Episode 77|Leah Winters Interview

It's awful! It's it it's awful. It's all fucking awful! It's all of it, all of it, and every single one of the- You know what the fuck you're listening to? The Amazingly Awful Podcast. Uh thank you for uh being here on the Amazingly Awful Podcast. My name is Kane. Uh we are here today with uh not we, but I am here today with uh L Leah Winters. Um how are you? I am doing so good. How are you doing? I'm doing good now. I'm doing good now. Um

I'm glad. Thanks for having me. I'm glad too. I'm glad. So to start off, let's start off from the beginning. How did you get into this uh adult workship?

because I was fucking a ton of dudes off Tinder and they always kept wanting to come they kept wanting to come back for more and I didn't want more. I just wanted it to be like a one night thing. And so I knew that if they kept coming back, that meant something was good. And so I thought, shit, why am I fucking people for free when I could just get some money from it? So that's what I did. You got a point, yeah. I told you. Poor. Well, that's uh sometimes it's good. Sometimes it's good.

It makes the world go around, you know what I'm saying? That's a fact. So why why did you what what caused you to fuck all these guys on on Tinder? Did you just wake up and was like, you know what? I ain't got nothing to do. Basically, so okay, backstory. Um, I had moved from my hometown in Michigan all the way out to the west coast in Oregon.

And so I didn't know anybody at all. And so like at that time I was like, you know, like twenty no, that's a lie. Well, it was like between when I was nineteen and twenty one. I just would like, well I don't get along with that many girls, so I'll just like do what I know best.

So I just like got on Tinder, started, you know, finding people and I was like, Oh shit, like they think I'm cute too. All right, cool. So then it just kept going and building up and building up, finding more people. And then like I would just get so bored after like the first time. And so it just, you know, I let out a lot of aggression with the guys. Did you did you film these encounters? No. No no. No. Um, there was actually there was okay.

This is cool. I forgot about this. So there was like I forget how many guys there actually were. If it was like like four or five guys that were all traveling from like Britain area, they all had the accent and shit and shit. And um And select everything. I didn't want to say it, but you did. I even asked them that'cause I'm like, wow, you guys have nice teeth. Like

Wow, I thought like all of you guys were supposed to have bad ones. They're like, Yeah, that's what we heard. It's the thing, I think. They probably got they probably got veneers, that's why. Yeah. So true. So um so a couple of them came over to my apartment and um like we all like they tag teamed me and stuff and they recorded a little bit of that just for like their little memory book.

And so I was like, oh shit, like that looked pretty good. Like saw my ass bouncing and stuff. So I was like, okay. Um I don't think I I think that was like pretty much the only time that I recorded with anyone prior to porn. Yeah, pretty sure. Yeah, crazy. It's crazy. Have any of these guys hit you back up like after that and be like, yo, what's up? Yeah. Um, so like I kept in contact with one of them until he got a girlfriend and now he's married.

But like we still follow each other on Instagram and stuff. So that's cool. That's cool. He's seen yeah, he's seen you from back then to what you are now. Yeah. Well, he actually follows me on my personal account, not my work once. So I don't even I mean he might know me from

like the porn side, but he just knows me as who I am. Yeah. See how do you how do you balance how you balance the duality of porn and your personal life? Um so for the first like three years that was really tough. I had a really hard time because like right off the bat, like before

got like big into it. I quit my full time job. I was a manager at a place and I just quit it because I'm like, this is what I want to do and nobody's gonna stop me. So then that forced me to go full fledge into it. And Then it just like it sucked up all of my mental state. Like I

It was tough for a while because like I was just so obsessed. It was like, okay, content, every waking second. I don't care about anything else besides making content and working and promoting and doing all of these things. And at that time like I wasn't even that good at it. So like for me it was like it wasn't a waste of time but I wasn't like I was putting all my energy into it but I wasn't Properly. And so then I took like a couple year break.

And now that I've been back, I've learned like, okay, I don't want to be like that again. So like I need to have a good balance. And so you know, I don't travel like I used to. I travel when I want to and I plan everything out way way better. And, you know, I just I make it work like'cause now I have like so much more outside of porn to live for that I don't want to lose anything. again. So I'm moving a lot smarter now.

That is good. That is good. So how do you balance how do you balance the relationship with uh porn also? Like your personal relationship? Like a boyfriend, sitting in a Yeah. So I actually have a boyfriend. I've had one for about a year and we don't shoot together. Um, he is not interested in doing Anything to do with like OnlyFans or any type of performance. Um, so for me that's really nice because like he's not jealous at all. Like he's

just I don't know, like it's crazy. Like he's just such a good person and like he knew what he was getting into when he started dating me. So like and he he's he knows that he can't get jealous and upset with me for whatever I do. And it's like whenever I go take a trip, like he's always the first person I call. about like how my day went and I'll like tell him all the nitty gritty just to like vent because he knows I just gotta vent about it.

And like he gives me all of that stuff that I want. So like I'm at work, you know, I'm shooting and we're just fucking, you know, like that's all of what it is. It's just work. But then like when he hangs out with me, like all we do is just cuddle and kiss and like do all the cute shit. And so it's it's nice. It's good. That's good. I'm happy for you. Thank you. Is is um

Is that relationship'cause I see that how happy you are, is that relationship the reason of how you look so like now? Like you look great right now. You look great before, but I'm just saying you look like real happy right now. Yeah. I mean like I probably part of it, but like no, I think a lot of it is Like back to the learning thing. Like before, like when I was in a relationship, I gave a hundred and ten percent to that relationship. Like I didn't I wasn't myself.

I didn't have the confidence. Like I was a super submissive person. Like anything that somebody said, whether I knew it would hurt me or not, I still did it. Cause I'm like, okay, well, they're telling me to and I just need to do that. And where now it's like Like I'm twenty seven. I'm not gonna just listen to anybody anymore. Fuck that. You're twenty seven, really? I yeah. You don't look twenty seven. Well.

Well, is that a good thing? That's a good thing. I mean I it wasn't like b it wasn't like Like the Drake shit. Like it I mean it wasn't like that, but it was it was good. I was like, oh, you know, twenty seven, that's great. Cool. Thanks. Yeah, you look good. You look good. Thanks. Yeah. So I think so I think that's what it is. It's just like

Now I'm living for myself and the important things and that's what makes me happy. Like obviously we all have stresses in our lives, but I don't let all of that stuff like wear me down the way it used to. Plus.

I used to smoke weed all the time and I haven't smoked in like two years or three years. Really? I've I stopped for over Thirteen, fourteen years. Dang. I know, right? That's like lifetime. Don't do that to me. Don't mind me telling Yeah, don't don't do that to me. I invite you on the podcast, you're gonna insult me first thing. I just wanted to throw that out there. I'm I'm only thirty six. I'm only thirty six. That's not bad.

Wow, yeah. Congratulations. Good job. Well, thank you. I've been looking this way since I was sixteen. So just imagine. Like I never physically I never grew. So I just look like an old ass man at sixteen years old. I don't even know how to respond to that. Oh my god. So can I tell you a story? Tell me, tell me. All right. So like

But like one of the things that I'm known for, right? So like yeah. Yeah, like big old black dicks and like rust stuff. So that knows me like I can say obviously like certain things because like they just know me. So I was in the Uber a few weeks ago and my driver, he was black, he was cute as fuck. Oh my god, he was so fucking cute. But he was he was like

I think it was like 45 or something. I never would have guessed it. And I was like, wow, like what's that phrase people say? I'm like, oh yeah, black don't cry. And obviously this man did so true. He didn't know me and he just starts laughing, like, oh my god, did this bitch just say that? Yeah. Like I'm sorry. He probably was laughing. It probably was it was funny as shit. Yeah, yeah, he did, yeah. It was good. Um anyways. You said you said you used to smoke.

You don't know. And I noticed that, you know, back in um I guess when you first started, your s your CNG were a lot skinnier. Was it was it um 'Cause I I noticed like when you with social media and when you see a a performer, sometimes it's anxiety that gets to'em and that's what makes them skinnier or they the the I guess being forced to look a certain way. Is that what happened to you?

Yeah, so I would say a lot of it was stress. Um my skinniest point was when I was three years in and I was living in Vegas and that was a really, really stressful time. And um, like that's when I dropped down to like my lowest at that point was like one fifteen. And I'm five foot ten. So that's like

That's too skinny for a girl my height. But then part of it too, I mean, there was like probably three parts. So like part of it was stress. Part of it was that I was doing anal all the time. So I don't know. It does that to you? I mean, I think if you don't know the proper way to do it, then yeah, you know, like they're always telling you like I know a lot of uh I know a lot of fat women that can use some anal then, you know what I'm saying?

That's the thing is like you have to learn your body'cause like the thing that you're always told is that You know, you're not supposed to eat the day before. You know, you have to do enemas to flush everything out and all this stuff. It kind of like fucks with your body. So if you don't know the proper way to do it and you're doing it all the time. Then like eventually you're just not eating like you should. And then you was doing anal before before you started filming?

No. I said I did. I told people, like I told my agent when he signed me, I was like, Oh yeah, I do anal. But I had never done anal. I had tried it, never fucking did it. But I knew that I wanted that bag, so I was gonna do it. So your first anal zone film, basically. Basically, yeah. It's insane. Yeah, yeah. Yep. So that's cool. Well that's um that's memorable. Yeah. And then um another part was that like, you know, you always all the girls

Like the little teeny boppers, right? Like that's like the most popular category for sure. Like, you know, everybody wants to see like an eighteen year old type body. You know what's crazy? I think it's the demographic because the the largest consumer, in my opinion, of porn is over beast white men, in my opinion. So it that is definitely what they're like.

