Episode 114: Feat. Mia Isabella

consider it a loss anyway. But you can sue their asses if you have receien you can have you hear about my sued like his date or she was texting during a movie. What Yes, he sued her for texting during his movie. And I think you one, Wow, for sure, that's ridiculous, really expensive these days. How much you got was it? I picked the get my money back bit? Here? Calm down, Lauria, because you would get sued everybody though, like a little bit during the movie when people text there. Now,

if I'm home, I'm on the phone. The whole time I watched movies with LORI yell in the house and she don't never watch the movie. She'd be playing movies on Like you got the most Dad. But if you were in the theater and it's black in there and you got your phone out, you can see here, yeah everything, like I can't see all right? So, ladies, have you have you ever broken up with somebody and they owe

you something or maybe some of your ship at their house. Yeah, you definitely wanna get your ship back because you know, sometimes people try to hold out because they know I want to hold on to you, so I'm not gonna give you your ship back. That's crazy. I hate people like that, petty. It took me a long time to get my stuff back. When I moved out. Lord, I thought she wasn't going. I was like, oh, well, I ain't gonna lie a that I wasn't getting that ship

back neither. And then I feel like when I did getting my stuff back and it wasn't, I felt like the bitch that moved in after. Yeah, you got to play nice sometimes too, Like hex husband, so all my stuff when I left him when I was young, he took every So when you got married at money right for four years. But he was a lot older than you, way older than me thirty years or some thirty years. He was fifty, and I was that's crazy, that was crazy.

I didn't want to marry him. He was not playing with my with me though, he like he went to the family. He was paying people's bills, like he got in with everybody so much. I didn't he knew. I was very vocal, like, look, we're a business partners. I had a boutique on Michigan Avenue that was launching. He was one of my partners, and I was like, this is a business to You're like, I'm not trying to do mess up anything or mix up anything. He wasn't happening.

He trapped you. He trapped me, right, Yeah, my baby was my business and he used my business to trap me. Heart, was it for you to leave somebody because I know you were very comfortable. It was very pleasy, yeah wealthy. Yeah, it wasn't hard at all because he was an asshole. Okay, so you know it doesn't matter how much money he has, how many diamonds he put on me, how many houses he gave me, Like I would have rather have just been with somebody he didn't have nothing and you were

after that. I was extreme thought that I would have wanted somebody that didn't have shipp the n guy somebo didn't have ship and he was but you know that ship bad when you'd be like, I don't give a funk if I'm just broke, I'm just out. When you say it was an ASSHOLEO, what is abusive? He was very abusive to me. He was very vocally, emotionally, mentally, he was in any way that he could be. He was just abusive. He was awful. So then the next guy you got with, you were kind of the bread

winner and the situation. Yeah, so how did that happen? Was it? Because I do feel like sometimes you break up with somebody and you're like, I don't want anybody like that person, going to the exact opposite. I ended up shooting with him doing a movie, and so I guess I was digmatized and a little bit lonely. Husben, I've been single for pite sometime and it was some good stuff. So I was like, I like that, and he kind of he knew how to talk to me the right way, and I kind of felt for that.

So and he said I didn't have anything I had houses and stuff like that. Houses, you know houses as the time. Yeah, and you started shooting when you a nineteen, when you got married at twenty, right, did you stop doing movies? I did. I had only done like maybe two or three scenes ever at that point, but they

were big projects, so it made me really popular. But I was focusing on my fashion career as I had finished school in Paris and I was opening up my store, so I didn't really have time to be involved with that world anymore. And I didn't want it to be like something that affected my relationship at all, so I focused more on just being a mad woman. At the point, was he like, I don't want you to do that ship No, Actually, a couple of years in, I got the opportunity to launch my own site from one of

the top companies, and he was all four. He was there shooting behind the scenes video. He was all about that. He was super jealous in real life, like I wasn't allowed to go to the grocery store alone, and I wasn't allowed to do anything like any relatives where they were if they were a man, he had a dick. You were not allowed around me and his mind. If you have a dick you want to suck and I'm not. I'm not risking it. So he was very like it was just too like I don't know how to describe it,

but just like suffocating. He didn't let me grow and I was too young to not be flowering. I needed to like do me you only I wasn't. He's a big life. I just needed to also be able to just enjoy myself. It wasn't about sex, it wasn't about being with other people. I didn't need that. But I needed some support to just grow into my own and he wasn't happening that he wanted to keep me. I needed to live. Yeah, he wasn't having it. You think, could you imagine being married at twenty? I think about

what I was doing. I was in college when I was twenty, though, but I was so immature, Like, there's no way. I wasn't no good to nobody. When I was twenty years old, all I wanted to do was hang out with my friends. Yeah, that would have been nice. I did a little bit of that. You know. It was just I enjoyed the beginning part of it because the pursuit when he pursued me, when he wooed me. He did a really good job. Like I said, he won my whole family over. He was paying off people's houses,

he was going crazy. Whatever he could do to get in with everybody, he did it. So then you said, when you left you, he took all your ship. It's like all my stuff. When I was on a ship, I was on a trip to l A doing the shoot. He knew I was gone. We had already separated, he had already moved out of my house. Um got all his stuff that he had gotten. Like at him, take all his stuff with no problem, anything that he had bought me. I didn't want to keep nothing in his ven,

my jewels, everything. And then because I figured he was going to try to follow me and use that to chase, give me that first right. I'm gonna need my stuff back. He wanted a reason to keep. What are you gonna do? That's what I want to know. He saw all of my women's clothing from my boutique, Like, what you're gonna do with that? He saw like sixty bottles of perfume. He saw every pair of panties of mine, Like, maybe he'll auction it when I'm dead. One day, I don't

know he right away. It was really mad. He was really mad. I don't realize he was mad because he was the one that wasn't legally divorced. That was on him. And I found out about it. You got it out, and I was like, oh, so you lie, because let's keep living like a merry woman, following those rules. You know, my grandmother is a old school southern Black woman, so she was my main advisor in my relationship, and I was following all her advice and growing up and doing

the relationship the way she would have. You know, taught her any daughter to be a wife, and he used that to his advantage, knowing that she was advising me to be that kind of wife for him, and he wasn't even divorced. So I'm doing all that living by the wife rules and you're not even divorced. Was he black? No, he was Italian. Okay, he's like few and I wish I could have my personal belongings. But he took everything, even my panties, so Patty, what are you so penny?

