling shit or they just have so I love him. Men have nice hands. And he has really nice hands. But the feet, babe, because he athlete. So he gets his hands done and so the girls like, you should let me put the clearer. And I was like he was like the clearer and he was like

not a one of the classes that. No, the jail it helps so the nails won't like break in it. He was gonna get a jail manicure. No, the clear jail. So it looks like it looks nice to me, yeah, because no, but he's not coming home. No nail polished, so the jeal is okay or no, the buff up and it looks like it looks shiny. There's nothing on it. It's just the way they not like a tip, that'sh care.

What about if it's clear polish. No, no clear polish, because he doesn't want stuff like that and besides, like he boxes that that's thirty and no clear nail polish. It's shiny and it's it wasn't peel. It's a rap, Like I don't like the clear polish. Guys like to me that ship is no polish. But about shine, it's fine. What about black polish? No, No, it depends on this personality. Some people have like that weird vibe about them and

then I get it. But some people they play like they were and I'm just like, okay, you're doing this for attention exactly. I think if they got that rocket roll thing going on, like a little louzy, very kind of you know, seezy from Philly. And what's crazy is is that my brother in law used to date his mother and I'm just like, always puts this up, so we think that might be my nephew. Hello when I tell you we got kids everywhere and everywhere. But he like he didn't show the move. I'll let you know

if oh yeah, that's your cut. You know everybody else in Philly like does that. It's just like some someone's doing I was like, what is that. It's like I don't know. He came out like like he can get away with it because like he just has just his person like him maybe like a whiz Khalifa, the exex ex tentptations him contact black. It's just so it's kind of a young black but not like a younger thing is but yeah, because it's like but it's it's more

like a grunge like a grunge rock type of thing. Remember, because I know white guys that was you know, that painting nails. But they were, you know, wearing the scuffed up docks and the parents be rich and have all that money they got trust for long hair and the trench coats like uh, like the Columbine kids, you know what. I'm like, that's a little scary, you know. Yeah, I'm actually described. Honestly, I went to art school, so I'm described. Okay, so I went to high school with but they wore

black nails. What about like, okay, what if it was like jeezy or not? Like you don't remember when you I just instantly thought about that picture was going around Instagram with the soldier Jesus see jeezy. I wouldn't see fab I wasn't the castle Nova and certain people Davies, No, they just to y'all man they just like, I don't know, it's for the ones that just like sing like the

kiddie song. Right? Would I want anybody that I'm dating to have black nails and nothing against whoever feels like yeah, I'm just not and I like about but read then no, no pad, no above her shine black or clear. I feel like for a guy I wouldn't. I'm automatically look a him and be out. He must be gay. Have I seen black and clad like a right? He's just differently.

I don't think Neil Polish make you gay, but red Mo, come on, I mean, you know what the way the world is now because people so sense of to him and you can't say nothing. Whatever you want to do

and it makes you happy, you satisfied. If you want to shave your head and have your balls hanging up, just do your things like you can't say nothing of people no, because they said you let him man walk into girl bathroom like yeah, what if the guys who get like plastic surgery like l L with the apsh l L that don't lot They said, l had got that thing. We got a river, they said him, they said de'angelo, they had said everybody, they said everybody getting it now now. I used to red for D'Angelo and

he did work out every single day. He had the personal chain of Mike Jenkins and every single day he was in the gym. He did not know damn ass clastic jury. Yes, I don't think that. I can't speak for anyone. He need to have does a field video, Yeah, No, he was working out every single day like video footage because that's a that's an athletic body and from the

side he went from to that, I don't know. No, he really was like because I worked I worked for his UM label and so every day I scheduled like his workouts, but it was Mark Jenkins that was his personal trainer, and he really was working out like because he gained man and the one thing that he loved doing was like he wouldn't go to the studio. Have you seen him lately though? Maybe that thing like media hurt. Yeah, said he was not thinking all that ship goes away.

You can work out hard for years as soon as Yeah, classic surgery definitely goes away. Out to me, that's a maintenance. Yeah, definitely all change. Like you So guys getting't like lifo anything like if you were dating a guy. He had like you know, the spare tire. That happened to me. He didn't get lippo. But if he wasn't get bo, I wouldn't be mad. His little spirit tire was weird. His little spirit tire was so weird that he always wore like hoodies or like a like a man poopa

a hole around like the Italian with that. That gave me that's a big guy. He wasn't a big guy. You know. He didn't have like, you know, a fat body. He just had this weird stuff he needs. He got LiPo because yeah, that's that's a good That's what's the book. It was to the point where he always wore like Adida's track jackets or like a hoodie. She went waste going out somewhere and he couldn't waste chain. It might not have been bad for him. Well, I mean, yeah

this remember the man wat sharing that to push. Yeah, we had one. He didn't Are you serious? We got a video forage to him. Prima Donna came up and he had it on. I don't know if you used after she gets I got a whole bunch of them, I call her like that, but they hustle them, didn't they like sue her because they said it didn't work. No, who for real shallotte works on me? I couldn't breathe. I'll be up in the thing like this. Yeah, you don't close your last and I can't bring I can't

be smashed. Shove you. So if that guy Gez with the spare tire decided he wanted to use a waist chainer in the house behind closed doors, don't come outside in it. But you'll be fine later with him with his waist chain Do that on your own time. The zip up ones, because you know they got the jones if they wasn't make you sweat, the sweat jones, the marshall work out and stuff. Yeah, and then you take it off and be all sweat and stretched out, like

just just just put that. That's not good because that's water weight that you lose when you spread it out, so then it comes right back as soon as you drink some water. That's from what I've heard. I would not have been mad at him for trying to diffuse the situation, right, you know, because that's what would not have been man when you have taking care of him after that life out, Yes, I would have about yourself to see like that. Oh my god, I would have

made sure he took his percocets. Man, he had thirties, fifties. Maybe I could push the things. Hello, hello got at her birth? What did that pey? But the man got like lip fillers, that's something, or like people that makeup artists. He gets those, but I didn't know he had him. But he's your makeup artists. But if a dude just like, yeah, I'm feeling the type of where I want a little plump down. That's like, that's weird, Like whatever makes I think a guy could get a nose job if you

don't like that. If you play football and it got broken. He was in Dubai and got hit on the foe Willard, Yeah, like what if this knows he just didn't like it. No, like like Owen Wilson knows. You know, the lords make him money. That's what I'm saying. I'd be like, come on, babe, let's go signature that. Like Dr Miami. He don't do noses, right,

yeah he does, he actually does. Really he was he specializes in not he he specialized that everybody just everybody, you know Dr Southower when he first started doing plats of surgery. That was his specialty, noses, noses, And that's wh whose specialty is that? Doctor massif massive from the from Botched like that. I like that when they be fixing people's life. Now, what about if a guy wanted to get like, say, his ass was super flat, because when I was gonna say, we don't need it. He

don't need that. No male bbs, just a little fat chance. I keep I don't like guys who have come letly flat assides. Have you ever seen guys? Oh? I don't like it either, Like you gotta have like not a big gass at all, but like a tiny bump. You might have had some hips like that guy off show was that was it? Living single? One of them sitcoms? She was? He had hips? You know who I call hips that bullshitgy show like hips man hips. Looking at that man for some hips. That's weird to me. I'm

sorry a man would a flex. But like anything, if a man walked like that, if he had that, it just gives me child predator. Yeah yeah, I just got kids in his baby. Yeah he scared me. I'll keep driving them a little box man. Yelp. The mystery machine. So what surgeries? Is it? Okay? You think so? You think a nose job is okay? Correct? Geez, you're saying, uh, if he really liked the issue and he has to get like, well, I think that's okay. I think a man can bleach like for even skin to sort of

like what about botox? No, I think the hair transplant is good. The lebron okay, So yeah, that's what I That's what I think is acceptable hair hair things. Honey, it's acceptable to go bald, like if you want your hair. I know a guy and his ship looks crazy and he got the whole line back there. I didn't know what was going on he got Yeah, he did it, but he didn't look like they didn't do a good job. And that was an episode on. But the thing's embarrassing.