And they secretly like the interracial shit, even though they don't like black, you know, you know what I'm saying? It's very weird. In my opinion, from what I see. You know what you mean? Um I don't know. I I've never I've never was into the whole 18 year old shit. Like the barely legal. It just even when I was 18, like Well some of these 45 year olds. Well some of these thirties, you know what I'm saying? Exactly. No, that's how I am too, but like

Because like, you know, you have all these companies that are always wanting to shoot like, you know, little five foot chicks and I'm not five foot. So like I think I tried to like compensate, like overcompensate by like, okay I'm not short, but I am skinny, you know, I don't have tits, so like I can play off being a teenager, you know, things like that. So, you know, but then like as soon as I took

You got tips now? Oh fuck I know. Yeah. Did you get them done? I didn't know you were gonna pull them out. Did you get'em done or is that natural with the weight gain? Yeah. So as soon as I took my break, I was like, my literally my goal is going to gain weight. I'm gonna become a healthy weight because I have the surface area for my ass. It just needs to fill out and I know I can do this.

So like that was my thing. I just started eating and eating and taking more care of myself. And so now I'm like, I'm like. Like seventy pounds heavier than I was when I first left the industry. You look you look. I know. Yeah, it because it I got to all the right areas, like my ass, my thighs, my hip. It's perfect. It's perfect. You're welcome. I spent a lot of money to eat all this. Well, at least it's not surgery.

That's true. Can we talk about surgery though? Yeah, you can talk about whatever you like. Anything. I don't give a fuck. That's why it's called Amazingly Awful Podcast. There's been a lot of bad things that have been said here. I don't care.

Well, because I feel like I feel like if I don't talk about surgery right now, then I'm gonna look like I'm a liar. So for like I've been very vocal about the surgery that I did have. Mm. I had my hip fillers done because like I had some insane, awful, horrible hip dips. They were ridiculous. Anybody that has seen like my first like year of porn, they would see it. I mean it was bad. I had it my whole life.

So during COVID, right when it first started, I ended up going and getting a surgery like a fat transfer to get my hip dips filled. But that was the only surgery I've had. So I just need to say that because it looks nice. Yeah. That was the whole point, okay? It looks natural, yeah. There's there's other surgery that I've seen where that

Their legs is super skinny like a pencil and the ass looks like an apple. It's like this is insane. Like you shouldn't be doing that. I've seen that. That's some Botox be insane too that I've seen lip fillers. It's it's bad. It's bad. I know. It's one thing is like Do they do the surgery because they want to or because it sells, you know, to different audiences? That's what I was thinking. It's like it's one thing if they wanna look like that.

Not in a bad way, but like a Barbie bimbo, right? Like you know, I say that with love. I don't mean that in any type of mean way. But like, you know, that's an aesthetic. So like I get doing that. But you know, if a girl like overfills her lips or like gets big old titties and she's not trying to fulfill that aesthetic of looking like a Barbie, then it's like

But I'm not here to judge. I can't judge anybody. I I don't know. No, not at all. You can't really judge but different things for different people. That's it. Different strokes for different folks, yeah. That's what it is.

Yes. So now take us into your first year porn. Did you do everything that you wanted to do and then or you did you do too much or did you feel, you know, like Tired and exhausted by this? Like, did you how did you feel that that first year in porn of Yeah. That first year was Like looking back, like it was insanely draining because like I was trying to like

make it so big all at once. And then I wouldn't like I wouldn't like watch my own videos to like see what I was doing wrong or what I could do better or how I looked. Like I would watch other people's videos. And be like, oh God, they look so good. Like, why don't I look like that? Why can't I do that? And it like completely got to my head. Like I was just like,

not nearly as confident as I should have been. Because like I look back at my videos now and it's like, Oh shit, like you were so much better than you thought you were. It's it's crazy. And um So and then like plus I was traveling a lot. Like at that time I was traveling down to LA like every two weeks and then I would stay for two weeks and then I'd come home for two and go back and forth and back and forth.

And I would go down there. Like having a couple scenes lined up, but not enough to fill up that whole two weeks. And so like every day you'd wake up and it'd be like, Fuck am I gonna get a scene today? Like, you know, what am I doing here? And so then I would spend more money than I was making because of like the flights, the rental cars, you know, things like that. And so it was really, really draining. It was exhausting and stressful.

Yeah, that seems taxing'cause basically you're saying the flight, the the the cars, the hotels, everything was coming out of your pocket before you even started the scene. Yeah, exactly. How does a company choose who they want. Do they go is there like a roller dice and they just search names and they search the rate? You know what I'm saying? Like how do they do that? Well, so like at that time, like, um I had an agent

So like it was all in his hands, you know, like he would send out flyers telling people like, oh, Leah's in town from this day to this day, um, and she does all of these things. Sorry, excuse me, I just got the burps. Good. I've had somebody brimp for a whole podcast before. Oh Jesus. I can't do that. I don't brimp like that. It was funny. It was funny shit. She was um

She was drinking a Spanish soup and it just made her brip for the whole podcast. And she kept apologizing. I said, Go ahead. Somebody's gonna drink off to it. Somebody Yes.

So yeah, I had him and so like it was all in his hands and so it's kind of like whether or not people wanted to book me or not. And like the thing I would always hear is like Oh well this company doesn't shoot girls with tattoos. Oh, this company only shoots girls that are, you know, teeny boppers. Oh, this company only shoots this person and this person. And, you know, it was never that, oh, this company wants to shoot you. And so like

It just it was all a waiting game, just like a, you know, please. And at that time content wasn't as big as it is now. So like somebody would ask me if they would like if I wanted to shoot content with them while I was there. And I would end up saying no because oh well I'm not supposed to do that. My agent would be pissed if I did that.

And I didn't really understand the benefit of it at that time'cause I'm like, shit, like if if I shoot too much content, companies aren't gonna book me. And so I just I didn't I didn't make my time as useful as I should have. But now reflecting on that, your time is being used the way you want it to. You're doing content you do collabs and all that stuff on your OnlyFans? Oh yeah, a hundred percent. Now how does that work? Because

How does that work for you? Is it uh, you know, uh a content creator hits you up, hey, we're gonna do this, all right, we meet, they'll take care of the the room and all that stuff for you, the flight, maybe even that, and you both own the content?

Yeah, so it depends like most of the time if I'm like so like either I'll hit somebody up or they'll hit me up wanting to shoot. And like these days I mostly shoot with people that I've already shot with and that I have a good report with because like I don't know. I mean I like who I like, I like what I like and I know the people that can give it to me and the people that

I can sell well and they can sell me. So it's like a very good beneficial thing. And so now it's like If I start planning something with someone. then I'm planning, you know, ten other people for that same exact trip. Like I when I take a trip, I don't go for long anymore. Like I'll do like a three day trip. But I'll double book each day. So like I'll shoot one in the morning, take like an hour or two in between, maybe like three hours in between.

And then I'll shoot somebody else that night and then wake up and do it again the next day and the next day. Yeah, I don't know if I can do that. If I'm the if I'm the second guy that day, like I know you just filmed, I'm like, listen, I gotta eat this pussy who just got beat up. Three four hours ago. No, but you you have to plan accordingly. So like the people I shoot, like I know what certain people are gonna do. So it's like okay, if this person only shoots cream pies.

Then we're gonna shoot that night so that I don't have somebody's cream pie dripping out on somebody else's dick. There you go. So then the first scene of the day, like it's gonna be like they're gonna come on my feet, they're gonna come on my face, they're gonna come on my ass, something like that. And

you know, you just you just plan. Like I think ahead because I know if I were in that position I wouldn't I I would be thinking how you're thinking about it. It would suck. It would suck. It's like, Hey, you did a cream pie before you seen me? All right. Let me just slosh it around and you're pussy now. That's it. It would be weird. But that is respectful. That is respectful that you do that. Yeah. I mean, like, you know.

Gotta make the most out of my time and money now. That is true. That is true. Now when you're when you're not shooting

You're good, you're good. When you're not shooting, what are you doing? Like what are you um you don't have to say where you work or whatever like that, but what do you do exactly Well, so yeah. Um I do have a regular job and so I'm working there. I do um like full full week at my regular job. And I do that one because I get health insurance. Two because I get a four oh one K. Yeah. And then three, because it keeps me grounded.

Like, you know, I don't wanna get back into that lost in the sauce type of situation I was in before. So now like You know, I go have my crazy ass weekend getting, you know, tag teamed and, you know, come in my eyes and everything like that. In your eyes, I know

I don't know. I hate when it gets in my eyes, but I'll do it sometimes. Out of every Well, that's not the weirdest place to hear it. At least you didn't say like it w in your elbow or your armpit. At least you didn't say that. That would have been weird. Sometimes if they're like shooting it on your forehead and they have a lot, it'll definitely splash into your armpit, but not because you're trying to do it on purpose.