And left one in my garage, one pair in the garage. You're like, damn, I gotta keep weird. And he left my door opening my house in the middle of winterest and my cat would sneak out and die in the winter. But okay, I was like smart because she was like the hand I came home, my house was freezing. I'm like, what the is Stephanie would have loved that that time when I walked in, like damn, they turned the kitchen enough, like the balcony was open. I was like, Oh my god,

what a dickhead. And he's still stalking me, still in love with me, still calls my grandma every fucking day, stalks my Twitter. No, he's got a new wife. I thought you said, did they deport him every day? The guy that would be nice? Now, Mia Isabella, I'm sure you've acted crazy in your life though, too, because a lot of times, guys, and this is for all of us, okay, a lot of times we act crazy and we don't

take responsibility for how crazy we acted. And that's when you have to sit back and be like, why the fuck am I acting so crazy? What's the craziest ship you ever did? It depends on like what time I mean it it's like I'm violent crazy, or if it's like just something wild crazy. I think if you want to say, like something relationship one. I put a gun to his head because he was disrespecting run of my grandma, and he was like, and I was sick of being abused.

I have finally just lost my ship. And I was like, you know what, bitch, I'm done with you. I wouldn't got my gun. I thought that I had un because I always took my gun. I always took my clip out, always put the bullet out of the chamber. He was gone on a trip and I was on myself, so I put it in because I couldn't cock it, then put the bullet in if something was to happen. So I forgot so I went to get the gun just

to scare. I'm like, you know you're gonna be calling you a bitches in front of my grandma, Like this is gonna stop today. And I'm off the floor with his ass. That day, I mased them down, taste him, beat him down, up and down the stairs. But he had done a lot of ass whooping himself. Now, don't get it twisted. He had been sucking me up for quite some time, so he deserved every bit of that

ass whip. And then he finally got so you had mace a taser and a guy had it off because I had a music lesson that I had a music lesson that day, and so I remember looking at my my music stand, my violin, my music stand, and I remember like, Okay, if you keep going disrespecting me, I'm gonna get the stand. I'm popping upside his head. Your first has your Mason, your tastes, Randy, We're gonna mace that ass. We're gonna taste them, and then we're gonna

take it upstairs. I said, Grandma, go downstairs, because she's sitting in the living room, and said go downstairs, because he's not gonna keep on clowning me in front of you and being disrespect when he's disrespecting you. Downstairs, she didn't want to go because she knew I was about to black out on that. Grandma. I said, go down stairs, and then I just grabbed the music standing. What's my purse. It's like a day, Come bring your ass upstairs to

the third floor. Took up upstairs, got the gun. Like I said, I just put it this game. I'm like, you're not gonna be putting your hands in anymore. We're not gonna play this game no more. It's done today. But I thought that the gun was you know, the bullet was not in the chains I put it and I was just in there shaking. I was like I would. I was squeezed to play, but you don't play with guns, your licensed woman who has a gun? You know not

to play with no damn guns. Put it squeeze that you would, I would have been gone a long time ago, absolutely, with my whole life would have been chained. So that was crazy as hell. I went upstairs up to my third floor, my balcony, and I just squeezed it, just you know, let some stress out, and the motherfucker went on. I was like, oh ship and that just like I was like, we're done. Was like, the relationship is over. Listen when that should happens. We're not good for each other,

know what? Though we still stayed together two and a half years. Did he ever put his hands on you again? But he was he was. He was a little bit more careful. He waited until I was not like Miami Fashion Week or something, sitting on a runway where you know where I couldn't do anything. There's a thousand cameras everywhere, Like he would wait until we were far away from home, away from everybody, in some kind of situation where he

knew I wouldn't act. What a toxic relationship. It was very toxic and he controlled everything financially, so he was abusing in a lot of different ways. Familiar Uh were good? Okay, can anybody I don't even know. I'm an angel, y'all see my halo because I feel like a lot of times guys will be like, yo, you're so crazy, Like what the funk? You acted so crazy? And you're like, yo, what am I doing? Like? But sometimes guys will make you act crazy, yeah, and then they didn't do nothing. Yeah.

I know. One time I almost went to my ex baby mama had the keys are a crib and all that. Like, I took him from him. I was like, why you got keys in her crib? So I took them and then he was acting up for he wasn't answering the phone. I was like, all right, I'm on my way to your baby mom crib. I got the keys, so we're gonna let's go. And I texted him this and then

what happened? Oh, he called me right back right. I was literally, when I tell you, I was getting off the exit, like yeah, it's going down, and then why why I'm on my ware? I'm like, what the funk am I doing? But but yes, but your emotions like you just don't even be I swear you don't even be thinking, and I like, I don't. I don't even know what I would have did when I got there.