Why Bossy doesn't work anymore is because because I know. I know guys, you know I deal with grown ass man. I'm not remember the haircloth man, I was actly. That's an issue that a man in his thirties has. They have seen it. I just take it off. Guys, get me seating hairline is even younger than that. Let me tell you too. Don't when I was I take his hat off, you baby. Put that on my ex boyfriend when we were like twenty four years old, he was like had every seat in hair line. Yeah, yes it

was bad. You know what. He used to shave his head ball but you know that should grow back mad quick that night. Yeah, you know what, that just made me feel like pussy hand with Instagram me that was going around where the kids was getting punished for being for being bad, and I even had child, I wouldn't do that because I was, Okay, well when they're they're don't you well, you can't watch that baby green, don't

great hand. I'm not a child five years old. No, but they ain't get no good job because they failed school. But when I was seeing, when I was seeing what happened when bosley is that you have to take a drug to maintain it. It's called prop petsia. Yeah, and the propecia um they it turned out that it was making men really depressed. They were losing their erection, but they got haired up. Yeah, so you have to like,

so the guy's getting bothered. They have to choose between the propitia, you know, a good hairline or their dick. Of course, they're choosing their dick. So yeah, so the boss is no good no more. After Propitia has all those lawsuits and they have a bunch of loss. What about ESPN for brogane is a maintenance thing. That's another thing for when you get like hair trans caton stuff. I don't think none of stuff that now guys are

doing like this new thing. It's like a form of micro blading, like the way the girls are doing the that's that's what everybody's doing and it looks really good. That's it's the way to go. It does. You don't have to take any after medicine. It's permanent. But don't you have to keep getting it done because micro blading, you have to get that done. Like it's probably a little maten what then is micro But it's like okay, so don't hurt like that they say, they said raised

little hair strokes. It looks like hair strokes. But they do it with but it's like a tattoo um with a blade. It's like a tattoo needle with no engine. Is the only last six months because the tattooed, you know. But after a while, after a lot of maintenance, after a lot of doing it. You won't have to do it. You'll probably have to do it, like once a month you wash your face just went away. Yeah, Now what

if that man who wearing makeup? Or TV if you like hosting a sports show or something like that, or you're going a movie. But what about when you leave the set and then you go on to the strip club? Should you get some white to the face. You're just gonna walk up in the place with your face beat. I feel like that might be a little weirder. It be like, let me stop and go get some makeup wipe? So did you got to basually put them on you?

We have thats gone. You can want the backroom man's always want to lashes and everything better brown because they don't funk with their ships. Once you start glowing, you know what I mean, they don't work around with it. I feel like a waistman. A man has good lashes and good brows, I'll be jealous. I'm quick to um tell a man that he has nice brows and ain't

always be bottom ones that look like dear eyes. So let's say you went out with a guy and it turns out he did have on a little tints of moisturizing, asking like he got he got natural lash extensions to let's be that's not fair. We get to do that. We have a bad David tied bags in our eyes. Let me put a little makeup because a lot might appreciate a little tints of moisturizer. Because that's just lo even that that's not depends on brandy mercy validation. That's

a lightweight a grease. What if he had a pimple, But if it had a pimple and he puts some concealer like you know, no, no, no, he had a pocket because then he said it with the powders like and then sprayed with I can't have a pipetic a girl have a pimple, it's the end of the world. Everybody is zooming, Like, look at that pimple on the heay, she looked crazy. But if a guy has on this kind of like I used to make mona mole. Let me shall be right quick, sharp shing weird glue made

that big three d I you silly. We're talking about human dildos earlier too, right as far as like a man that we just really just want to have sex with and don't want anything else from him. Now, do you think that that's a situation that could last for like a year? Could you have sex with a man I have no feelings for him? But me, I know you can't. I can't have sex with nobody. I'm not married to them, period. Even before you were married. Before I was married, was a thought, let's just be clear.

But once I got married, I was just like I just realized I was just giving myself away, just like I was like so fun. Yeah, I was like, like, once we do we go together and were married, it's I don't I don't know, because I don't like people like that. So I got exactly how I feel. I don't really like humans. Like once we have that, it's like like that's the way if I've been on for at least like two three years, Like once we have sex, I said, we go together. I'm staying around, right, I'm

sticking through. Don't you think you have to go through you at that phase though? Everybody? And if you didn't, then I think you're gonna you're you're gonna, yeah, you're talking about this, it's gonna have That's what I said. It's good to go through your thought phase in your twenties and then you know, but because if not, you're gonna go through your thought because all right, I started my thought phase like between nineteen because I lost my

Virginia at nineteen, so between nineteen and twenty four. So I think that that's like colleges, but I didn't. But I have Jordan's and my daughter about to be sixteen, and I don't want her to, like I don't want her to go through it, but she had today everybody, and I thought face wasn't really thought it wasn't just like all right, everybody in the head like I can

still count on my hands. Because I grew up real strict holiness Christian, so I used to think if I had sex, I was gonna burn in hell until I had and I was like, well, my little go away at nineteen, Well it was that experience like the first time, the first time, I hated it. I hated it after because it's like hell and the boys like y'all never ask for this again. I was like, I cried. I was just like wow, like I saved myself, like you yeah, And I was like and I used to lie in

school and be like, yeah, girl, we did it. And I did and he was lying on your pussy. Yeah, but when you but dry humping, you know, because I was dry humping and that's it was in the South. But when you actual penetration, that ship hurts. But honestly, to this day, it really still hurts because I'll tell you my kind of college just told me the way that my vaginal cavity is, the way it's shaped. It's like a teenager. So my ship is tight and all my kids are sin serious, so my ship is still

like this is my knigg stretch. But hur hurts every time you have sad, not every time, but it's just like wait, you know you have to scooch where you like like like you still ale, yeah, because other than that, like people like yeah, suck the ship out of me. You don't have to like just just slip the hand, slip the hand and trust smart feel big like that ship. Like I don't see how girls from people like this. I want to stop the thirteen what bit you try

to die? They can't fit, you know, the little one. But listen, babies could come out of there. Anybody you could fit, Like, yeah, that's true, you know, I don't even want a baby to come out of there, like to me, that's just like because they said it never it's really that's a real surgery though, like that it is you're really cutting through your body like layers, layers and layers and an I don't. I mean, I'm good with one kid. I don't. The regular giving birth was

it's pretty intense. That it's harder. That's way worse. It's recovery. But you know it's crazy. I guess my doctor she told me, um, she was just like, you're I'm also like a freak of nature. Because I went in my last he just turned two, so I went in at five, he was out. I was up by ten o'clock hating doing the name name like like, but they taught me to because you can't get that before you gotta move

your feet and everything. You gotta move your um, your you know, your body parts, and then they take you to your room and then you still have your cather and stuff. And but like I was like, can I get up? I don't. I have anxiety and I can't sit still. So once the baby, I'm like, all right, what were doing when we're back in the study, let me take But we don't get that. But there are some people that like, how do they have a baby?

Maybe two days later go on the movie premiers, like I saw then Kevin Hart wife just had a baby. I'm not gonna listen to me. I was. I wasn't senior in high school when I had my daughter. And I had her on a Tuesday, and I went back to school on Friday, tight jeans and heels, and well, yeah, after I gave birth to my son, I was. I got up and I remember I had the energy to walk around and everything, but I mean for me to go out and everything, I could barely hold my pee.