That's weird. It's not weird. All you gotta do is just rub it out. It's fine. Yeah, I get that. Uh imagine purposely doing it, like somebody just putting your arm up, go ahead. I want that load. I want to squeeze it in there. There's probably a guy that likes that. That's a weird thing. Oh a hundred percent. Can you imagine just like having a dude's dick like in between the armpits like I can't imagine it I can't imagine

Same as you Kim, there's no imagination here. No way. But yeah. Help me win. But so Go ahead. Oh yeah. I was just gonna say so then like so yeah, I do all the crazy shit on the weekend and then I know as soon as Monday morning hits I'm back to my normal job. And so like, you know, I think it's kind of fun because

I live like two separate lives and I love that. I love that part about it, that I can just like flip it on and flip it off. Because I never knew that they ever mix where somebody sees you and they're like, Whoa, I know who you are.

Actually, yes, at the gym. So when I was going to the gym, I kind of fell off after spring break. But um there's this one guy that works there and like I seen him a couple times and like we always looked at each other but I'm like, all right, he's cute. He thinks I'm cute. Like it's just, you know, some type of vibe going there. And then one of the times I came in and he's like, Are you Leah?

Like, yeah. He's like, I just saw that you were at X Biz. That's so cool. I've been following you. Really? Yeah. So at least it wasn't creepy. No, he was cool. Like we took a picture together and then like we saw each other a few times after that. You know, it was all cool. So yeah, that was fun. You never had a creepy encounter with a fan?

Not that I can no. Not that at least not where they came up to me and said anything like that I knew they were actually a fan. Like'cause I've had plenty of like weird guy encounters where like, you know, they'll look at you for a little too long or like you just get like a weird, creepy vibe from them. And it's like, do they know me or are they just a fucking weirdo? So could be both. Could be both. Any um any weird requests that you get on your OnlyFans?

I've had a I had a girl tell me she had to stick her whole arm in some dude's ass one time. I had it was it was a lot of weird shit. Whoa. That would be fun. Really? You would do that? I don't I my arm's long, so I don't think I could get my whole arm in there. I'd probably be able to get like up to here. Yeah. She had a ho a whole arm and then she said it was so far in there, she passed out. Wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on. her arm up a dude's ass. Yeah.

He's she stuck it up his. And I guess by the the sheer magnitude of everything happening, she passed out. It probably felt you know what it probably felt like the blood pressure shit on her arm. So it probably kept squeezing and squeezing, it just took her out. Yikes. I've even I haven't even fucked a dude in the ass, so like I don't know. Here I am talking about putting a whole arm up their ass.

I haven't fucked a dude in his ass either, so I'll develop I can relate. I'm not doing none. Oh yeah. Yeah, that's that's it's it's cool to be gay. It's cool. Whoever wants to do it, but I'm all right. Oh to each their own. Teach their own. Teach their own. So now you're independent or you still have an age?

No, I yeah, I'm independent. Yeah. How does that work different from having an agent? Because now you have to basically market yourself. Yeah, so uh I've done a few pro shoots. without the agency. And it's just like, you know, I reach out because like it helps that I did have a pretty good report with most of the directors. So for me the struggle is that I don't have all of their connect. So like the ones I do have like on Instagram and Twitter and stuff at

Um like I'll message them and be like, hey, you know, if you ever want to shoot me again, I'm down, just let me know. And so like It's either yes or no. I haven't actually gotten any no's. It's just been like You know, we need to work something out. But um Yeah. And so then it's nice because like I'll throw them my dates that I would be willing to travel down there and my price that I would, you know, that I'm charging.

Which by the way is more than what my agent would charge me, but that's okay. Really? Yeah. Yeah. So you basic you're basically making more money now being independent than with an age. 'Cause you're not cutting the hands with agent, you know what I'm saying? Exactly. And Because like I said earlier, like you can I can book more in my control. So it's like even if I'm only down there for three days instead of two weeks.

I'm still spending less money to be there and I'm also making more money while I'm down there. So I try to do at least one page shoot every trip I take. Whether that happens or not, it you know, it doesn't really matter to me because I'm still so busy shooting all my content that I know is gonna pay off as we go like down the room.

You ever take a day off? When I'm traveling? In general from from ever from everything. From everything? Um, usually like Sundays are kind of a chill day for me. I like Sundays, yeah. Those are nice. You don't work, you don't message on, you know, OnlyFans, all that. Even at home, you're just chilling. Um, no, I do. Yeah, constantly that. But like that doesn't even really feel like that much work because it's just like

chatting. Like I don't text people really and like I don't really talk to people on the phone. So it's like there's my texting for the day is messaging people back. See, I don't really like talking on the phone that much unless Like when it's one on one, I like to get the fuck up out of that. When it's a group call,'cause like I'm I'm a truck driver in my spare time.

Oh yeah. But we usually talk on the phone, I know, right? You believe that? Yeah. So we usually talk. Well I got uh I got uh a Bluetooth in my ear right now. Oh gosh, yeah. When we are usually on the phone and it's multiple people it's great, but when it's one on one, I like to get the fuck up out of there. I I prefer to touch I'll text you all day and all night. Yeah, I'm a weird like that. I'm weirdo. Yeah. No, I don't think that's weird, but Well I think

They say it's weird'cause they I do a lot of weird shit like that. Like I put the milk in be in the bowl before the cereal. Shut the fuck up. No you don't. You lying ass motherfucker. No you don't. Yeah, for real. And I smothered my ket I smother my french fries with ketchup. Uh instead of dipping them, I smother it up like a like a cereal killer.

No, actually, so that's a new thing for me is like I've realized that when I eat fries, like unless I'm driving, if I'm driving, then I'll just like dip it in. But like if I'm eating fries, I put ketchup on it now. I always thought I was a dipper. And then like literally like two weeks ago, I was like, Fuck, I don't think I am a dip um that I'm a dipper anymore. Uh weird. But okay, so back to the milk thing though. Come on, don't why why is

Do you really script your milk in first? You have to. Don't that's gross. Why? How are you gonna measure out how you You pour your cereal in the amount that you want, and then you pour the milk over top and you do it so it covers everything and everything gets the equal amount of soggy. And then the milk raises the milk comes up and then all the cereal starts falling off the bowl. No, it doesn't. Don't put that much milk in it.

That's why you gotta put the milk in first so you already know what the amount you want. know why you put the milk in first. It's because you're inexperienced with it. You need to practice more. I need to practice more. You need to practice. I've been doing it forever. It worked. It's better than how are you supposed to know how much smoke you're putting in? You don't. You put the amount that you need for the cereal. As soon as the cereal starts raising and it starts getting to the edge, like

Not gonna overflow. So then you stop. You ever made uh you ever made like uh powdered iced tea or anything like that? Anything powdered like that? What like Kool Aid and shit? What do you mean? Yeah, it's Kool Aid. We Kool Aid before, right? Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So look you have the water y your shit is you got the water in first, right? And then you put it. That's different. That's not different. That's so different. That's different. It's not. If you How you supposed to measure how much

Powder in first and then you put the water in, then it all sticks to the bottom and then you gotta stir it extra hard. That's different. It's the same thing with the cereal. No, it's not. It's the same thing. You gotta have a ridiculous. I'm getting so heated about this. Like I'm starting to I can tell. It's it's good to it's good to know. It's good to know.

Now wait, when you eat when you eat your french fries and you smother them and ketchup, do you use your your hands? Do you raw dog it? Do you use a fork? No. Alright. So this is where it gets sticky. You a dirty motherfucker to use your fucking head. No, wait, wait, wait. Hear me out. So I I take a fork with me, I sit down and I eat all of the fries that

that you can pick it up. So if there's no ketchup where I can touch it, then I eat it with my fingers. But as soon as I start getting to the spots where there's too much ketchup on there, then I start using the fork. And then I just like Yeah, they just struggle and then. You know, I I'm I'm this weird too. All right. When I go to the bathroom like a like a public place. I wash my hands first before I take a piss.

Why why would you want to touch your dick with a fuck? I mean, you don't have a dick, but why would you want to touch your privacy with dirty hands? I just came from outside. Okay. I'm not even that mad about that. You can't even argue. You can't argue it. See? You can't argue that. But I don't wash my hands when I leave. Fuck whoever else I shake hands with. You nasty motherfuckers. The milk is still worse though. The milk totally worse. I'm working. I'm an experience. I'm working.

Shit, I need to get on your level. Well, you need to. You said you used to be a bartender. What's up with that? How how'd you get into that? So when I took my break, um okay, hold on, back Was it like kind of the ugly where were you dancing on the bars and shit? Yeah. No. No. Oh, okay. It it was a family owned company. Um no, so before the in the G bar. It was a PG thirteen book. PG thirteen. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Depends on the night. Some nights we got a little raunchy. Um

So before the industry, that was one of the jobs I had was like I was always working in restaurants. I love working in restaurants. It's just fun. I love the environment. And so I like I touched around a little bit with bartending, but I mostly served. So then when I got out of the industry and I moved back to Michigan, I like Two days after I got fucked. There you go. Um I got a j I got a job at the local steakhouse.

And um they needed a b they needed a bartender and I was like, fuck, like I don't know what I'm doing, but like let's go. And so I ended up becoming their full time, like just not full time. I was their like their weekend bartender. So I was like running the place by myself. on the weekends and that was when it was busy as hell. It was so fucking busy.

And um so like I learned how to do it and then I s like went to school for it and then I um like started creating like all of the drink menus and everything. I loved it so much. Yeah. That was I think that money was better than porn money. No, that's a lie, but no, but it felt better. I would I was gonna say, like, you know what I mean? When I was younger, um

When I was younger, I was like, you know what? Every every man must have du porn or do porn women, you know what I'm saying? So I always thought like then, you know, they gotta have Lamborghinis and all that shit. They gotta have a lot of money. There's no way. For doing as as that much scenes? There's not even movie movie stars like real movie stars in Hollywood that do that that many fucking movies.