Like first of all, they got a whole kid like you know what I mean, But I wasn't thinking abafter it calmed you down, probably anyway, maybe not like I was, Yeah, maybe not. I was that mad, like ship what if he had been there? That's when you know. That's when you know it would have been two people going to jump back. But listen, when somebody got you to really add a character, that's when you know and doing it like what doinglved in the situation. I know, Stephanie crazy

is awfully quiet. I mean I don't. I don't really be the one acting crazy. I feel like I feel like I'd just be knowing, And whenever I expressed my knowing, I get I guess spend like I'm crazy, you know what I mean? I don't. I don't think I've ever spassed out on a guy. I stopped. I stobbed my time with wrapping paper scissors, you know those big heavy like yeah, I stabbed somebody with that one time. That's a little crazy stuff. But it was because I was mad.

We know that, Cleary, I don't know, I don't know. I was so happy I stopped crazy. I don't think up what did you stabbing for? Like? What happened? It was it was Christmas? He clearly, she was exactly. It was Christmas. Even it was arguing. To be honest, I can't even tell you why we started arguing. Were just and like here in this arm. Yeah, because he was there and I was just like you know, the scene starts coming out of your ears and it's like shoot shoot.

But when he was you know, I'm not gonna live. I tried him all the ways I've tried. I came at him with a knife before, I've come out him, you know, with hands, and I'm never I'm never fast enough, you know what I mean. It's really quick. He's athletic, you know what I mean. He's like really quick like the matrix. But this time I actually got him. But I didn't do nothing. It wasn't like a real stab. It was a stab with a gift rappensis there Like, it's not like I didn't break or anything. No, he

was definitely bleeding. Definitely, he didn't need to go to the anything. Yeah, everything was cool. Jeez, tell me you're crazy astory because I know you didn't through Who could that? People's the craziest thing. He thinks, SO know it's but I feel like it's because I'm Puerto Rican. I gotta pass like for stobbing somebody, right, I got a lot of this and nobody ever hear it. I'm Puerto Rican. I've never stabbed anybody. I've never made anybody. I've never

put a gun to anybody. She had calls or somewhere. I've never hit anybody with a car. It was funny I caught that one. You did though some hot coals I did. I didn't knock over the over there. Do you feel like you're crazy for that? No? Right now those closes will burn through your legs. Just that you don't want to caught a fire this that's coming next. I probably anything could have happened. Yeah, well he deserved it. I feel like God, who didn't deserve it? The people

said next him the end, it st bystanders. The burnday closed. But I see if you're like, you know, stand up to them. I feel like guys do ship on purpose and then they spin it like she's crazy. They they run that crazy. You could do nothing that's crazy, Like you could be like, yo, who was that bitch that you was? You? Listen? Why are you so crazy? And you're like you're kissing a bit exactly like you're the one.

But I'm crazy, y'all going no, that's why I call I call the guy I called my baby punched it because I guess me so something stuff coming out. I'm so tired of getting spend the scissors, hid the box. Coulter's about to spit a razor from under her damn tongue. I see the seed coming out. But that's a man's number one thing that they say, Yo, you're fucking crazy? Why are you so crazy? And that makes you want to be crazier. It's like, oh, y'all you want to see now you want want to be crazy to go

to sleep crazy. But guys like when you add crazy too, let's keep it ready. If you don't attractive, they love that crazy. You did have one guy, I was like, oh, he's a famous boxer and he I was so mad to him, and I used to always disrespect him, always cust him out away from me, stop calling me, stop harassing me. Because nobody talked to him like that right now. Used to that, and I was just like, your goofy gets out of You're a crazy I love that. I'm like, okay, whatever,

I like that impersonation Canadian friends. So he sounds like that, like, yeah, could gratulation to you for being miss October. Thank you, thank you. I guess I missed two thousands, seven seens. I get to hold the title for a year. So what does that mean? No idea, I'm not gonna lie idea. I don't know if this. If we were watching some of your poor but you have a big as, then it's like side lea. I was like, oh my god, it seems when you save Parson, you're it's like the

motherfucker couldn't even take it all the way. I was like, y'all was watching the scene, Yeah, because but you know what we realize is that you're a grower. I definitely am. Because it didn't get it. I won by a lot of points on The Howard Show because of like we got judged on beauty and then cock and I'm just blastids. I was just like, okay, I don't know how that's sexually appealing or whatever, but I'm yeah, my god, I

couldn't believe it. It just got bigger and bigger because at first you were like but then it was like right, That's why I can tuck so well right, because there's long pop like bring your back. It's not hard, you know what everything And I don't even feel you know, when it SuDS right, like no, and when you're wearing a bikini, you don't see anything like you know, I love you baby before Oh yeah, she definitely she got pictures. I stay with a picture, I say, I think I

got a new one. And the guys that everyone in them out them up like a random you know. Oh yeah, that's what. That's why I make sure everything is nice. The skin is nice and the color is nice, because I know, like sometimes when your boyfriend's acting up, you gotta remind him like, oh this is you're gonna treat her like that. You can treat me bad, but this

is how you can. Did you put it? But I feel like, all right, every home, sorry, do you put if your pussy, nah, you can't well do I nah, I try that even if she did it's pretty because I never take yeah, it's pretty. I don't take put on pussy pictures with snapshot or with you just the regular. That's why I don't do that. You can't put I thought I was saying that to one of my dudes, like little you know, sexy thing personally and then my dime so I didn't get to catch it ship and

like I was gone all day long. Finally got home at nighttime. My fucking snapchat was everybody was counting, but you were like, it's a good picture. Though I was embarrassed because my at that time, everybody was following me, including family members, like that they're wrong, you know. I'm saying, like twenty eight year old nieces and like that because I really don't want Yeah, I go, I go to dinner and my sister's like, we need to have a talk and sit down. What happened? Like all we need

to have a discussion. She's like, so my daughter was a little bit traumatized by your snapchat. Was snapchat? She's like, you know the snapchat. I'm like, I have no idea what you're talking about. And she was like, we saw all your business, and she's very confused now And I thought to myself, well, my niece is a lesbian and she you know, it's fully grown, ten ears old. She got her cute girl and they do all the things. So I don't know how traumatize family member. It was embarrassing.