I can't even imaginally doing anything. Yeah, I was just falling out. Not my ant sides weren't falling out, Like I remember thinking that I was gonna be able to come out the hospital and put a girl on and snap back and everything. But people, I didn't feel normal, Like I didn't feel normal for at least like a month after I gave birth. Like it's amazing. I don't have any kids. I love to hear these stories for

having a baby. Everybody's experiences like totally different, Like really, because there are people who have c sections, like I never want one of those again. I'm like I don't want to go through labor. I've seen my friends sections. I know a couple of people that lost blood, had blood trans But I just later, you know, seem like a chance. I was like, um, yeah, did y'all see loving him? Hope? You know they're talking to playing babies and stuff. Anything has a baby, she take picture, even

a baby. She just those are the wants, I said, those are the like she has the baby making body. Honestly, your body when people let themselves go, that's on you. But your body is not supposed to be over after you have a child. I hate, you know, I don't hate the person, but I hate what people just turned to. The sloppy, slobbing least slob. You have a bag. And then you wonder why your baby, Like did you wonder why he out here? Yeh me always in the script

club dancing. He might as well sign a death brows. And she my best friend is pregnant with twins right now, and she is huge, you know, and she's like twins some people be you didn't even be showing their baby be nine pounds. My god daughters as twins. And and but people kids trying to do it too quick? Yeah quick I mean when I gave birth to my kid. Always really um, I've always been a very vain person and I like to look at myself in the mirror

like everybody else. But when I gave her some of my kid, like I had like anxiety about wanting to him to be okay, you know what I mean, Like I didn't. I forgot about myself that I got so skinny I got I turned into a skinny stick because I wasn't eating. I had so much anxiety and stress of being That's what happened to me too, I swear. But a kid, you don't know. You don't realize even when you're pregnant your first kid, like you're about to

have anxiety for the rest of your life. Depression, Like that's a lot of stuff that comes with it. Yeah, you never know when it's gonna hit. And they give you these and then they give these little quizzes now to make sure you ain't at the number eight because my stress level and you don't know your stress levels, which is anxiety is so high. You just like because you want everything to be so perfect, and I just want to make sure why is he crying like this?

And why is it? Oh my god debate. But sometimes they're perfectly all right, but you naturally stress yourself. Like when I first had my son, I didn't go out. I didn't go party. I didn't go drink nothing for like five months, for like five months because I was so I didn't want to leave my son to anybody. I didn't try to his father. I didn't truy someone anybody with his father, not even anybody with my mother. I don't want to know what everyone feel like that

I think with the first one. But now I'll be like trying to keep Yeah, I feel like I don't feel like I'll be like that with with another one. If I didn't have another one, because now on tricks and all the things, Like I couldn't even sleep because I was like stalking my son all the time he would be sleeping, I'll be watching him. But I think I created now my daughter like sis. My daughter thinks she's my sister. Sis. She's like sis, what we're doing for?

She's so pretty and I was, and that's what she was. You're so pretty and nicely sink to her. Now she thinks what she walks in the room, you post the same time. But she's such a sweetheart, and like, God, bless me with some amazing kids. Now something else that none of us because none of us in this room. Besides, you have been married, right, sever times? Yeah, a couple of times. How do you know when it's time to walk away? Because there's a lot of people obviously marriage

it's difficult, right, and it's a lot of work. And at certain times people are like, hey, I'm done with this, I can't take it anymore. Or sometimes you're like, you know what, we're going through a really rough patch and we gotta figure it out. How do you know? All right? I just can't all right. The first time, I shouldn't have got married, but I was like, I want to have kids and I don't want to just have a

baby faver, so let's get married. And we got married, like I knew him, but like six weeks after dating, we got married and then I got pregnant thing, and I was just like okay, and he it was just wrong, but I knew I do. I walked away from that because he started cheating and I was like, all right, I'm a cheat too. I did that cheap back sis and it wasn't I was just like, that's not right, And then I saw what it was doing to my daughters, and I was like, I don't want them to meet nobody,

no nigga like you. And I was like, oh my god, I'm turning into what I didn't want to become. So I was like, we gotta break it up because they want to start hating you and not being around you and septing that. No. Then the second one, I just married him because I wanted to make the first one man because I know I shouldn't have best with him. But now we we have two children together, and well that don't care. I canceled them out. They don't even

count to me. But I was like, I'm out. Like I was so depressed, and uh, this part makes me cry because my daughter, she came to me one day she was like, mom, I my kids knew that I wasn't happy, and I had pulled myself away from the industry and friends and like people that I was really close with, like even fab and everybody, like I wasn't coming around because I was just like, well, maybe I should just stay home and be a wife and be people's mother and just sit home and just do nothing.

And I just felt like a reclusive, and once I started feeling like I wasn't myself, not a little mo but Cynthia, and I lost sight of who I was. I said, oh, hell to them now, and I literally picked up and left and like, now with my marriage now, Honestly, I was like, this is the one I should have been with from the whole time, because he's been chasing me. What's crazy was I said I was married, I was twelve years, a slave because the first and six, but

for fifteen years because he's he's a young boy. He'd been chasing me for fifteen years and he was fifteen when he first tried all at me. So you do the math, all right, now? Let me Now, we've seen y'all have issues too, We've seen the couple's court and everything, and you're like, like, I'm not I'm gonna make sure that this works out. Because he did admit that he's had some issues in the past and that he used to be a thought also, and then he got with

you and now he wants to make things right. How do you know that? You know? Because this happens in relationships all the time. The guy messes up everyone's relationship, right. The guy messes up and then you're like, Okay, you have a choice. Now do I give him another chance or do I not give him another chance? How do you know that it's worth it? You just know because you're like, all right, I'm gonna play. I'm gonna play like I didn't notice what happened. And if we see

this bitch, we're gonna jump together. But like, first of all, a lot of stuff, like when you saw the couple's court that was from years ago, we just remade it first, so it's just like it seems like it's new. So I'm just like and because in a scorpio on me is just like like you know, you're fing with like you know, like you know what I have access to, Nigga, I can ruin you, I can destroy you, and I

won't have to funk any of your friends. One thing I don't do is I don't cross pollinate this pussy nobody in your What's crazy is is that as soon as people saw us on the TV, people all like, oh, like I'm from North Philly to get at me, and I'm just like, yo, like people are just really weird like that. But one thing I did notice that I

was like, Okay, I'm not gonna be as accessible. And I was just like, yo, you have to a lot of men don't realize who they are, Like my husband now, he's a professional box and I'm like, I see what I knew. It came with the territory. His best friends are Danny Garcia, Adrian Brona Boa, like Victor Ortis. These are people house we stay at like these are that's like our family. So I'm just like, Okay, I get it, and I know what comes to the territory, but I will be a bitch the funk up, Like I don't

play that ship. So it's just like like you either cut that ship out and let's let's let's clear this late because then you have to realize to what type of bitches you messing with that run to tell the blogs niggas. Let me tell you, I ain't know Angel, but my nigs don't tell the funk you're doing. What happened to the quiet side pieces or whatever? You know, the hush mouth media? Yeah, and people really And I'm

just like, like, who raised Who's raising these bitches? But at the same time, don't you look at it like he chased you for all these years? Got you. Why fucked that up? Like a lot of people don't realize if he liked like sometimes to this day was like Dad, like I really got you, and he's still like like damn, And I was just like, okay, damn, it's not that hard. Really in life, anybody you want you can really have.