You gotta you g you gotta s I don't know, they gotta be like a union or something. You guys are not getting paid like you should. Yeah, I know. It's crazy. And I'm not I'm never one that has like spoken out about it. Like I know there's tons of girls and not just girls, but like people in general that like speak out about how performers should be paid more and, you know, companies are making so much money off of us, which it's all true. But

You know, I don't like to be controversial and you know, I don't like to get political or anything. But I mean, yeah, for sure, like Yeah, it's crazy. It's crazy. It's all about it's all about image. That's really well especially when they when they remaster your scenes and shit, when they drop it again, they drop they drop a remix. You should get paid off of that.

Yeah. I know royalties would be cool. Like even if it was just like, you know, I don't know, like I don't know how much royalties people get, but like, you know, just a few cents off of each view would be like shit, that's cool. 'Cause like some of my scenes have like views. I know, I've seen some of them. Some of them is probably just me alone. I'll send you my Cash App now, all right? You can pay me back probably.

Um, yeah, I it would it would be dope if you guys could unionize like that because it's impossible too when you really think about it, because Everybody it's a cutthroat environment from what it looks like from an outsider like me. It's you know, if you can't make this scene, somebody's gonna come in there, try to undercut you and get that scene. You know what I'm saying? Somebody's gonna, hey, oh, you know, Leah's not gonna do anal. I'll do the whole shit.

You can do whatever you want to. That's what it seems like. And there's no way, even if they got the most famous performers together, I don't see that ever changing because you need everybody on the same table. But a lot of it I like think about it, like how many girls Girls, like you usually have like the same group of guys that are in for years and years and years, right? Like you can name the top fifteen guys and that's who everybody shoots with, whatever.

But with girls, like it's always revolving. There's always new girls coming in, then they're leaving. So I can get how that would be really messy. Like a company is trying to pay, you know, two hundred different girls their royalties every month. Like

And half of them aren't even in, like it'd just be a mess. So I get I get not being able to do it, but you know, it's just it sucks. So that's like probably why a lot of it like my content is so huge. Like after COVID. people realize like, okay, these companies aren't paying my bills now. Like I gotta find a new way to make my money. And so then people realize like content really is king, as everybody says. That is true. And when I had my two year break, like my OnlyFans, my many vids, like

My sales were still up. I still had subscribers. Like even though I wasn't even posting. Like people were still subscribing and messaging and liking my shit and sending me shit and like One year it was like a year after I was in, I ended up getting like a whole bunch of Amazon gifts sent to my house because they're like, We're just thinking about you for Christmas, we're thinking about you for your birthday. That's dope for sure. Yeah. So

That was part of the reason that I thought I could come back was'cause like people were still like supportive. People were still there. Supportive. Yeah. Yeah. That's dope as shit. I seen this one I've seen this one scene you did.

Where it's like a guy, he's like I guess he's a masseuse or or something when he's stretching you. Oh, stretch master. Is he is he legally a stretch like Masseuse? Is he legally is that is that just a gimmick? Or does he really massage? See, that's not I mean like I don't I d I don't know if you're

I'm supposed to say that or not. I didn't have to like time anything saying that I can't say it. I don't know. But no, it's a gimmick. So yeah, he just he just like does the thing and but like so him He's like he's I don't know what the right phrase for it would be, but like

He's like really well known from YouTube. Like he was like a huge viral YouTuber. And so like he's really good at like coming up with like these things that would go viral. And like, you know, he was the one that did that, oh, what was it called? He was that scientist. Um like so it would be like some girl would be like spitting on her boyfriend's car because he cheated on her and then it'd be like he'll take the spit and he'll like go find it. Yeah, it's insane. I seen that. I seen that.

That's the same guy. And so like he's just finding like all of these different personas that he can do. And now he has Alexis Fox as um the massage mist massage mistress. Let's go away. Assistant? No, yeah, so she had show she show show. So she has her own channel that like he does, you know, that they do. And um so like that's cool. Is she stretching out women too, or is she stretching out men? Both. Wow. Men are getting stretched out.

Yeah. Not like that, you nasty, okay. I was like, wait, this is a this is different than I thought. Wow. No, she she massages them and then like it turns into like a sexy She stretches. She stretches men out. She put their legs up and all that. I don't think I can do it. I d I I don't think she goes that far. I it's I think it's just like a rub down. Like Yeah, at that at that point I'll just ask for the happy ending and let me go. That's it. Yeah. I think that's basically the thing.

Uh that's so funny. I didn't even think about that. There you go, see yeah. Get your legs up there. Get your legs up. Come on, I'm gonna stretch you out. Ah I don't think I can do that. I don't

It's like the guy has not like like when I'm about to eat a dude's ass and like he puts his legs up like that, I'm like Okay I do. What do you mean? I see I mean you see my scenes on Yeah, but I mean I I I did, but it's hard to hear that you say that you do that. Like you know what I mean? Like it's I would never do it. I would never like receive it. There's no way. I'm not giving it either. Wow. Guaranteed. It's just weird. It seems weird to me.

It's not like it all has to be in the right setting. Like if you're not somebody that's just like like super comfortable with the idea of it and just like open to do whatever, you have to find the right situation. Like Like there's been so many times where a guy has never gotten it done before and I'll just be like sucking his dick or like I'll be like rubbing on his back or something and then like I'll just start putting my face in there and then he's like

Oh shit, like that was actually hot. Like'cause like you can't make it awkward. Like I would never ask a guy like Can I eat your ass, please?'Cause like that's that's weird. I've had I've had a finger in there but ever since then. It was one time. It was one time. Once I had the finger in there, I swear to God, like every time I take a shit, there's like a weird curvature ever since then. It must be like Ha ha ha.

Oh she wrecked your butthole with one finger. It's been fucked up. It's been fucked up ever since. That's why I won't do a colonoscopy. No way. Oh my god. No way. No, honestly, so real talk about anal, right? Yes sir. So I swear to God. Fucked up my asshole. Like so I don't do anal anymore. I haven't done anal in I don't know. Well, my last professional teen I did in twenty twenty one was anal. And then I never have done anal again since then. So personalized?

Fuck no. Really? If I'm not recording that shit, then why the fuck would I do it in my personal life? Really? That's that's Fuck no. So there's certain things what are you don't tell me you're vanilla in your personal life. Vanilla as hell in my personal life. Oh my God. I am so fucking vanilla. I'm like

Make love to me all day, but I also want you to be rough with me. But like I'm not gonna tell you I want you to be rough with me because like I'm happy with anything. So it's fine. Like, don't tell me you just do a missionary, just chillin. No, come on. I'm not that bad. No. I mean, honestly though, there's some nights where I'm like, And I'm not gonna tell him that. So I'm just like I'll just be kissing him and kissing him and kissing him and then like

I will like purposely not get on top. And so like I'll make him have to get on top of me so that he can fuck me instead of me fucking him. Yeah, well there you go. Oh yeah. But I mean like Like, you know, there's some guys where you just know that. He's like a super like rough type of person and he's just gonna like own you. And so like I go for that. Like I am not gonna be vanilla in that situation, but like if

But you know, if he's like acting like he's pretty vanilla and he just wants to like, you know, I don't know, like make a little love or something like that, then like I'm down for that all day long. I'll take it. You ever you ever film a scene with somebody and then they're like They're like, yo, I love you, yo. It's like, don't leave. Oh my god, my pussy just got

You ever do that? Like I know that has to happen. Absolutely. I be thinking like, you know what? I don't know how you guys do it,'cause if it was me, I'll fall in love with everybody. Like, listen, just just stay with me. Yeah. Oh yes. So I to me experience is that the guys have that have been in for quite a while and that are like super comfortable with themselves, they know what they can do, they're the ones that are gonna get a little like

the scene. You know, they might throw out like a little little love word or, you know, like do a little extra talking to you because they know that will make you do for work. You know, like so like if a dude is like like dirty talking in my ear when we're like shooting. And the camera can't see it and he's personally doing it for me and he's doing it for him. That shit turns me on so fucking much. Oh my God. And he knows it too because like

They just know that if like if you're feeling good, your scene's gonna be good. So that's true. These veterans can just they can dirty talk me all day long. I'm fine with that.

I was on your Twitter the other day, and I seen that you were defending somebody that I guess. people weren't agreeing with how they looked. Oh yeah. Now, would you want to elaborate on that exactly? Yeah, so um I shot with um Vinny and he's like a um BHM, like a big husky male. And um and uh so like I've never uh with anybody on camera that is that size. And so like like we already said, all my fans, most of my fans all like me for big black dicks or super rough abusive shit.

And so then for them to see me shooting with somebody that's like one you know, not a mainstream body style. you know, and not the normal person I shoot with. Like people were tripping out. They're like, the things that you would do for money, like that's nasty. Like why would you do that? And it's like, okay, first off, I can shoot with whoever I want.