I don't want to see anything any of my family members like one of your family members had like and mayket picture. I don't want to see a titty from none of my family. I don't want to see an elbow elbow come. I don't want to see nothing nasty from like my family members. All right, we had like my uncle and here's his ass. I'm cool. All right, now we have an asked the question. Okay, this is a tough situation. My new boyfriend of the last eight months,

it's totally amazing. He listens, he's considerate, perfect amount of clinging, fluid in the sense of dealing with my bagage for my previous relationship. Very supportive. Except one problem. Outside of his head game, his sex is whack. It's terrible. I've had smaller dicks with better game. It's probably the worst I've ever had being thirty three and very comfortable in my sex. I don't want to take the time to coach him, but he's such a good man. I tried,

but it's not helping. I find myself writing him all the time because it's the only way that I can even feel something. Ge what what's the only way she can feel something? So it's the problem that it's small or he doesn't know, she said, smaller dicks have been better. He just don't know what to do with you don't know how to fuck, but everything else is great. She needs to take control. Yeah, she should teach him, she said, I don't want to have to teach him that. That's

the only option. You got to teach him how to please you, or you just got to leave him alone. But when that's gonna treat you like ship? But out of you at this because clearly that's what she wants, right ship. She said that he said that the sex besides the oral is bad. She said, his head game is well, she said, no, it's all whack. She said she has to ride him in order to feel in it. But she set aside from the orule, Yeah, aside from the oral, So what is it? Is? It? That is

too small, too small, He just don't. He probably don't got no rhythm or something. I mean, you got rhythm and a thongue. So maybe she should just like you know, his dick is whack. She should just be like she should just turn them like you said, she should she make him like you know, any guy, anything can happen. Anything, It's possible. Dog me something with a little corn ya and it you'll be good. But I'm sure we've all had wax sex before. Somebody doesn't good. What do you do?

You got ConTroll of your own stuff, your ship. That's when y'all gotta watch porn together for real to show him like what that's that's what you took your thought right from my head. I feel like, you know you should watch a porn. What she should do is find a porn that is realistic to what she feels like he can do, you know, if he learned, and you know, make him washing and be like baby, let's do it like that, or you know what, make him eat you out till you come and then have sex, because you'd

be all right after that. Tell me, yeah, then you don't. I don't give a funk. I go to sleep we ain't even gotta finish. I feel like if she likes him that much, then she should take the time out to, you know, tell him what she likes. Hard to teach somebody how to I taught someone how to please me on many occasions. It's not hard to do at all. Like they shouldn't take responsibility for their own sexual they should be a receptacle for another person's pleasure or sexual desires.

That's not true. Like, if you really want to have a great sexual journey, you do need to be like, hey, I like this, I need right baby now, man, you put out what you like in the bedroom. Okay, let's say you're teaching somebody how to please you and fuck you. What would you say? I say it very sexy. I love my ass eating for sure, get me you know, excited, get me turned on. I like to like ride their face while I'm sucking them so that they're really losing

their ship because I have a big old booty. So it makes the really go nuts, like they're just back there like that big. So I like the like sixty nine and make it like you know, it's double the pleasure. So they're getting to understand how I to be pleased by how I'm pleasing them, um and then doing the same for me, reciprocating both those things. Glad you like a beast in the sack, though I do like somebody

who's gonna hit me up. You like somebody who's going to do all the things to sucking, ask, slapping, a little choking like I do. Like someone who really knows what they like to. You can't be scary with me, Okay, you really do have to be. So you like to be dominated because I'm so dominant in real life and my personal life and everything that I do with my career and stuff like that. I've I'm always in charge, so I do need something I need to exchange of

power for sure. What about like could you be like a dominatrix? I have done that on occasion. Yeah, I can do that, and that turns you. One doesn't turn me. Oh it doesn't know to you guys, who got dominated? Right? Because I like to be submissive in my in my personal sexual life because as a career, I've always been the dominant person in the sex game. In my career and the scenes that I've done and those kinds of things. My fans they see me as a dominant because of

how I'm you know, cast in movies and stuff. So it's like being executive, you know how executives are the winds that led to higher dominatrix. I would say every woman in this room kind of likes to be dominated. Yeah, I'm very massive lover because you're very tough of real life, No I am. I feel like even my personality in my relationships with men, I'm really aggressive, like oh as if never never, oh please ask if it's my favorite thing? Right g I stay asked all the time, all the time.

But then you get me in bed, it's like shut up and I'm like, okay, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It was such a little bit. That's how I get. I swear. I cannot count how many times I've said that in bed, like I'm sorry, such a little Stephanie. I'm not gonna lie like that. Stephanie needs somebody playing her place. Run all over. You know. That's why I like guys like crazy, because I like I like my boyfriend to be me because I need that, because you give me an inch.

I'm gonna take a yard, especially with men. You know, I feel like I'm going with women and environments, you know, having girlfriends and you know working with women. But man, I'm like, boy, please, now what about you, Gig? What about me? I feel like you do both. I can see, yes, I see you in both roles. I mean I'm a Gemini, so I'm versatile. Okay, that explains it all. I say, no more. Which one do you like that face? That kind of sneaky? And what do you like that? Um?