I'm trying to everything. I agree with that. If you there's some people in life like well, I don't know I speak things in existence. How did he get you? Anyway? Like, how did it even after all that time? Made you say, because we've just been kicking it for all the years, because all right, fifteen years ago, like when who was on tour with what's two thousand two? Because he's he grew up with Beanie Seagull was his Like that's BBC

young Ball, so that's like his uncle. So when I was torn with the rock back then, like those years and missing and us, like, he was around and I was just like, alright, So his cousin that's locked up. Everybody know him. His name is Woo and everybody knew who because he had a murder mill that was from Philly and he used to come up always. He used to be around Violat a lot so he was always the young boy that was around. I was like, oh, he's so cute, like the boy with the gay hair,

the boxer ball. So then finally once he matured, he was like, he's like, yo, you're ready for me yet, And I'm like, oh my god. But I'm always because I was in Baltimore and Baltimore and Philly just like it always yeah and be like I don't like Philly, Philly, I don't like by the same thing in each other city Hello, eating eating strength and damn crabs Hello. So it's just like it was like the same thing. So

it almost seemed like inevitable. But like once we clicked, we just start like he was like, yeah, I got you, and I was like, I because I'm I'm a piece of bird, Like I'm are you sure that you can handle this? Because I'm a lot. My my mouth, my attitude, my mood swings. Some days I want to be little mold, some days I want to be synthy. Some days I don't want to be bothered, some days don't want to

be kindered. Tomorrow when I take you away up something like, some days you gotta be able to deal with it. And a lot of people think that what you see on TV is what you get at home. Some days I'll be like, what the fun was we thinking? And then some days he'll be like, oh my god, I can love you, but this is one time in life I can honestly say that I am in love. That's good for you. You know. I have a question because you, as you said something earlier about getting married after you know,

you have sex after you get married. So was that the first marriage that you did that? With that? After that? He was like, all right, whoever I deal with from this first marriage, from now on, I'm not having sex until I get married. It was just like, because I was raised holiness Apostolic Christian, it was honestly supposed to. We were toward you aren't supposed to lose your virginity until you're married. But since I didn't marry the person, I lost my virginity too. I was like, Okay, I

don't want to just be out here thoughting and bopping. Listen, if you want to be with me, then you're gonna have to marry me, and you're gonna have to meet my dad and you have to go through the motions. So it's not no, just like, oh, we getting married, like you have to meet the parents. Now you put your foot down, like and this is what you gotta do.

Now my kids, that's totally different because with my with my first marriage, I didn't have any children, so we had children together, but he had children from previous relationships and with that baby mothers like, I'm so glad, Like my baby fathers need to give me a trophy and a crown. Because when I say, I don't call them, I don't ask for anything. They don't have my phone, umber, I don't have their day, know where I live. I

don't know where they live, no communication whatsoever. I don't think kids are old enough to communicate with them on their own. So they were born. Yeah, it's like that's how it should be, Like for real, what do we need to talk about. I'm gonna make all the decisions because I know at the end of the day, I knew every time, even though we were married and I gave birth, I was like, you know what, there's a

chance we may not be together. So listen, I'm gonna bring the shot in the world if I if I'm not gonna be able to take care of it, don't even get on this don't even go through the motions. Do what you gotta do so that he can they communicate directly with their kids or how does that work? Do you think it would be a more ideal situation if y'all were like cool with each other once, I'm gonna scop you on something I have nothing to say, Like, I'd be like, like, I literally love botomized niggas out

of my life. I was like, I don't remember anything, damn. Like, if you sit right there, I'll be like, who that I should baby father? No virgin Murray Jesus? So when when when did he get to meet the kids? He met them? Man? So because people are acting really know funny about that, Like when you see it blides remember the day deal they made it back like Sierra and they made such a big deal out of it and she ended up marrying him. But people being always in

people business. One thing about me is I don't be in people business like that. I don't be caring. That's why I'm like, how do these blogs survived? That's too many people that care about other people's lives. I don't be caring. I'd be like, as long as that child is safe and doesn't look like because you could tell by child's countenance or they are be like oh no, but you can look at the way he is with

that Sild'm like, yo, that baby is happy. So when would you want them to be in a stable environment? And people always start being uh oh future through a subtweet out and just like that, and then you cause friction between a relationship that you really had no business tampering with and that has been married. I think people should keep their hands off. I think, yeah, but people

they just have people. I'm drinking water, mind of my business, You're not buch Because I look at the comments section at that time that it was posted, I was like, y'all just be at work, Like what jobs do y'all have? Y'all so rich or everything? But like with my kids, because when we actually started dating, I was still with R and B divas of l A, so we were in l A. He didn't actually meet them until I came back to the East Coast and that was like

about five months later. And then I didn't even let her hit it until like, yeah, like the first time you see I made and I wasn't even divorce ship bang the gather well the ink wasn't even damn dry. I was Maryly, you have to be separated four year and I was like, yeah, yes that they did a lot of places. I think you have to be separated

for California. As long as you'll be like, oh we irreconsolable differences and alienation affection, they'll be like today, yeah tonight fail like like a relationship will lives longer if you do weight in the beginning. I think relationships last as long as you want them to. You have to want to make it work. Because the old me, like if she would have been like that, out have been like you know what, like it's too many niggas out here because it's some cute like and I just really thing.

So you've been to Dominican Republican had no work done yet, so and yet you know, everybody just we'll catch the flights. We know, but you know, you just get to the point where you just like, you know, I'm gonna make this work. My parents have been married for what they've been together for forty two years. They've been married for forty something like what I want, Like I love my parents. I'm like, how do you do with my dad said, we're just weird like that. My parents are actually they're

leaving today. They're taking my daughters and they're going on they're going on the cruise and to the Bahamas with my um aunt and uncle that I moved back to New York with when I became little mo. Dy've been married for sixty years, so in my family were married. They are like, that's how we My sister's married. Like everybody and my family we're married. We don't just go together this noe nobody being. There's nobody that's just a baby mother. And if you are, we'll be like you

better get you a husband. That's how it is. And you meet the whole family and our family like my last name is loving. That's my giving last name. So we like that's how we really are. People love my family like your how's your dad? People love us. That's just how we are. We're just warm, we're welcoming. So that's why whenever I get done wrong, people just like you didn't deserve that, because that's not how it was raised.

I never saw my dad yell at my mom, disrespect my mom, never saw my mom, never heard my mom and dad cursed, never saw them drink liquor, like their preachers. But they my parents went on toll with me and everything. So it was just like everybody's called the fake ass Cosby's and stuff like that, to the point where I used to be like, well, why do we have to

have a dad? Nobody else has a dad? And now growing now that I'm older and wiser, I'm just like, you know what, that's the reason why I have confidence. I don't have no self esteem. I mean, I get over ship quick, you know what I mean. But at the end of the day, like I have that balance because that's where I come from, and that's what honestly, I think I've been in search for all my life.

That's like, let's man, get a fish up. That's why I can sing love songs like that, and mothers be like yeah, man, yeah, Like baby, I'm trying to play against like it's your long we gonna go together ship, trying to sing like you on the ship, singing my heart out. You'll be singing in bad in the bedroom. No, you know that's like you on the mic, the mike right out, all right. They like that you sing. But you know what's crazy is that you know I'm a singer.

I'm probably sing like once out of the week because it's so much other stuff that I did like. But other than that, Yeah, because people like, oh, girl, if I can sing like y'a'll be singing all the time. I'm like, no, you wouldn't be. If I can and I was in that man, i'd definitely be singing a little song every now and then. People like, yeah, but

like that should just because I can really sing. But it's just like, who don't we baby, if you don't go to sleep and watch just walking, David shot up, I don't thinking take second songs like about a second Yo, so lost favorite songs you can't tell you you sing and you could be in the bedroom about to like it's about to go down to you about licking, I'm be singing signs about like about if you like if

you're singing it just it just feels like weird. But if the music is playing like them love songs like I got a song now called thirty minutes I could, I can almost guarantee you everybody's gonna be preggingt off this one. I know certain songs that because I think songs have they conjure up certain spirits in the spirit of eros is love, and that's what I put into my music. So like a girl came to me. She was like a matter of fact at Jeys pressure age and she was like, oh my god, a little more.