You know, and he's a super nice person. And I am a hundred percent gonna shoot with him again because I had a great time. And, you know, like this is porn. Nobody can judge anybody for who they shoot with. Like that's just that's crazy to me. Like if you don't like it, like I'm not telling you you have to buy it, but somebody out there is going to buy it because they do like that. So

So it just drives me crazy. Yeah, that's that that's insane that they would do that because like obviously y there's a market for that. He he has a he has a fan base that's looking into that and you have a fan base too. But exactly. I I don't like I don't understand the opinionated people that feel that they have the right to, you know, talk about what you should do. Like it's you. You're the you're the person that's making that move, you're making that work.

Yeah. And that's just the thing. It's like, you know, people feel entitled. Like, I mean, that's like how it would be on Facebook if it was just a normal website. Like people feel like they're so entitled because they're hiding behind a keyboard. They can say what they want.

You know, I think there's gonna be no repercussions. Most of them niggas look just like Vinny anyway. So what what are they complaining about? Exactly. It's like it's like Okay, so if you know, like if some big white dude isn't into seeing, you know, a BBC, then that means that they're into seeing

looks like them and has their body shape fucking all of these hot chicks. So like what's wrong with that? Like guys want to imagine that they're fucking hot chicks all the time. Yeah. True. So like so it's like if they can't you know, like the typical b porn body is, you know, abs and built and, you know, all that shit. But if they can't relate to that, then Somebody out there they have to be able to relate to. So True, true. Yeah. Is there is there anything on your nose?

Because it a lot of people have no lists and they'll be saying some shit. And it's insane. Like, I mean, you don't don't say no actors. I don't want to be putting it. No, yeah, yeah. I would never. Yeah. Yeah. Is anything on your no list? Like as far as like what I do and what I agree to or like Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. So right now I don't do anal. I don't have any interest in doing anal again unless

I don't know. I don't know. I just don't feel like it. So no anal. I don't do rough stuff anymore. I mean, like I do And with certain people. But like before, like I would just let anybody fuck me up and I didn't care because I liked it. I thought I liked it. And so now I don't do the rough stuff. Um I don't like when people call me like

I don't even want to say it. Go ahead, go ahead. I don't like when people like call me like Ma, mommy, things like that. Like that just burns me out. That's weird. No, so like Been live on TikTok lately. People comment constantly like, Oh, mommy and it's like, Get the fuck out of here. Like that's weird. Uh It depends. Are they saying mommy? Are they saying mommy like the Spanish way? Or are they saying mommy like you really? Oh, like M O M M M Y. Yeah. Oh my god, yeah, that's good.

And it's like it just feels different than saying like daddy. Like, you know, like chicks say daddy, but even that kinda weirds me out. I don't like really even saying that. Like I mean like unless I'm joking. Yeah. Like I'll call my friends like, Come, you're big daddy, like shit like that, but like I'm completely joking about it. I don't even like my own my own kids don't even call me that. So stupid like that. I don't like that. It just sounds weird.

Exactly. That's it. Or they call me by my first name. Which is crazy.

What? Whoa. That's wild. You got them grown up to be professionals. Come on. You're making me sound old when you say that. No. I'm just imagining that I'm like Um, hello, sir. Um, I would really like to have some Cheerios right now, sir. Thank you, sir. They're old enough to do it by themselves. Yeah. Oh, I had them when I was young. I had them when I was young. Yeah. I had uh my first one before I was 18. that's wild yeah but it was everywhere i have to take it

You didn't pull out fast enough or what? Oh, there was no pull listen, when it's when it's lost. All the troops is in. That's it. All troops is in. We're not pulling out this war is ending this war is ending on the fucking field. We're not pulling no troops out, nothing. We're going straight there.

Win or lose. Hell yeah. Hell yeah. Win or lose. We'll figure it out after that. That's it. So fucking funny. What's the point? What's the point of pulling out? You know what? At the at the younger, at the you know, in the beginning. you want to test your accuracy. So yeah and yeah. But comes a time where you're like, you know what? Yeah. I just don't even care. It feels too good. Yeah, my if Michael Jordan can shoot, I can shoot too.

You know what I'm saying? You're not wrong. You're not wrong. I can shoot too, man. You know what I'm saying? But yeah, I had to. Yeah. Yeah. I don't think I three. Wow, three weeks. Yeah, th at thirty six, can you imagine? That's that's more than I ever wanna have, but congratulations. Yeah, it was it was three more than I wanted to have myself too. Weird. It's like you didn't pull out or something. I don't know. Well what you want me to do?

You heard what it was. No, I am If I was if I was a content creator, I'd be the guy that you'd have to schedule later'cause that c you know the creep on his dummy. Like you know what? He's not gonna pull out no matter what. At least you can leave there with your makeup looking nice. That's a fucking fact. That is so true. I also look at that. I'm like, okay, who's gonna fuck my shit up and who's not? All right, they'll go first.

And if they do come in me, then I'll just douche it out. It's fine. Nobody will be able to do that. No, I've I've always been one that I love getting cummed in. Like I like kind of the same thing, like when I was younger, like I was always

on birth control and if I missed my birth control for a day I was freaking out. Like I was fucked up. But um I don't know, it'd be dangerous. Fucking dangerous. Never mind, I guess. You can say it's not PG. No. It's not a Christian podcast. It's not a fucking... No!

I was gonna say except that we wouldn't be having a kid at that age. That's true too. I would have gotten it taken care of. That's fucked up though. I shouldn't have done that. It's harder it's harder to do now. It's harder to do that now. Unless you push it down the stairs, it's harder to do it now. Oops, I trapped. Oops. That's it. That's it. That's kinda sweet. It solved it solves the problem. Problem solver, man. That's it.

You are listening to the Amazingly Awful Podcast. You gotta piss on the podcast? No, I just got done. Oh, okay, okay. I said that's real nasty. I gotta pay you like$300 for this shit. This is only fair's material. Dang it. Well if you would have added me back in ten seconds earlier, then I would have done it. Yeah, I know, I know. I missed out. I missed out. Dang that it was less and not shit. Yeah. I would have held it.

Oops. Well I didn't. Okay. See and I'm washing my hands after I tea, okay? Just so you know. Did you watch did you wash it before your hands? Fuck no I didn't. That's ridiculous. You touch a vagina with dirty Bummy hands. I don't even touch my vagina. You're a dirty motherfucker. You're a dirty motherfucker. All right, hold on. I gotta keep you close to my kitties. Go ahead, do you, throw it in. Not that it's bad to look at, it's great.

There, okay. I wonder if it's bright enough I can open my blinds or if it's dark enough. Do you Is that okay? Yeah, you look great. Thank you.

Ah you do too. Oh, don't say that. You're just lying to me. You're just lying to me. No, you're you just need some better lighting. Yeah, my my lighting is bad. My lighting is bad. No, I decided to I'll follow you with my personal Instagram so you can actually see me. How I look. And you'll be like, oh, you know what? I might let them cream pie me. Okay. I was thinking maybe I'd let him touch my titties and that's probably it. So Well that's that's better than nothing.

So I don't know why. What are we talking about? Oh the thing okay, so Okay. If the connection goes bad again when I'm about to say this, it's really because Jesus doesn't want me to say it. That's true. Okay, so you were saying about pushing a girl down the stairs. Yeah. And and I said, Well, I always just thought of using clothes hangers and so that's why I keep metal ones in my closet. You you're funny motherfuckers.

Jesus, I'm sorry I said it for a fourth time. I hope you don't like me. He said it four times in a row and just had to get it off. Yeah? the first time i said it i'm like laugh. He didn't even say anything. I'm like, was that too far? Did I fuck up? Dude, listen, you can say anything you want. I'm totally I'm with every I'm with the shits. All right. I'm with No, I already told you I'm vanilla, so Yeah, but you said in your personal life. Right now, this is professional. So I'm still vanilla.

I just pla I just play along with whatever anybody says. That's when I turn it on. Really? You just play it alone right now? No, no, no, no, no, no. I mean like like with acting, like I don't or like me being my persona. Like Like y like I'm not one to like take control and like just go off the fucking like handle with anything. But I'm like, okay, if you're going off with it, I can go off with

I'm off the hand all the time. Not even on a girlfriend. So what'd you how'd you pick the name Leah Winters? How'd you pick that? Oh, fun story. Okay. Yeah, good. So so I was what was I nineteen? twenty one. Yeah, I was twenty one. It was before I entered. And um I was friends with this one chick who is a total fucking scam artist, but it's okay. You know, I'm not bitter. And um And she um had like she used to strip and dance and stuff, but then she um got pregnant so she quit.

So then one night like we were hanging out and she's like, Man, like I really want to go back to my old club She's like, But I don't want to go alone. Like, would you go with me? I'm like, Shit, like, I guess, like moral support, I'll go with you. So when we got there, like I was wearing like a Star Wars like little matching set and then I had my hair with like little like space buns.

And we're like trying to think of like what our stage names would be and they said Leah and I'm like, I don't wanna be Leah. I was like, but Leah would work. I could do Leah. Leah works. Yeah. So then like fast forward like a year. And so then when I thought of like names for the industry, I was like, shit, like I've been Leah once, I could be Leah again. And so then winters was because I'm from Michigan. So like we get really harsh winters there. But like

When you look at them, they're just like so fucking beautiful, like it's gorgeous. I love it. But then once you go outside into it, like it's just like fucking cold and bitter. And I'm like, shit, that's like me, like pretty on the outside, but I'm fucking bitter on the inside.