I like to be submissive. I'm a pleaser and you know I'm I'm turned on by the fact that I'm pleasing my partner. G be like, come in my face and I'm gonna make you dinner down coming. You don't like that on my face? Why that last time everybody looked at me on my face? Hair? None of that's I can see what you got hair away. I might swallow if that's my guy, I'm really fucking with him, and you know that's dark thing? Like, I have no problem back, but you're not going to squirt me in

my eye? Squirted in my face? What's an accident? Cool if you do it on purpose, But I have a problem. Okay, what about not in your eye? But what about liking around your your mouth and love it, love it if you're not if we're trying to get it in the mouth, No, not trying, but like on toppy of the he wants to see it like shoot out, get the tennies. Yeah, because once I don't even get disgusted by it, Like as soon as I come, I'm just like that smell. Come get off me. Just don't give me a wash

cloth as soon as I comes over. But if he's like, I want to bust on your face and I want you to kiss me, Oh no, that's too much. No, that's that's no balling about going to say so much. I'm bust I'm you tell me how much you like? But me like that, Yeah they do, I do that often saying it doesn't happen. I'm like, okay, stand right over. You like guys with like fat asses. I do like a nice ass on the guy. But I'm a side queen, so I love like a massive cock like okay, me too,

getting that well you know what I mean. But I like knowing that it's like here looking like but it doesn't hurt. Well, yeah, okay, you like a little pa. You have to try aid me a little bit into it. But I'm a size queen. I like it. Do you like big booties? Yeah, it's weird. I don't really like guys with big asses. I love guys with big league like yeah, like chicken legs. That's a big little chicken legs. You know that the big solid die you know, guy

at the big football. Yeah you can football. Yeah. Yeah. You've been trying to lay kind of low lately. People won't People won't let you. They will not leave you alone. Clearly, do you think that you prefer dating somebody who's not in the spotlight. It's hard because before what happened to me happened, I dated a lot of men that were in the spotlight. Um, But because we didn't have any like, you know, traumatic situations, it was cool. So I didn't

have I didn't feel any self consciousness with it. I didn't feel, um like there was a threat. But now, since I dealt with what I dealt with before, I do kind of feel a little bit timid and scared to date someone that's an entertainment world or high profile. But before I didn't, I can find myself like wanting a normal guy. But I do think at some point I will get a little bit bored because I have

lived such an extraordinary journey. I do need that bit of sparkle that's not normal, and I need that to be, you know, constant in my life. Sometimes I like the normal, suburban, regular, you know situation, but I do need a little bit of that razzle dazzle sometimes. Now where do they stand with tagging out? Because he is single now first of all, and so it can stop lying and get his life and take ownership for you know, the mistakes that he made in our situation will never stand nowhere. What do

you mean by the mistakes that he made? But you're saying that being honest. He was not honest. He let me take a blame for a situation that he had promised me from get go that he would protect me from from years ago, like if anything ever happened. He pursued me, and I was like, I don't want to date you because you're out there and that that hip hop lifestyle that wasn't Internet at the time. And I took the risk because he pursued me, and it backfired

on me. Okay, I can take responsibility and say I agreed to be a part of that situation. So it's also my fault. Too. It was your mistake too. But I can't even be friends with someone who's not honest. You know, I give him plenty of opportunity to be, you know, just real and cool. He didn't have to embarrass himself. I understood the transphobia. I understood the homophobia in the world. I understood the hate that was being received.

I understand a human being being afraid. I understand you um not being in your own power in that way and not being able to stand up for yourself because it was very scary for both of us at the time. But we could never be nothing until apology, first of all, is given. You feel like he left you out there by yourself. He left me to just drown by myself

in a situation that I wasn't even responsible for. And to this day, like the public persona, like the public idea of me, is still tainted, Like people still believe that I did all these bad things, that I'm some vicious, villainous trans girl who was out in him. I didn't do none of that stuff. I was a victim in a situation I didn't know he was sleeping with a little Kardashian. You know what I'm saying. Okay, Jenner, right, I didn't know that he was dating her at all.

I had no idea, but it looked like I was the mistress and I was, you know, Chanda his relationship, and I was with that boy three years before that girl. At least I hope she wasn't with him during that three years time because she would have been very underage. Very is there any way he can't rectify the situation. I'm happy with apology and just I'm let me put it out there like this, I forgive you for being afraid. I forgive you for being human and having fear. Um,

let's put it like that. Then, rather than me saying he owes me anything, I'm just gonna say I could be adult enough to say I forgive you, and I'll just sleep it at that. I forgive him because I'm not gonna let him have no more power with me. I don't want that situation have no more power over my life. When when it happened that it was brought up on the breakfast club right right, I was dating

a very famous actor. I had been low profile for all that time since everything happened, and I finally was like, Okay, come out of my shell, like, Okay, I was turning everybody down all the time. I was afraid today, I was afraid to live my life. But I was just so traumatized by it, and finally I gave somebody a chance, and I'm like, Okay. He flew me and my nephew down to Puerto Rico where they're filming a TV show

and it was my birthday. I'm having an amazing time, like Okay, this is what you've been missing out on, like go live your life. And we're going on the beach, were jet skiing, We're having such a good time. Halfway through the trip, he starts acting super weird and I couldn't understand it, like we're literally with my family, everything

is cool, and I didn't get it. So my response after the breakfast club thing was when I got home, I turned my phone on and I'm blowed up with Dan's blogs, all kinds of people asking me for quotes, and I'm like, that's why he started acting weird. He saw it, he said, I didn't, and he didn't tell me, so he was afraid he didn't ruin your birthday. Probably no,