I just love you and I may love to all your songs. And I'm like, okay, baby bothered up. But like, I know when I put out certain songs and music what I want people to feel and so far, like I just did a show on Philly What's the Day? But for the Escape tour, as soon as I came out, I know how I had made like but I know how people want to feel and I make you get in your back. What's the song called thirty minutes? Yeah I can oh man, my phone is broke the and

that like the soft porn. But okay, now do y'all feel yourselves? Yes in the bedroom, yes, and what do you do? But for the for the video shoot, oh I got it's crazy that isn't like okay, so now in the video shoot, I can't tell that because because us the way loveing hip hop is set up. Yeah, but all right with the video shoot, it's crazy that you can film yourself. See how you have a camera for You're like, yeah, bitch, I'm gonna tell them this day,

I'm gonna make this thing all the way. But if somebody else is filming, people like, oh my god, don't Yeah. So I was like, oh my god, give me a purpose that because because now there's another person there filming. So if it's so, what's crazy is it's a bit that had three sons, four songs and all this ship before her life. I was like, why do not? I used to be scared before, But why am I scared now? I don't know. Now I think, yeah, why was I so lit before? And what's the crazy people being? Yeah,

but now you came. You probably in the house now you think when you're younger, just like you don't have fair when you're young you lot of inhibitious. That's what it was. You're like a housecoad. You know. The household is that's some deal thing. When you go, that's the granny show around yourself. It's a blanket throw to pick up the kids from school and whoop, they asked, I want one of those. They're like a snug little snuggies and they got a hole in it right here. And

you lost the and you lost the bell. Bell gotta hold it together. The thing's being comfortable. That's a sexy picture of thanks that image of you don't house. No, I was naked, like I don't. That's my mommy thing. But when I stick to day a mom, then I probably have like three of them joys with the whole and we walking. But my kids be busting my mom. Tell my mom, I'm like, yo, get out of keep busting in. We're wasting allowed to my parents room growing up.

These kids nowadays, they're just a lie. I wasn't either that. We wasn't get get from that little on my dress up. Yeah, we wasn't allowed to watch cable. My kids be putting it on on YouTube on my mom. Look at this, look at wild and now has this taion his name said, see you extensions. It's not like extension. It's not like it's all the way down extension. Yeah. He going to jail for a while. So yeah, the holidays are coming up,

right obviously, so do y'all like exchange presents and everything? Right? So the kids nothing when they go to my mama house. They do because my mom and a Christian. These kids gonna have a Christmas. So it's crazy because they't no tree in the house, so I went all right. So our neighbors they had like I ain't for Cnthius or Passetius. Okay, I call him Poissetti the red Jaws. My son was picking all the things. I was like, no, those are

Christmas things. So he doesn't know. And when we were in the um King of Prussire Mall, he saw the bit he was like, oh, mommy, I want those balls. So he loves best ball. He taking them all off and throwing them. He didn't realize what Santa Claus was. He was like, no, So they don't know. But when they go to my mom house, the eight year old, five year old, the older kids they know, but the

two year old, oh, he doesn't know anything. But in January with presidents that like with you and Carl, you know how often, like do you give him presents all the time or is it just like his birthday all the time every week? Like you know what I love about him and he from North Philly. So the fact that like last night we were at a party and

he just came to me with a book. He always goes lady and buys them all and he'll give me a whole munch and then he'll give him the people at the club to see that, like you never um capital, rich capital. I saw y'all rich capital and he did it the night that you were saying, like right, you know at the bar, we always at rid the cat, but he always buys all the roses and passed him

out to me. He was like, you know, just make people feel you know, all right, because you just don't know what type of day, so I said, But then always I also saw somebody get out of line, pop the ship out of like you don't play because sometimes you know. We was at this place called Hope. It's a new place in Phillips downtown. This girl I saw you on that show and you are a piece of ship. He was like, bitch, I will everybody and feels a

bitch I will beat you the funk up. So she was like, I'm sorry, I didn't know, but that is when people see you on TV, they they feel like they know you and they can say anything to you, and they don't know like get the fun up. We already to People see you on the internet and they've been following you for years and that Suz and so on and so forth, and they feel like they know you, but you know, you know what I put on the internet. You don't really know me in real life, Like people

get really comfortable in person. Somebody deemed me yesterday and one thing about me. And I learned this my dad growing up. My dad used to make us read books and write essays. So every Monday through Friday we have to read a book and buy Sunday handing the essay. And so he taught us how to deal with people. And so I know how to pull out of people what you really want to say? This girl, I said

at the lake up sis I saw. I know you did your thing at the concept of the night, but that outfit you had on wasn't really conducive to Islam. And you follow Listen. She was like, you find your husband should be let you know about the raj June and this and that. I said, bit, shut the funk up. Suck my dear, because I said, you know what I said, Why is you worry about what I got on? First of all, if you really want to get down to you shouldn't even be on social media because it's not

that's kind. Let's just be real someone, bitch. First of all, you know that that I said see that first exactly, that's what you wanted to say, And that's not even you in your abbey hole. Funk out of here, and you're never gonna say it to my face. You're not gonna get close. No. That's the worst when when people try to mention you but shade you at the same time, like, Oh, I'm a big fan, but I'm just trying to give you something like nobody asked for your own advice, like

what you to commemorate it? One thing about people like yeah, the alphad was cute, but no you I love you more, but that alpha was taking Did you sold your head on? But you said your kid's hand that want to that in the stylist too funny they'd be like, yeah, you need a stylist. People always trying to tell you what to do with wi to put it with worry about So don't worry about me and what I'm doing wor I'm gonna tell you what to do with your kids.

Your money. That's the new thing. Oh, I see you getting a couple of dollars now, bitch, don't act new. You just got five from the radio station. Bitch. That that that little that little check, that wasn't that was asked to make my money, not having to be at work every single morning. Hello would think I used to drive I mean to DC every day. UD We used to get up at two o'clock in the morning, and I was just like, that's why. I'm just like, I

know that nigga love me. And then he would we would leave by like ten am, ten thirty, get back to Philly by twelve thirty. He being the gym by four pm till six sometimes seven thirty, and we start all over again. And I make my kids lunch every night that were home, pick out their clothes and all that stuff. So like this little motion that ship is cool. But me being a mom, the domestic, the O c D going around, Oh my god, that's a fingerprint on the count. I have such an O c D and

drops me crazy. I'm like, oh, please don't tell us while your hangars. Now, what about taking pace and people for both of y'all, Like, I know there's rules of you know, I remember I had a briefriend that would be really mad if I took a picture with somebody and they put their arm around me. Oh yeah, there's certain etiquette because you know a lot of people come up and I mean, it comes to territory. Can we take a picture? Yep, let's take a selfie and he

said one and done. We're not gonna have no photo shoot because then people will start telling to wait, my, like my, you shouldn't you should have thought about a lash on those. That's why I would tell people just have some glasses and some gloss and you and you live. Yeah, because people would try to have a photo shoot and then um, I went to a restaurant the other day. Then sometimes I want like I'm on my way to somewhere, and because I'll be one thing about me is I

see everything a bitches. Big brother out this bit. I went to this restaurant to go eat and I wanted to eat leave because we was going to Jessy pressure party after that day. So the girl comes to my comments, that was you a after restaurant? You didn't even want to take no picture? In some autographs but you ain't asked you saying hey, you look like little mo. So I said, don't you hate when people do that? This is happening to remember the guys to tell the guy no,

he was like, look like that girl on the thing. Yeah, Ray was. He was like, that'sh you. I was like Nope. All the time, Like sometimes I've done it in front of you. I'll be like, no, I'm not. I don't know what that is, but you're not. I think she's pretty. People. You know, it's all about people's approach rights. Say hey, I know you don't want to be seen right now, but I love you. I saw you at the thing. They'd be like, I say no to that. You can't

say what you say het you look like bitch. I'm eating on me and when I eat, I don't like to be like put a bib on and cut my food, but I want to eat. I gotta go. But you know what, the same places that you go, you know you're gonna see people, Like we went to the next game at the back Lace. You know, when I go there, I'm gonna see people. And so I'm like in the and might want to take pictures. I'm fine with that because I know I'm there. But if you out like

that was out. But when I'm if you Christal shopping at Target and decide to stop at lunching a grocery store, trying to just run in and get the look at gunna, but this phone. Have you ever been some when you saw somebody like this, but maybe like the snake, I'd be like, so I'll just be like this. I'll be sitting on like a dup me. I take the train with Day and I got off the train and somebody posted a picture of me on the train and I was looking dumb and I was like looking at my phone.