What's the sense of you being bitter? You don't sound bitter. You sound good. No, I'm not. I'm not anymore, but that's when I thought I was a badass. So I thought I was bitter and mean and rude and So you used to dance and shit. No, I tried. No? I tried like twice. Yeah. And then You didn't have you did you didn't have any rhythm? I mean I do like a little bit, but it was so it was because

the hip dip surgery so like I never saw really what I looked like from the back and when I did see what I looked like from the back it was not good. And so then like getting up on stage and people seeing like a full 360 like it wasn't the look. And like I was so shy like

Oh fuck yeah, I had ass. When you were skinny you had ass, yeah. What's what's that? Yeah, yeah. Yeah. It's just like if you if you saw it, you'd know what I mean. Like most people don't really say they noticed it, but like I did. So like I seen a picture. I might have noticed it. I seen a picture of you. I want to say it was black. where you were you were extra skinny like you could see the your hips and all that and I was like yo is she yeah

I said she I don't know if she was doing it for you know just because she wanted to or she was unhealthy or I don't know. Yeah. All of it. Yeah. And so Like that cut into my confidence. Like because like whether I was like a good weight or a skinny weight, the hip tips like never went away. So like that always like cut into me'cause like I couldn't wear tight dresses without feeling like it didn't look good and things like that. So

When I would try to dance, like I didn't like getting up on stage and like people seeing my full body. But when I got back in to do like a lap dance, fucking killed that shit. I was so good at lap dances. There's no s no no sex in the champagne.

Okay. Yeah. But then all the other chicks would get mad. They're like, No, you can't be in there the whole time. Like you can't just be doing lap dances. You have to get on stage. And I'm like, bitch, I'm not even good on stage. Like, what? You make more money in a lap dance. True crazy. That's a fact. Yeah, exactly. Yeah. One time um in New York, I spent three hundred dollars on a lab dance. So you already know what you know what happened after that.

No, I didn't. At that time, you know what's crazy? She had a washcloth, and I'm like, what's this for? That was the cat. That was to catch your your nut. It was very weird. Like why would you let the nut in the watch? What you can do is save it?

I don't know. Wait, wait, sh wait, say it again. She had a what? She had a washcloth. She wanted me to to you know, she would do everything but your nut would have to get in this washcloth'cause she didn't want it on her body or you know, so sh it was in the washcloth. But she took the wash off with her, so I don't know. What? That's wild. She might have cloned me or you know me. She might have cloned me. I don't know.

She takes it and just like shoves the washcloth up her pussy just deep, like get all that fucking come in me. Oh my god. Well she can't get pregnant off that. It's already dead in the air. Yeah, it's true. That's what it's like. My uncle taught me, not like specifically taught me, but like when you said my uncle I thought we were gonna get in a bad story because once you start off with come on a rash on a on a road rack I said, Which is gonna be really bad.

No. No, no, no, no, no. Okay. Let me like uh Yeah, we won that. My uncle was talking to my mom back in the day and

Yeah, he is. He's crazy. In a good way. He's not not not some weird shit, but like he's cool as fun. But um He was like talking to my mom and all of his kids like just kinda like were around like doing our own thing but like we were there and um like they didn't know I was listening but my uncle was saying that like he hooked up with this chick and he took his condom and flushed it down the toilet.

And so like at the time, like obviously I didn't know why or like really what was what that was about. But then like as I got older, I'm like, that is one smart motherfucker. That's true. Cause like you don't know what chicks are gonna do.

That's true. I haven't I haven't worn condoms since 1999. Remember I'm older than you, so you can't look at me weird. I just nineteen ninety nine it's been a it's been a wild wild ride. Well driving. Man. That's crazy. You know what you know what you know what happens? It's porn that does that to you. It really is porn. Cause I'm like, yo, if these motherfuckers can tap all this pussy raw, why can't I?

Might as well. Well, I don't know, maybe because everybody in the industry is tested and so you know that chances are you're not gonna get shit. I don't know. I'm good now. I'm clear. I'm clear as clean as a whistle. I'll take so many tests, I'll pass'em at a ninety eight percent. That's right. I was always good with a scan trunk. With a scan trunk back in the days in school, I just go down the middle. I'm I'm passing. Definitely gonna pass.

Oh my god. See, that's the only thing like when like even back in the day, like when I was like doing all the Tinder hookups and stuff, like I was always afraid of that. Like it wasn't even that I was afraid of like any pregnancy'cause like I knew I was like safe on my own. Like I, you know, took birth control and everything. So like, you know, point zero one percent that it might fail. But it was always like

What how many guy or how many chicks are like these guys hooking up with? And I was always afraid of that. I mean, like, did I let it slide many times? Of course I did, because like if I want the dick, I'm gonna get the dick whether they have a condom or not. But Wait, you let him hit raw on on the tender? No, that's what I'm saying is that that's what I was afraid of. So like

Look at you saying I haven't used the condom since you were three years old. But wait, when's the last time when's the last time you but I have the condom? When's the last time you use the condom? How about that? When's the last time you use one? You don't use it in your scenes. You definitely don't use it in your personal lives. I can tell you the last time I used a condom. The last time I used a condom was in Of twenty twenty four. And you wanna know why? I'll tell you why. Because I have

friend who um lives in Florida and he flies me down and I get tag teamed and we always use condoms. But I will say I have a problem with condoms. Condoms always

I can't believe I'm saying this out loud right now. Go ahead, go ahead. It's a free space. You know, it's a no just space. Like the next day you wake up and it's like That's just whooping your ass, yeah. It fucking kids me. And I don't know why,'cause like back like when I was using condoms all the time, like I never had any problems with it. But now like because I never use condoms. Then when I do it's like my pussy's freaking out'cause it's like, what the fuck is this rubber shit going in you?

So let me get this straight. You said you've been dating this dude for over a year, but you flew down to Miami in March and got tagged in. Was that for filming or was that just for personal gains? Personal gains. Where you been on my life? What as long as it's a consensual. What have you been about? Yeah, that's true. I told a friend of mine, I said, I said, I said, um, don't let your wife interfere with you being single. And he's never understood that, but now he does. It makes sense.

I mean I'm not saying that people like I'm not I'm not condoning cheating. That's not what I'm saying. Because like does your boyfriend know about that? A hundred percent. I tell him. Like he knows like Like this weekend I'm going down to Florida again because that same friend's birthday is this weekend. And so like he's like flying down there. When's your birthday?

Numbers coming up soon. Wow. Uh we could be friends. We could be friends. Yeah. Yeah. Happy little birthday. No, my birthday's in June. My birthday's in June. What we end in July. What are you? Uh are you a cancer? Gemini. How late? Gemini. Motherfucker. Oh.

What's wrong with that? The thing is, is that I fucking love Geminis, but I hate y'all so much. Geminis fuck me up. But yeah, my favorite people are Geminis. Y'all are crazy. Well here we are. Here I am. Here I am. Oh my God. Stars aligned. Wow. Wow. Gemini's shit. But yeah, no, so like I'm flying down there this weekend and my boyfriend knew that This is my front job, blah blah blah. 오, I'll take it off. Just remind me. I mean, it's fine.

There's so many people with that name, it's fine. He'd probably it's the most common name ever. It really is. But like yeah, so I just call my boyfriend like, Oh yeah, my friend, like'cause like we have been he is my longest running friend. We have been friends

for the longest out of anybody that I've ever been friends with. And it's long distance. We just like hook up every you know, like a couple of times a year with all of his homies. We have such a good time. Like yeah, so like my boyfriend knows that got into that. He knows who this friend is and what we do and like how can he be mad if he already knew about it? This is a long term friendship thing that's gonna always occur.

Yeah, who knows, maybe we'll get Yeah. We might get married one day when we're old. We'll see. Really? Yeah. I don't know. I always I always tell I always tell them I would hate to be your boyfriend right now. No, it's okay, because in Oregon it's legal to have two husbands. So it's fine. You allowed to have two husbands?

No, it just made me feel better saying that. Ha ha ha. Oh my God. Don't let yo don't let your husband don't let your husband stop you from being single, all right? Oh my god. Ah, it's so funny. I gotta say about it this sirake. This siraki is really good. This lemon lemonada. It's lemonade, basically That's solid. Oh yeah. No, I yeah. Oh yeah, there we go. Got it. Oh yeah. Cerat lemonata. It tastes like lemonade.

That sounds good. And you don't even do a chaser method. That's impressive. No. You know what's crazy? After I drink this, I might chase a woman around in a hotel whoop a house. You don't know.

You don't know. You don't know. It's a 50-50 chance. No no. Listen, listen, all right, listen. Well, I'm on this topic, you know, I don't condone domestic violence. But he had to be a professional. There's no way he held his towel and would pass at the same time. Hãy subscribe cho kênh Ghiền Mì Gõ Để không bỏ lỡ những video hấp dẫn

Oh no, I actually didn't watch that one yet. Hold on, I'm gonna look it up. I'm gonna look it up. You cool with that? Go ahead. Go ahead. He held his he held his towel down with one hand and whooped the ass with the other hand. That was a pip shit. That was great. I mean it was bad to see, but it was great. Like he had he's a he's a professional. Uh okay, that's the thing. That's okay. So the violence thing. that are experienced with domestic violence, they fucking know.

Do and what not to do. It's insane. It's I mean, like I could go on a whole rant, but I don't want to go down that rabbit hole right now. But go ahead, go ahead. We got time. No, I no, I I can't because then I'm gonna go off go off. Yeah. Um, okay, here we go. Did he call it? And the whole top well with one hand. You see that? Look at it up. One hand. He chased it down, held the towel down. Oh here we go.