he just he didn't want to. He just got really scared I think, which I understood, but he went into it like I'm not him, I'm brave, I'm down for whatever. Off fly to the family, and we can do this. And then that situation reminded him of what I went through and he got super scared. So when I got home and I saw that, I just lost it because I'm like, I haven't done nothing to nobody. I have literally been like hiding, not even living my best life, being so low key, just trying to just bring a

sense of balance and normalcy. And then finally when I give the guy a chance, like I hadn't even stated the guy for three damn days, and then here it comes, and then I'm my relationship is ruined before it begins,

like we broke up right after that happened. Now he's still begging to get back with me now, but I'm not interested now because it reminded me because when you probably really needed him right then too, Because that's a difficult If you would have just told me why acting weird, like let's talk about it, I would understood, Yeah, communicate with me, like maybe I totally get that. I understand. I'm not afraid or angry at you for being you know, I want to be low key and quiet. I get it.

People are crazy that they're transphobic. I went through it. I get it. You could have communicated with me. I would have been totally cool with that. Let's be low key. We can totally chill and just be in the room and relax, because I understand, and we were down there while they're feeling a TV show, So I mean, I get it right, But like, he didn't give me the

opportunity to even know what was going on myself. And I had opened up to him a lot during that trip about that specific situation, and it just blew my mind that even after all that openness, he couldn't just tell me, you're all over you know the shade room, and you know what's the other one. We didn't even see your name though. That's I'm the only and purposely was like, let me just not even put her out

there like that. But there's no other trans situation. You made me tie you in trans I'm the only thing that pops up in Google. So of course everyone knows that we're here to be in the d M, Like, oh, he's talking to about you. And that was the first time he had ever publicly denied me, and all of that time since stuff happened, he had never made a statement publicly, He had never spoke on in any interviews.

He just kept it moving. And so it just blew my mind that he even even addressed it, like I would just be like, I don't want to talk about it, simple as that. Do you think that you think the world he was caught off guard. He did get club, especially when you told him that's my friend, I know her, No, I know her right? Oh my god. His face dropped, like didn't he drawn to take that? And that kind of made me feel good, like that you had carried

my defense a little bit. And I saw that you didn't mention me on purpose for that reason, because people did realize do your research if you wouldn't figure out you know what I mean? But that was it was kind of upsetting. But I think I let that situation take too much power from my life. So I'm taking it back. So I forgive him. Okay, good, there we go some forgiveness. So do you think the world is

getting to be a more accepting place now? It's where do you think Trump administration ever forget that that we were having has backslid times ten right, homophobia, racism, everything that was any kind of ism that wasn't good has now just come to the force. But those are the

terms of report is. I also kind of feel like with that happening, it's making people that are against it even be more vocal to At the same time, yeah, you're right in a way, you know, because now before we just kind of like could ignore things, But now it's like, no, I have to speak and support people, especially being a minority of any kind, being any kind of diversity of any kind, Like not supporting other people that are minorities in diverse situations, you're showing that if

they don't deserve support, you don't either, you know what I mean As far as those people that don't want any of us to have rights that are minorities, Black, Latin, you know, trans gave any of those things, Like if you don't support one, you're showing that none of us are all those rights that were born into Now are you dating anybody? Now? I have started dating? Um, you're always dating somebody. I just actually not true, not true

for quiet something really Okay. I have my little you know, my little look like to bust out and you got to business, but I haven't. I haven't dated dated in a long time. But I'm starting to put myself out there a little bit. I write that I have no shortage a question? Do women hit on you a lot? Do you date? That? Our deal with that? I don't have that, just that desire. If I did, of course me and Sethani have been together right now. But I just I don't have that desire. You know what I

mean to ravage a woman. I mean, I'm sure with more time maybe I'll open up and flore my sexuality even more. And there there could be a time. I can't say never, But I'm just I don't have that an me now. I'm strictly really have movies with girls and stuff like that, but I don't pursue like size. Yeah, I didn't have no One day, We're going to go for a drink, so won't come back. I'm gonna be like, listen announcements. Can you come here? I want to show

you what I showed you in the picture? Remember that picture I showed you yourself? Filter? What are you looking for now? Though? Like? What if you could say what

are you looking for in a man? Someone would bring some peace and so we always yeah, because he has to understand what I've also went through and have some patience and know that even though I do really want to go all in and be all the things that you want me to be, it's gonna take me some time because I am still a bit traumatized for all of that. Some patients and some peace. Can you get a big piece? Can you? I can throw down? Yes, I'm sady Tennessee basallion food and so food anything, so food,

anything Italian? Yeah, because I was up in Tennessee, so all my black family and Southern cooking. It's like, honestly, she said, a big pieces in a big piece. He's in a big piece. Hallelujah. Had a lot of money you halleluja to work together. What about dating apps? Now? I was with my home girl earlier and she finally got married, had a baby. She's been wanting to do this for like ten years. And she said she was on fourteen different dating apps. Okay, trying to find the

right person. Have you ever have you ever tried dating apps? I have? How did that work for you? I never was good at tender, so I've never met anyone on that. That's like the hookup one. That's why. Yeah, and it's not my style anyway, so it wouldn't have worked. Um. Pof the plenty of fish thing that we were just talking about, plenty of people want a date like every day and go out and do something fun. Pof is you always find something that you like to be able

to go out have a good time. That worked, Okay, Cupid, It's nice. Um, but that's really it. And I'm not on the now. So yeah, I have my little honey dips and at this moment, so I'll just work with that. MS are probably crazy now I really wanted to scandal. Let's mind going them. Damn g ms conn really go down. Look definitely, has anybody ever surprised you like that hit