I had my double chain because I was like, you know, I want to sue people like that dude, because if I did that to them, they might be like I have been just trying to exploit dollars. They could do anything or anything that's suck up. I'd be like you, and I'm one of the coolest people, like if you walk up came out. But sure, that's the reason why I want to be famous again. Hello, but if you want you look, I thought you was a little more.

But she's talking. Her lips is bigger. Yes, I was like, now she's talking her listens y right, it's not mean, yo. People tries it little no lips. That what about him taking pictures with people? To like if he's pictures with a woman. We have this thing because pr has told us new ways to pose because a lot of people in these allegations and because we can't listen. We don't

need no more scandals. Hand around the imagine Johnson point Yohnson, the peace signs always getting too oh yeah, but or just but if you put your arms around people, it's a way to you don't touch that because people say, touch my bucket, I'm calling. We're not doing know Rick Ross and Johnson Lyn pictures. You're not going to hand

around the booty. We're doing get around the shoulder. You have to have had a lot of scandal though so far already, but hasn't ever a months broken you like almost broken your relationship anyway, because at the end of the day, like I always say, you know what, I'm gonna really pull up so you can send them what you want to if you ain't pulling up, like if you're not pulling up me like like like I know what people trying to do, and then I know the

messages people have sent me like yeah, but if you pay me five thousand, I'll make this go away. But you should have got that money from which because I ain't cutting ship right who I hope nobodyn't leak my steaming nudes and my steamy text messages. But my niggas never tell you keep saying that, like you had some ship. Okay, he's he's come fast, right, so you're cheating on him to know, Okay, So I'm not talking about before that.

I mean I've never cheated. Yeah, Cheating is the it is giving someone It's not the actual act of intercourse. Cheating is giving someone time attention, Like if you get somebody time. Now, if it's just like, because all right, you're cool. So if my husband's like, yo, can I go holl and be like yo, what you think? Like

it's just certain people that's cool. But then there's certain people that you'd be like, not that bit on the type time, so let me let me go ease, and you know we're gonna go talk to them like yeah, I mean, it's just it's just etiquette and everything is I fail. Like if he was high at me about something, I'll hit you up and be like, oh, just so you know exactly hit me up about this, aw you doing that? That stuff I would do. But then something now, if it was a surprise for me, I would be

like I wanna be you ain't tell me. But some people be on some sneaks to be like yeah, I'm like and I've seen it because I damn, I don't even want to listen. I run all the social media accounts. I'll just put it like that, and I'd be again, Danny bit you want to die and then be thinking is him and I'd be like, no, bitch, this is me. I will lure your ass somewhere with something flammable and you will be smiling for the rest of your life.

But I'll play by my husband. I don't play by my husband, yes, because one thing, you know, one thing I've learned and my mother taught me this too. I don't mess with nobody husband. That's one thing I don't do. I can't say I didn't do it before, but I'm just like, damn mine. I did not know the dude was married, and it was crazy. Is I found out? When was that not not Twitter? What was before my Space? And you know, she came to me like I was

on top eight. No she she she was like she was on my page and she was like talking crazy little mom was trying to ruin a happy home. And I was like this when I first came out, and I was like my cousin used to run my social media. I was like, bitch, no, I'm not. He was like, my mother will whoop me, and I'm grown. So she came to me late on in life and she apologized. She was like, now, I know you didn't know like he was deceiving you because I was just like, yo,

he never had none of his kids around. I was like, yo, like and it was a white boy at that white boy. Yeah. You know what's so funny. Earlier today, right before you came in, he was talking about white boys, like who in here? Because Jesus dated a white boy? Loriall hasn't. I haven't, Stephanie has how How did you? What did you think about dating white guys? Um? Personally? Sorry Dan, but you know, because there's a white man in the room. For me, personally, it's not my taste. I like black men.

I like my Latino men, you know, that's what I like. It was like a short lived relationship. I like dark penis because even my Latin you know, guys are dark. You're not opposed to it. So I mean, it's just not my taste. And you know what, I've never spoken about this, but the last time I dated a white guy because I thought about it. And he was really great. He used to take me. I didn't sleep with him, I didn't have sex with him, but he was really great. He bought me a lot of nice things. He um.

He used to take me to Broadway shows. He used to take me the five star das all the time, like he was. He was courting me really nicely. But I'm not gonna lie. Um. I didn't like the way he talked about other races. I didn't like the way he talks about black people. And I didn't like the way he talked about Latinos. This is like this hid and done the Trump in them all sha yeah, not everybody, but honestly, yeah, the one I was where he just and then one time he used the N word, you

gotta kill you know what I mean? And I didn't like without without saying disrespectful things, but like dancing around it like if I wasn't around, you wouldn't be you would be if you were, would differ, you know, it would be a different tone, Yeah, you would be like And I remember even one time we were in and we were in the car because he used to get like a suv to drive us to the shows or to dinner or whatever. And I remember we were sitting he was having a conversation with the driver and I

was sitting there listening to something. I had to kind of check him one time, like he was talking about it was around the time when Trump was about to be elected president and he would they were talking about that, and I had to kind of like check him, like listen, like I'm sitting here in Puerto Rican, but you know, like let's not forget like I'm black, and I said, I basically told him, like I'm black too, you know, even though I am six African. And he did one

of those two minute I keep checking my email. Yes, I know what I'm doing before that. This was before that time, and I'm one of those people who always feels really woke, you know what I mean. I'm one of those people always feels really woke. So I had to check him, like, listen, my assetors were raped at torture and like you need to understand who you said, that's true, Like I see my complexion, but I'm black.

I had to explain it to him, and he felt like so bad, like he felt like like like he felt like he was offending me, but he was offending me, and I remember I had to check him on that. Remember, I'm glad you made that point because remember the thing on social media with the boy that happened the other week with everybody donate on that money. But then when black kids be meaning and stuff like that, nobody want to send them a doin thing? What did they don't

make the money for it? Yeah, because it wasn't the family they started to go from me. It was somebody who didn't even know them. He started because people do that all the time, like they see something elself to me, they started to go fund me for someone. So it

wasn't the mom that started to go from me. It was a stranger, right, And then they ceased it and every after Yeah, that one of my homeboys, well my nephews football, like he's eighteen now, but he just got arrested and his band was a hundred fifty thousand, So do we trying to raise fifteen thousand and go fund me? Shut it down? So I was like, but he was supposed to go through the playoffs and we're trying to get this money up so he can go, but they

stopped it. Go fund me, don't play that because they said they don't finance like bills, so go fund me. They'll they'll have money sitting there. But when you try to cash out, what's the school they want to receipt? Yeah, they better I'm mad at that way. Do they refund the people or do they just because that's why they Yeah, like protusand dollars to the racist people got their money back. Listening Alright, knew sing wasn't right with that story. Like any time I see a little white boy, I feel

like this. People see ship on social media and they jump on a banda. They get on the train really fast, they don't even know where the train is going, and they see a celebrity post, a celebrity post. Gotta be true and how to be true? Like my advice for people, wait, wait like three days, wait seventy two hours before you jump on. You can't even report a person missing. So wait, you know what it was? I think said that video and all you see is a little kid crying about

that ship broke my heart. So it did. And the truth is, like, in general, there's a lot of issues with kids being bullied and kids like killing themselves and stuff like that. Prebirth alcoholism, that that's that's something, that's the mother. She's probably drinking. But like because my my my aunt is a nurse and she could literally sit there and depict everything. And my best friend is an O B G Y yes, and he'll say, no, that's somebody and be like that person got such in something

like she like, I can tell about it. But then you know, as it they unfold, you're like, Okay, well the parents were racist, and you know, so maybe the kids were harassing him because of that. Maybe he was saying some things at school. We don't really know what it is, but I do feel like any child that I feel like it's you know, it's hard like with kids because we can't hold. My son was just bullied and I said, go to and beat him to funk up and up. When he got suspended, he he was

on love and Hip hop that Monday. That Tuesday, the boy bullied him. That Wednesday, my son beat his ass. He would suspended that Thursday and Friday because even jealous because he couldn't be because he had got three He was like, my got three girlfriends now left and then little basketball my son had. My husband told him listen you box and we went in there, and I was just like, let me just let you know, like you know when you're going there to the dean and the principal.