You dumb motherfucker. Oh I would love to stab the shit out of him. I swear to God. You dumb motherfucker. Yeah after dropping to the ground. How much of a man does he feel though having his fucking towel and his dick just like wobbling around while he's cooking her? I would've took the towel off. Dick slinging, that's it. Yeah. Wow, he did that shit. Yeah, it's fucked up. It's fucked up. Old jokes aside, it was fucked up. Yeah, it was bad.

But I mean like I do have to applaud him for holding his towel. That's what I said. It's it it's impressive. That's his skill. That's his skill that He did that slaughter and picked up the bag. It was he's done it before. I was gonna say, you know he's an experienced abuser when he does that. Wow, he was really thinking about it.

Why? While we while we're on the subject of abuse. While we're on the subject of abuse, um I know recently in the last five years performers have been coming out like, Yo, this guy, he fucked me too hard or an anything of that nature has happened to you? Really? Um, like off the top, no. Um, not like when I've been on set. Like, I mean so it's it's tough. It's tough because like

Think about it the right way. Hmm. So, okay, for instance, I'll talk about facial abuse. So when I went to shoot with them going over like the do's and don'ts and things I'm okay with and everything. That's the white guys, right? That's the white guys who be doing like the ghetto gaggers and shit. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Them. Yeah. Yeah. So like one

getting into. I knew that there's some crazy motherfuckers. I also knew that I'm like I was okay with anything. Everything like didn't matter to me, right? Like I I'm down for abuse. I don't give a fuck. And When we went over the do's and don'ts and like they were asking me like, you know, what are you okay with? What are you not okay with? I was like, I'm pretty much fine with anything. Like I don't really know. Like I haven't come across anything that I don't like.

But then when they started pulling out the things that Like because like they were doing like over the top things that I never would have even thought of. It was like, well shit, like, I mean, you know, I already said that it was okay. Like, you know, I'm fine with whatever. So like I don't feel like I can say no. But you know, I wouldn't consider that

Like, I don't know, like a horrible situation. Would I go back? No, I wouldn't go back. But like it wasn't like You know what I'm saying? Like I didn't feel comfortable in this situation, but I also didn't feel comfortable saying no. So like they just kinda like kept doing their thing, but like and so then like I went in the shower afterwards and like I cried my ass off. But you know, it's I think a lot of times things are like that where like us girls like we don't feel comfortable.

telling somebody to stop doing something because like we don't want to make them mad. We don't want to make it uncomfortable and like ruin the scene or, you know, whatever it may be. So then afterwards you regret not saying no and sticking up for yourself. And so then you start feeling like shit about it. But like again, I've never been I've never been that person that like

is open about things like that. Like I don't wanna get into all the politics about things like that and like call people out when I can see both sides. Like I should have said no, but I didn't. So like maybe they didn't know they were going too far and too hard with it because I didn't say anything about it. So yeah. Um but other than other than that though, like I've never had any situation where

Doing things that I didn't like at on a scene. In my personal life, 100%, but you know, that's personal that's not bad. Yeah. In your personal life? Yeah. So how many how many b how many bodies would you say you had in your personal life? I lost count when I was twenty two and that was at two hundred.

Thank you. Cause I used to keep a list. I had a list of and I swear to God. I don't even I don't even know two hundred niggas. I don't even think I met 200 niggas. I don't even think I met 200 niggas. I don't know. I don't know. Keep it let's keep it a hundred. I don't even think I passed by, you know, on the street past two hundred niggas, yo. In your in my whole thirty six years of life, I have never even seen two hundred people, okay? How do you know two hundred niggas?

Don't know them. It would be I swear to you, and I'm not proud of this, but I'm kind of proud of it. I swear. I would like back with a guy on Tinder and be like, hey. And I'm like, all right, here's my address, come over. And so then we wouldn't even have a conversation. They'd come in, I'd start fucking them. Like as soon as they walked in, we'd go to my bed, we'd fuck, let them come. Yeah. I know. I'm not like that anymore, okay? I want to have a nice conversation. I get it. I get it.

Wow, that's great. Yeah, yeah. That shit was crazy. And so So I was keeping track for a long time and then um it was like basically when I started porn that I stopped keeping track'cause I'm like, fuck, like, you know, I don't know. I just stopped. Yeah. Yeah. You wanna hear another crazy one? Go ahead, keep going. No, I can't. I yes I can. I can do this. Okay. It's part of life. It's gonna be in my autobiography, so it's fine. Okay. You gonna write a book? No.

Yeah, I've started on it already. You gotta you gotta you gotta put a page for each nigga because that's gonna be like six hundred pages. Oh my god. I can't even remember all of them though. I'll put it, I'll put it. dedicated page at the end of that chapter and be like This is to all the people that I have forgotten. I'm sorry. Your dick might have been good, it might not have been, but I still appreciate you. Thank you for the thank you for following me on this journey.

Exactly. No, so said that I don't condone cheating, right? Yeah, yeah, that's what you said to to two husbands. That's true. It's legal in the state of Oregon, so So So so when I was in high school, I was like I was a big old whore. I don't know why. I just was. I was ruthless back in the day. I was crazy.

And um so I was I moved out of my like family's house when I was I had just turned seventeen and I moved out. I was still in high school and I moved in with my boyfriend. We'd been dating for like year and a half, two years, something like that. And um so then we ended up getting a house together up at the top of this little hill. There's a cute little house. And um I anywhere besides like to a really close friend.

So in the morning I'm a I feel good because you say anything with me. I feel good. Go ahead. Let it out. So in the mornings I would leave and like he would like leave to go to work or he'd be sleeping. It depended if he had a job or not. And I would drive down to the end of our hill. to our neighbor's house and I would wake him up by giving him head, we'd fuck, and then I would continue on to school. I swear to God We should have been neighbors the whole time. I know. I know.

Really? I swear on everything, cross my heart, hope to die. I pinky promise. I don't ever break a pinky promise. Like true story. Swear to you on everything. It was ridiculous. That's crazy. Yeah. I know. That was so ruthless. You ever gonna go back to you ever would go to dancing? I like to see you with sapphires. If you come to sapphires, I come

Oh fuck. No, I mean like, no. I have a poll at home. I just need to put it back up. But like I was practicing on it and I had fun. Um, but I just kinda got out of it. So Yeah. Maybe if I could like really get good at some pole tricks then I'd do good. I'd feel fine. Yeah. If you ever come out the sapphires, I'll come out there. Sapphires in New York City. All right, all right, all right. I'll let you know in about three years once I perfect it. Three years.

By that time you'd probably be married three times. You have three boy three marriages in organs. Come on. No, at that point I'll be moving to Utah where it's legal. Is it legal Utah? I don't know. I feel like I feel like you know the law. You would know that. I'm just I'm just bullshitting that stuff. All the other stuff. At that point, let's see. You can get a T V show. You can get a TV show on TLC. No, it'd be brother husbands. Ha ha ha.

Oh shit. Um what's the word that I'm looking for? Can't uh how do I say it? Can Mono is it monogamous? No, that's not the pol polic polygamy. There you go. Polygamy is Look at me. Oh wait. Oh we're gonna look up. Okay, so in Oregon it is strictly forbidden and law enforcement takes it very seriously. Okay. Wait, okay, so now in Utah.

Where's that TV show with the guy married the Sister Wives? Where's that? Yeah, Sister Wives, that's in Utah. Brother Brother Husbands. That'd be insane. That's my sister. That's why I said Sister Brother Husbands. That sounds good. That was good. That was that was a good one. That was a good one. I was thinking, I'm like, where'd she get the name? And it would and I said Sister Wise? All right, so it says

You thank you. I'll be here all night. Uh so polygamy polygamy is illegal in all fifty states, but it has been decriminalized in Utah and the punishment is essentially a traffic ticket. So That's fine. I've gotten traffic tickets. We throw away traffic tickets, yeah. I thought it was just for real. Do you get it do you get a traffic ticket for every husband that you have though? That's the real question.

That's nothing. You pay what c a fine and that's it. Yeah, I guess that's true. Wow. Not bad. Not bad at all. How many t how many tats you got? Because I've seen your body, but I can't I lose count. Have you seen it? I've always seen it. I might have seen it too much recently in the last week. Jerking her dick you might Well no, you know what it is? When I interview somebody I wanna see everything, every aspect of them so I watch most of their scenes that I can watch. And basically takes the

awkwardness away from interviewing'cause like now I'm not gonna I'm not gonna pull out my dick right now. Like it's I already did it. A whole week. But they didn't have it all beef for this bitch. She don't need it now. Yeah, that's it. I'm great. I'm great. That's so funny. Um I have 13. Thirteen. I can s so I count these ones as three individual ones because I got them done like all individually, but yeah, so I have 13. Oh, that's nice. Yeah. What what is it? Like towns and cities and shit?

Yeah, so this one it's kind of like my porn story. So it started in Hollywood and then the beginning of the end was the stratosphere in Las Vegas and then the ending of it was Pompano Beach, Florida. But then we got back into it. So yeah, that's my that's my porn story. That's a good story. Thank you. I hope this I hope the story doesn't end'cause like you you're uh Yeah. You're twenty six, you can do it till you till you

Forty six if you wanted to, you know what I'm saying? Easy. No, so I think that one day eventually, like I'd say in another like eight years, I'm gonna get milk performer of the year. I've like already put that in. No, I said five years. That's what I've been saying, five years. You gonna aim for it? You going for it?