you up and you've been like, damn, I wouldn't even think. Yes, the actor Defluly to Puerto Rico, I would have never thought him, you know what I mean, like at all. I was super shocked. Now, your name's also have been mixed up with Colin Kaepernick, and I know you've been watching all this drama that's been unfolding with him and everything, and so what are your thoughts on Colin? I support

his message immensely. Um, I support his bravery. I think what he is doing exactly what I said, standing against adversity, for diversity and minorities in every way. Um, I think he's brilliant. I think he is amazing. I'm extremely proud of him, and I know for myself that he's extremely proud out of me as well. Oh that's good. So you guys still speak to this day. You know, we

hadn't spoken in a long time. But it was funny, like right before I came to my media trip, he just kind of out the blue, was just like, you know, I support whatever you and I'm very proud of you. That's sweet. So I mean, I guess he checks on me every once in a while and see when I'm up to. Alright, So no hard feelings, they're no, he's amazing. He's amazing, And you know what, let me just go ahead and clear the air. And I've tried to do this on like a dozen shows. Every time they bring

him up. Me and Colin have never had a physically sexual relationship. We have never crossed that line. Okay, so people can cut that ship. Just can use me to try to shame him. Can I see that a lot too. I see a lot of different bloggers or a lot of different people, you know, saying, oh, he's he's an

Islamic homo or something like that. You're gonna have to back up off, Mr Kaepernick if you like, just you can article that was like like written about me, and then they keep on reposting this article and using and using hate speech and all kinds of stuff. And I see these different bloggers and different people constantly trying to stir up, you know, something negative about him and trying to use me as a way to shame him or hurt his mission. But I have news for you. You're

not going to stop it. It's never gonna stop. He's gonna be down in history for ever now for what he's doing. So you can keep on hating, you can keep on trying, it's not gonna stop. All right, good, thank you for clearing it up. People are gonna hear it here here, here, yes, here here, And now let me ask you, like there's like a code of silence though, like you know with these certain guys, because you've said yourself, there's a lot of men that are secretly dating trans women.

Do you feel like there's like a code that like you guys have an obligation to not quote out them or I think a lot of times it's more of the trans woman is afraid of those kind of you know,

situations in public scrutiny and stuff like that. For me, before I was ever outed myself, UM, I was really afraid of public scrutiny and that way and being linked to someone and being judged because in my world I've never been judged for what I do or what I am or how I look because or in a negative way, everybody's always celebrated that, So that was really hard for me.

I think a lot of trans girls themselves maybe are afraid to live in their truth with their relationships would be open just as much as some of the men. I don't think there's any obligation. I think obviously, if you're a lover or companion with somebody, you obviously communicate with them and share your feelings hopefully, and it just takes time. You have to be you have to both

be open and bold enough to cross that line. And unfortunately it hasn't happened yet in a big way publicly, none of the relationships, even even myself, I am guilty of that. Like having high profile relationships that the partner that I was with wasn't ashamed and didn't care. But you were like, I don't want to always like I'm not doing that right, Absolutely not, We're not doing that.

So but I mean I would like to one day, um, you know, being open enough to share a relationship and show people like a natural, loving, trans and straight man relationship so people could understand these guys are not gay, right, gay and homosexual means you like the same thing that you are in all those Look, you know what I mean. There's an area of gray being a trans woman because we identify and share femenity and you know extreme, you

know what I mean. So, um, it's gonna take some time, but one day someone's going to share their their truth and their relationship. I feel like people have though. I mean, I'm glad that you just said that because I felt like even like me, because I don't really know, like maybe all that I should know. Maybe I'm a little ignorant to certain things. But like I would have before you said that, like I would have thought, like a

trans woman and a man that they were a gay relationship. Yes, I would have thought that gay men don't like the trans girls. They don't like anything curly. Really, you ever seen a gay man with anything curly? Well, now that you say it, they actually really like very masculine men, very mask gay men that they like to turn. I was just about to say that most of my gay friends are attracted to straight man, and I'd be like, how are you tracked with the straight man that makes

them gay? If they're dealing with you, and they're like, well, there on the download. But that's a whole different because they're in the same They're the same actual sex and the same actual gender. Being trans, it's the third gender. It's not the same, you know, And you can't compare us the same as a gay guy. We're not made the same. We don't we don't chemically think the same. We're not built the same, we don't behave the same. It's just not the same. Now, what's your favorite position?

I'm at sixty nine. I know you said earlier. If it's if it's a really good dick. I like missionary. I want to arms around your neck and heal you and hold on time killing it like I like missionary, but I'm that one. No, No, but I too, I like missionary that's it's one of my love friends. But you know, I like doing all you stu um but you know close dog Stal, do you understand what I'm saying. Yeah, what about doggy stop when you're not like on your

knees but you're more like laying down, that's my favorite. Yeah, I like that. That's Jesus favorite. I like that. I like it all. But I like mr because yeah, yeah, yeah, I like I like it from the front, from the back, from the my head, my head, me on my head,

on the handstands up stairs. At the point that you don't like getting busted in your face that you like, I do like it, like it's not my number one favorite, just for you what I him and I see my my guy, I'm gonna tell I'm gonna say for you for Angela, yee, I had let you busting my fad and you gotta say it like bust all in my face. I don't even out love with fans, yeah personal you can see that. Only fans host a little sexy private things on that account too. You got a lot of

fans and hopefully your family is not following you. And I happened like two or three times too. It alone, like just just like Auntie, why are you getting busting facing? Is you're letting a girlage your face? Boo. We like what we like, right, I support you, don't support me to how many? What's the longest that you like? How many times can you bust in a row? Oh? Okay, it's a weird answer because I have two ways. I

haven't guess. I can have orgasms anally with prostate obviously, if you know it's what he's doing, you can hit that spot. I can have multiple multiple orgasms anally. As long as I don't ejaculate from my cock, I can just keep going. You can suck me or just keep on just you know, coming orgasming. I can definitely do that multiple multiple So I can't even count how many times that I can do that. But as like from

my cock, I've went like seven or eight times. My what what that's not like all like conk back to that. But we didn't have to rest. By the day he did have that, he would at sevens like he was he was going crazy. Wow, that was really impressive. No, But one time me and my son's father we had sex, Like one time we counted like we wanted to see how many times we could have sex? How many what's the most we can have sex in the day, And it came out to like eleven or what I mean.