So what did my child do? He was like, Yo'll talk my son straight up, beating the funk up. You're gonna learn. You're gonna learn today, but you won't mess on no more. He he had no problem since now. But if I just said having three girlfriends there, you're like, I was like, Yo, that's not right. What Yeah, Like when he broke up with one and he's switching the mouth my star, Like here you thinking he thinks he's Chris Brown? Like what's crazy? Is this because of who

I am? So I was like, if you've been good, ima, Chris Brown, I'll call my face stopp and so he Yeah, I was talking to Chris Brown last night and that's why I was with Like he'd be going to school bragging and he was like, can you believe when I bring like he had thirty dollars at school up to there. He was like, I'm thinking about paying for everyone. They have to to dress down, you have you get you have to pay a dollar. I'm thinking about paying for my whole class. I said, No, the hell you some

people in my class don't have the mass. But bullying, that's such an important asked you that you have to you have to raise your kids to not be the bully. You know, you you know your kids have a good heart. If you raise your you're raising good people. But it's like you have to teach your kids not to be mean. So that just doesn't even happen. But you know, it happened to all of my children, and all my children always prevailed. My kids are they're so like they're very introverted.

And my daughter got it. She'll be thirteen. In February, a girl was bullying her. She was crying when my daughter gets stressed because she has like she has a couple of health conditions and I had took her to the doctor and I was like, well, why is like her period has stayed on for she had started her period when she was like one started at nine and one started at like eleven, and it stayed on for

a long time. And I was like, she stressing out and that come to find out, she was like that was causing her to stress, and so I was like, well, you know, the girl did a neighbor like, don't let how bullying. So the girl told my daughter, if you um, if you don't, if you try to make her to not be friends with me, I'm gonna hurt you in a way that you'll never forget kids, and I'll kill your whole family. They move, boom, they moved, but they made them sign this packed but they was like, it's

a no bullion thing. I said no, but my daughter was stressing, and I said, I brought it to y'all attention. And because these schools get funding and they're supposed to that no bullying thing, like they're supposed to move that situation. But there's so many kids that that they're bullying starts at home. So what I'm talking about they come to school and they're they're looking for attention or something. They're gonna pick on who you think is weak. But I

don't raise my kids to be weak. They may be quiet, maybe they may you know, fall back a little, but you like, even teachers sometimes be bullying the kids. Like I had a problem on my niece and and a teacher. We wanted to go up there and beat the bitch ass, but you can't handle. You have a handle way too, and so it suck I don't know if I'm and my teacher, if my son's teacher acting up, I don't know,

we're pulling nub my brother. That's because my mom is a school teacher, and she tells like they're certain corricula, there's certain this protocol. They have a follower. So if you're not tell you can't tell kids to shut up. You can't tell kids like you can't talk the kids that way because some kids aren't like they respond different, and there's some kids that act out like sometimes you have to pull that child to the side. But while you're yelling at that they might be hungry. You don't know,

they might be going home and be an abuse. So you have to honestly take time, like that's what you signed up for. Yeah, I remember I was I did this ever an education semester when I was in college and I was teaching six and seven grade in Washington Heights. Washington Heights to school was Dominican, and so there was one black kid in the class and they used to make fun of him all the time because the rest

of the class is Dominican. But there was only one black kid and it was bad because like his family didn't have a lot the money. He was the youngest. He had like all hand me down clothes every day. He used to wear the same thing all the time. But when I tell you, they were so mean to this poor kid. I felt like ganging up at him all the time. And I used to feel bad, like I would be like that, that hurts my feelings. I don't like that. Shut But you know it's just certain

things like and try to help him. Yeah, I bought him lunch every single day, and and I gave him extra attention because and they thought I was Dominican too, by the way, because you know we're they always speaking. All Dominicans think everybody's Dominican because there's no luck. Yeah they Doman. Anybody know when they're Dominican and not Puerto Rican could talk? Yeah. Happy. So my father was so

racist against Dominicans, and he's Puerto Rican. I mean he was so he was racist against them Rians, the Puerto Ricans that grew up here and are here for the longest. The Porto Ricans Dominicans here, they fight, but over there they love each other. Here they fright. He used to call. Yeah, I didn't know at first, I was I'm talking about he said this when I was like six. I didn't get it at why what's the beef? Yeah, I don't know what's the beast? Like you know what somebody told me.

I don't know fel like you know, there there are they are darker than Amergan American culture. They're still an underlying beef between They say light skinned girls and yeah yeah yeah, and it's like like good hair bad. You know what they say though, what I was told because they felt like Puerto Ricans had to join America. So that's why Dominicans don't like Puerto Ricans like where our own.

You get what I'm saying. I'm y'all ran to go be part of America like you I was told, So I don't know, like wow, yeah, but you know, I don't even speak Spanish, so I don't feel like. I feel like Dominicans and Puerto Ricans looks different. I feel like even the ones like the lighter ones and the darker ones, like the darker you could tell the difference between a dark Puerto Rican and a dark Dominican, Like for me, I think I could sell it differently. I

don't know. Girls, I know all the black girls love to go to the Dominicans allons to get that blowout. Everybody, get your ticket, get your ticket. But if you gonna take Puerto Rican restaurant to get your head done, you're gonna Dominicans. And like you said, it's in and now, real quick, real fast in the Dominican salon and after they'd be bouncing like you gotta be on fire, tell them out. This is it for you, right, this is it.

You're good, You're happy. It's forever. Yeah, hopefully, because like right now as I feel right now, it's forever. But I mean you just never know. God my something the works. Fuck, I gotta be fu up like I was about to get it. What about more kids though? Of course, yeah, you just got the hand in the milk because its collectively together. We got like six and the possible not but that I've given births. You have two girls and three boys, and I'm just like it's just in my mind,

I feel like I just gotta even it out. Got to come through that pussy. We gotta okay, yeah yeah, basically yeah, you gotta schedule So one c section, I said, sometimes they do fbacks, but they don't um encourage them anymore because they said a lot of people have him and hem and drink because like it can bust. And you know, why would you even want to get natural birth?

You already did it five times that way because I don't have to go through I don't have to say be like, oh, that's one thing about a C section that's convened. You get to schedule and you know what we're gonna do it. You know, said the people are planning their pregnancy and their c sections because they're like, let me hit pregnant here and then I want to go to like cool. They was like, yo, people were scheduling, like my show was on Tuesday night, So if I

got my c section Manday afternoon, snatch. And now one thing I love about my doctors too, if you have a great doctor, sometimes they'll study cosmetic surgery on the side. And I was told that, yeah, that's what I was told that. That's why a lot of sacks because a lot of people they wasn't swing them back even and you gotta tell me, I want them Invisible City, Like you have to tell them, I want the invisible sits just and I want to just I just like just

just snatch me. And she's like, girl, you know that you need insurance for that because these people out here hid these medicaises. I got doctor to box doctors when they look like I bet you're trying to murder you in the walking Dad who brough you back to Collo? It's the brain she got the girl? Are you going back to leveon Hip Hop next season? Yeah? I don't mind.

I love reality TV. I love living my life out what I want you to see in front of the world, or what people think or how people think that I should react. One thing, like when we did the Couple's Court and like when all of that stuff was coming out because I don't even know what episode. He did a lot of detective test and everything. Believe that's there was an app, got a lot of text app right now we ask you to questions. This is this is my lot detext look me in my you can't look

me in my no, look at my eyes? Did you? Did you not? And you want me to do you had? Could you? Could you handle? Like you just gotta Sometimes you gotta square square them up in the eye and just be like yo, then don't do don't do that again because that hurts and you have to sometimes you have to let people know what hurts, Like when you get said oh no, no, oh babe, you burn my scalp. You got too close to the edge. I don't accept that. I'm gonna give you a little pass, but don't do

it again. Don't do it again. And you believe that he won't or you just better not yeah, or if he do, I better not find out because then because then there's gonna be war because I turned my cheek so he knows. But like when I say I got cheeks trying to get apology, When you get an apology from a real man that has never apologized to any woman in his life and they look you in your I s a, I apologize, I'm sorry for um. When they apologize and item and they're just like, yo, all right,

you got it. I accept that. Yeah you got a song about it yet, Oh yes, I like to hear it. But you know, I've learned a lot because, like I said, I'm not an angel. But one thing I never I don't intentionally hurt people. That's not that's not how it was raised. But my scorpio sting my my, my, my get back was epic. So that's what I'm just like, I don't even I don't even like bringing that part out anymore because that's that's not even cute, that's not ladylike,

that's tacky. That now, that's tacky. But I don't yeah a bit a bit four point now. But it's like eventually twenty four no more them song My songs is eight twenty years old, just like come like everybody has to grow up at some point, and so this is my growing up. I'm mature, mature, yes, very little out. We thank you so much for coming through. We appreciate it.

Very special. Yeah, like a sap racky and because like we got like we gotta keep this going, like I had a great time, Like thank you all so much for having me, like for real, I honestly needed this with you. But I do want you to sing in the bedroom next time, you know about what the day she wants you to think. I just want you to sing on the day you will be the title of your bedroom song that you're about to do. I got a couple. One is called first time was Now I'm

talking about dirty dirty, Um, what's your specialty? What's your specialty? I think that was my favorite baby's big super super slash, super hand featuring, but the real Super had because because then you want to know what was so big about Super? Yes, to me, it was just like but they said they said. Mr Market has said. I met him in l A one time. He was like, if he was up here, he said that they were five. Yeah, he said. I

was like, that's crazy, that's crazy. That's the best thing he had, he said after the first time, he had to get it back. He said, they had to bring her back because I had to redeem myself. And you know what's the best when you're sucking somebody's take so gay and they don't want to come but they can't help it. No wait, wait, wait, No, I didn't say I gotta show. I gotta show that I can't win

like smell like bleaching son. I know, I always gotta. Yeah, didn't walk out though, that's good, but yeah, yeah, yeah, Now I'm gonna do. I gotta do one of those songs like a play on word for real dude that I just gave me. We're gonna be in the bad room singing that gonna bet because I listened Lurie. I think it's corny, but I like to listen to music like when I have sex. I like to have a playlist and I can't handle quite. I'd be like, I

like listening to I feel like every guy said. I was, yeah, Like I was just to swing my baby the other day and then we was playing a few sat and I it was a little I like, I man like some songs. It was liked up. I was like, right now you start really stroke you know something. Sometimes you gotta have ranches. Sometimes you gotta hear quickie, something really rocking, slap in your ass. You don't be watching walking down

and be like you get it out. Yeah, staking leg in the bed, but like you pull the muscle trying to get rid of it. You moving your legs. The best thing you do is twerk in the bedroom. That's twerk on that dick. I'm telling you that future album. I'm telling you I don't have time, like I feel like we're get into it, like I'm a hole on one second. Let me get that, let me get the music. Let me wait. The bluetooth a connecting connect. I'm like

calling yes to it. You like, but if you're met and it's slick like he you know he got the beat tool right there, you know exactly I got I gotta do is I got Yeah. Plus I also feel like sometimes you sit at home and like a lot of times we don't take the time to do this, but like have a night where y'all have like a bottle of wine or you know whatever, have a nice night at home where it's like relaxing, you're having conversations,

having desserts. Music is already playing. That's my favorite. That's my favorite sex. Yeah, because that don't happen all that off to see see the music being on that and that's fine. But I ain't gonna be like we about the hold on one second, you know. And I recommend y'all do a playlist together. We did at the other end. You had to do it right, Steph, you do a playlist together at the house. I made something forgett now, y'all got songs together, had some wine and we made

a playlist together. Like we were making He was like, you like this song. Yeah, we got a crazy night. That was so. It was so it was such a full night, like we we drank, we a we we talked, we argued, we made up, we had sex. That's that's litt Now that's lit. You gotta do it because as you know, music is so important, like for what it is that you know in the bedroom, for everything in your life, Like you relate a song to something you know,

like you could think of a parody of life. I remember I was in Miami when that song came out and we was in the club, Like you remember so much, you remember certain songs remind you of a certain person. In some songs, you're like, I can't even hear that song and remind me of so and so. Oh no, please, there's music I can't listen to because it reminds me of ship that I don't want to remember. Right, I feel like I feel like music, Um, it's always connected

to a part of your life. And honestly, that's the way it's it is that mean, it's it's passupposed to make you feel away. There's certain songs so you'd just be like okay, but there are certain songs that she'd be like God the and of the rolled the boards to boards song, I can't listen to that graduation I cried, Yes, mom a crying. And I love boys to Men like they're like my favorite boy band ever in life. And that song I'm listening to boys some Man's greatest hits

and then I'm crying. I'm in the middle of my makeup. You know what album was always typing for Joe to see. Remember they had that, Yeah, they had the fast part like me too, and I was like seven, there's nothing I was like that I want to get. But that second album, which was the Shoulder after part of the Hotel, you know, the one that it was like half of it with slow songs and then the other half. Yeah, that was Devonte was in his bag with that. Yeah,

everybody loved Devonte at that time. Sorry Mary, right, that was married just kidding, but he was just kidding. Yeah, it was it was having in rights and then turned into a thing. Three one of them is No, one of them is regularly Dalvin Dalvin Dalvin Mr Dalvin DeVante was still works right man. That wasn't No. He's the one looked like shape. He's still I've seen them before him at the Babble. I think he had passed her.

Now It's like it's probably something different because all of them come from church, so like for them to take that dress crazy something some ship didn't happened that week. You actually escaped all of that, Like you didn't end up. You know a lot of things happened with singers and I don't. I was in that area when everybody was

popping Molly's and Ease. I was a partner and he was around all those people from the hip hop world and the R and V. I was like, I'm not gonna get caught up in that because I sort of like, people, hold up, brother, just pop five X pills and Lasayalis and a via. I said, that's gonna die like people was like he didn't the next week, real like. But when you're young, you're just having fun. But some people was just doing stuff and I'm like, yo, you had a pocket and I was like, no, let me just

go to my room. I used to always be scared. I did not. I just used to think I was gonna get kidnapped and thrown in the trunk. So we would literally do our shows. I would go to my room. No, you probably working and get kidnapped and put it in the trunk. You did the right thing, real rep. I would do my right to my room. People we want to hang out, Nope, good night, because I never have no little most candles back then, nope, nothing. You ain't never seen me with a picture of alcohol, a couple,

a couple of licking minds and water. Right now, it's lemonade. That was that wasn't water? We put out of that and I'm joking. I knew my wig was leaning back again. Little thank you so much. You know, we appreciate you. We'll come into your podcast that Yep, it's gonna be lit. So just just let me know. I'll hit you up when we and we're gonna we're gonna go up with get because we could curse on my and letsten we

always and I just want to save me personally. I always appreciate you, like I know he was always had a good report, you know, even from when I first met you. A lot of people don't act like that. But I love the way that little Mom has always been super cool with me. I always consisted she showed up to the juice by grand opening, but then like you ain't coming around, and then nobody told me she

just popped up. It was a surprise. I wanted some juice, it, yes, And I love I love supporting like like that because that's outside of the norm. Like you, you're doing stuff outside of the box. And I love supporting every movement when somebody does something that's like, that's dope, and I was just like, yo, like that's cleaning somebody's life, and the different ones you have to so freaking dope. Yeah, we love doing things outside the box. I love things

inside the box too. She like things that nothing that we out