And I remember how the day when we started in the morning, first thing in the morning turned to Brian ended up inside and then we moved on with our day before Okay, We're like, all right, let's go get some breakfast. And then we had sex again, damn. And then we went we got breakfast. Um, we came back as soon as we came back, and we didn't even get inside the house, like there was like we lived in a house and there was like a little threshold in between the doors. We did it right there. Boom.

That was a love of time. And then we got inside, we washed up and boom again boom. We just kept on going until the nighttime. And we were like, oh my god, I think I'm missing out. Never in my life that you don't do and I feel like I'm missing out even once and never like I've never ever done it. I try, it just wasn't gonna happen for me. I don't do any but I've definitely gone was something that very good. Get it in your face is way easier than let's declare you can't make that's not fair.

That's not fair. You can't even compare to to. I mean I would try it though, like get a nice little, you know, pretty little butt plug or something like I have a butt plug. It's purple, yeah, pretty purple brown, it is brown. You guys can have orgasms through anal sex though women women, Yeah, you can't hear you can't her women have. One of my young girls says that she always comes from anal. Really, yeah, you can come

from an I have. It's just different. It's different because it's like you, you could be milked or some weird be milked. It's called milk. You can make it. You can make you know, anybody that's you know, born that way. You can make their you can milk them or make them come ejaculate from the penis by playing with their process in their nurs Yeah, you can make them come not even touching their Okay, how does this benefit me? I wasn't you don't have I don't have a pen

prosper I can still come at your ass. It's just different. It's yeah, go short, you're if that happens, party done. You definitely need an enemy. You don't get an enemy before you do. Ain't know, you can't. She always I've never rinsed my booty in my life. Yeah, bada nothing, Go get a cal shitty out of it, get a colonic first. I've never heard to rint and repeat. Be self conscious, so you won't even enjoy it. You'll be wondering if you're right, that's not print and repeat. Washed

that out, print and repeat. Shouldn't he expect it? Have you ever shifted me or done it? I don't know, because I made sure you know what the move. But what about early on, like when you were younger. I'm sure there was an incident or two, but you can't like it out, but you know because you know if you're in a relationship, guys want at the sex whenerever they wanted right there, and you're like, hold on, I

don't have animal matter? Did that takes the whole process to get ready enough to just squirt, squash, wash, squash marcus squash a actually into asking you would you sucking dick after her? Like? Because this clean? Okay? Yeah, pulls out your pussy absolutely, it tastes great. How y'all fucking up?

Yell it out? Kay back in. I think you're taking the guys on more though, that you're not freaky and that and ash like that you'll do that and they know that you're that clean, that you're willing to just go straight. And I always say it too, Oh my pussy taste so and and that's when you come in my mauthew. You better kiss me too, for sure. Ye, not calling my mom. Don't kiss me after I want some kisses. Yeah, you better kiss me. I'm not getting up. No,

that's oh ball, that's a snowball. I don't want him let me eat. I don't. I don't care to eat. It'll be afraid to kiss me after I've done it because I little at one second. Should ye, I'll chase my boyfriend like that, like I'll suck a zick had swallowed, that'd be. I'll be like, come on, give me a kiss over. I don't hope you like stop playing. When you kiss me on the forehead, I'll be like, oh no, you don't want to kiss me, but if you be, I want to make I don't care like you're making

it him. Yeah, you're making it wet. Don't want to just kiss watching watch because if you come in here with me, or you're kiss him right, yeah, as long as he ain't still in his mouth. I don't gonna kiss you with a whole mouthful to come see. You know. You know I have tasted my own com before, but I'm not gonna just be swallowing my own love. Don't spit it out. I don't think you're nasty first following, yeah, I think that you're supposed to if you're just older

than your mouth. Just yes, first of all, the whole it turns into right, it starts thinking a little harder. I'm gonna use that like, you're not a snowball dried up coming in. I remember the pink snowballs back in the day. It was like a dessert. Marsha fellow yow I love you know. They got him an al nine at the cost your sale. They're on sale right now. They have the yellow and the pink one. Alright. Me isn't a bell to leave us, but a good sex tip,

something for us to all go try. I know you're gonna tell me to try, you know, I don't know about that. I don't know. My sex hip is especially for women, like don't just be a receptacle for someone else's sexual desires um feel powerful enough in your own sexuality to demand what you want, make him do what you want, and be comfortable with saying this is what I need to be sexually pleased. And that's also that's questions taking j'all st back and they'll be a co receptacle, bitch.

The guys love that you take charge. Like guys love when the girls like snatches them up and takes the dick from them. Trust me, they love that. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, it's nothing. A guy goes crazy, he's like, oh, just massage me, and you're like rubbing on him, and then you're just like, man, this is stupid. Just pull your dick out back and they're like, oh, like know what you was trying to do here? Just rubbed me a little bit. Well me, It's about always. We appreciate you

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