I mean like I'm I don't care that much about awards. Like I've never been like focused on the awards ceremonies or anything like that. Like I just do what I like to do. Obviously, you know I'm a horse, so like as long as I'm getting dick, I'm happy. But but like if I were to get a category, I feel like it would probably be something like that one day. I be feeling like some of those award shows are rigged, like basically like a popularity award. You know what I'm saying?

Like some of them bitches were like, yo, there was one star, I don't know her name. I do know her name, but I don't want to say it. Yeah, don't say it. I know who you're talking about. I was like, yo, her? Like what the fuck are you talking about? It was insane. I was saying out of all people, uh everybody on that list.

That's a popularity award, man. That's all it is. Yeah, that's a hundred percent what it is. But I mean, like, you know, I don't know. It is what it is. Can't be mad about it. But you see yourself doing this in five more years? Yeah, I think so. Like as long as I stay person that I am now, you know, and I just keep refining myself and getting better and better, then like, yeah, definitely. You could easily see another five. Is there any end game to this? Like what do you what do you

What do you expect to ha to happen out of all this? You know what I'm saying? Nothing. I don't expect anything. I just you know, I enjoy doing it because like it's that thing that You know, like I keep saying, like I took that couple year break and I swore off it, I'm never gonna go back to it. It ruined my life. I don't ever want to again. Like not that it ruined my life, but I ruined my life because of it.

And so like I never ever expected, I never thought I was gonna go back to it. And then I started thinking like, okay, no, I'm in control. Like if I wanna do this, which I do. I can do that and I can do it in a good way. So like now it's like I just do it because like I want to. Like I've built friendships, I've built work relationships with these people. So

You know, like why not take a little short weekend vacation and go see people and also know that I'm gonna make money off of it? Like there's nothing wrong with that. It's fun. You know, it's good. Yeah. So let's stop that. You uh you were very definit you're definitely funny as shit. I I do uh I did enjoy this time. I know it's good fun.

And you pulled the cities out before too, which is crazy. I didn't even ask for it, which is insane. I'm never gonna forget You shouldn't have to ask. Hold on. Can I do it better though? Yeah. But I knew I shouldn't have worn a fucking one piece. I'd also show you all my tattoos, but at least I'd have to I've seen them, trust me, I've seen'too I' seen'too much the last week where i I can probably draw it out. Oh fuck. Here we go. That's amaz. There.

Wow. Thing. Okay, hold on. So another story. So when like before I gained my weight, I was like On a good day. Like my titties were flat as hell. Like they were cute, you know, they were cute, but they were flat. And um, so now like so I've been wearing like an A cup, B cup.

for years. Like I haven't bought new bras because I'm like, what's the point? Nobody even sees them anyways. I don't care. And so then earlier earlier this year I went to Victoria's Secret because I'm like, man, like I know I need bigger bras, but I don't know what size. So the girl asked me. She's like Oh what size of bra do you normally wear?

Shit, I've been wearing like eight cups. She's like, Yeah, so I'm measuring you as a D. I'm like, Wow. No wonder why my bras don't fit anymore. He was squeezing it in them. I have like overhang, but I just adjust and it's fine. Now now it's fine though, right? Now it's perfect. Yeah, no, I have yeah, I think so. No. Yeah. Don't make me come to Oregon. I'm telling you. Oregon is amazing. I recommend everybody exist. Is it Oregon or Oregon? Because I've said Oregon.

No, so yeah, people from the east coast and midwest say Oregon, but people that live here say Oregon. So the people that live there don't know how to say it. Fuck you motherfucker. We know how to say it here, okay? No, because I used to like when I lived in Michigan, I was always saying, Oregon, I want to go to Oregon. I'm gonna move to Oregon. And then when I got here, my

Like it's organ. There's no A there's an O-N. Is it G-O-N? Yeah, G-O-N. But so I noticed their accent. So people hear Like we do like a really harsh O. Like so, like we'll say like mom and pop. They'll say like perfected it yet. But here they'll say like mom and pop. But they don't say pop, they say soda. But like they don't do the like, oh, so I think that's why they say organ instead of Oregon. So they do the OSA condom.

Yeah, they just kinda like roll it. I don't know. Hey, you know, I want some oral, they'd be like, I want some arrow. Now I understand because a guy said that to me once. He said, Eric, you need a lot. I was like, you want some what? Okay, let me uh let me find the oxygen tank. I'll get you some air. Yes. Part, I'm not gonna lose you, okay? No, I wanted you to suck my dick. Basically Basically That's so funny. I watched I watch last week I was watching your scene.

With uh Gibby the clown. Oh, Gibby, I love Gibby. Yep. Now I've always I was like, yo, you know what? He most of it seems like it's a theatric thing. Like he's not really fucking you all the time. There's no way. Excuse me? Excuse me? Because it was like there's no way. Maybe it's the cloud mask that was giving me.

And he's so good at hyping you up, like you know, like he always like gives you that pep talk before he's like, Okay Leah, listen. Like he always calls me Miss Winters. So like it's so cute. I fucking love it. Is he wearing the the the the clown mask when he talks to you? Oh. Hold on. Before we get to the other thing, we're gonna talk about the clown mask. So the first time him and I shot together was ABN twenty twenty.

And we shot in Vegas and when I got to the place that we were shooting, it was like all his people came out and met me at my car. They walked me in and he was sitting there in his mask. I had to sign an NDA. Like I'm like, who the fuck am I fucking? Like, what is this? I have never signed an NDA before. I don't know what's happening. I don't know what his face looks like. Yeah, it was insane. And so like all these years, I'm like, I don't actually know what Gibby looks like. Like, this is crazy.

And so then this last time we shot together, I'm like, listen, motherfucker, if you have your mask on the whole time, I am gonna be pissed. I'm gonna pull that shit off of you. And um so when he like met up with me, like he didn't have a mask on, but he had a ski mask on. So I still don't know what Gibby looks like completely. I I only have seen his eyes and part of his nose.

And um I seen I seen a picture of him before. Really? The girl one of the girls, yeah, one of the girls we interviewed, um, she dated him. So she showed me the picture. She got to see the whole face. See, I mean surprisingly, I thought it was like easy to the way the cloud mask every way go.

Yeah. No, so like when we went downstairs to like shoot like the whole intro, like he wore his ski mask. Like it was crazy. And um But you telling me you fucking nigga then you didn't even see half you didn't even see more than half his face? Fucking I love Gibby. I love him. I should have I should have worn masks. Ha ha ha. He's wearing he was wearing the shasty, you was he had a shasty on? Yes. Yes. That's the name.

Yes. I know it's just crazy. And um okay, so yeah, so back to the shooting part of it. So like he hypes you up, he's like, All right, Miss Winters, like we need the show. Like come on, let you know, we gotta put this on, like, let's go crazy on this. So like him telling me that, like Like how he shoots like you can put the show on. So yeah, so it might look fake, but

I love Gibby. Okay. You're good. You're a good actress. That's why it is. You're a good actress. I love him. So we're actually we're shooting together again when I go down to Vegas in a few weeks. I'm like, all right, give me like listen. Like'cause the last time like so we took like three years in between shooting, like between the first and the second scenes.

And um, so I'm like, as soon as I'm coming down to Vegas again, like we we're shooting again. So we have a really cute scene set up that I I set it up. So excited for this. Now you rec you recently did a photo shoot, right? I was looking at your Instagram. You was doing a photo shoot. Tell me about that because I don't know nothing about what you were doing.

Yeah, so um the backyard that I have, like every time that I wake up and I look out in my backyard, like I just think like this is like so magical. Like you have the moss in all the perfect places, you have a beautiful tree, you have the beautiful flowers, like This is perfect for something whimsical. And so like I've been dreaming about doing a tea party back there. I have beautiful China. I have like old glassware, like everything just I have it. I wanna do this.

And so I found this girl on TikTok and um her name's Kristen and I was like, Shit, like you live near me. Like let's plan something. And she's like, Oh, fuck yeah, I'm down. So I got the photographer and I ended up like like creating the whole thing. I made a lot of my own decorations. I decorated the whole backyard myself. Like it this was all my vision. And like it's the first time that I got to have something this intricate be like completely mine. And I just loved it. You took the pictures?

No, so we got the photographer. He took all the pictures. He took the pictures, okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And you gonna share those?'Cause I definitely want to see them. That that definitely was uh That piqued my interest when I was looking at it. Yeah.

Yeah, good. Yeah. Um I shared a couple of them but um those are just the teasers. We still have more to go like put out. And then like her like she's like she has a big like social media following. So like she's really good at like TikTok videos and stuff, so We worked together on doing a few of those. And

I'm just trying to catch up to your burp that you did. That one was loud. You you heard it? Oh, I didn't think you heard yo dude. I drank this whole bottle in front of you, yo. I'm almost done. I'm right here. Holy shit. Yeah, right in sh Yeah. Thank you. I feel like I'm getting there. If I had one more, then I would be fucked up. Where um any I guess any uh people that you wanna do work with that you haven't? Is there anybody like you're like I hope this person DMs me?

So I've been messaging Mookie Jordan back and forth a little bit, like not even back and forth. It's been like me messaging him, like me replying to his Instagram stories. I have been dying to work with him'cause I just think he is a cute motherfucker. Um I uh am shooting with Motley Motley Monroe. Couldn't think of her last name. Um, I'm shooting with her in Vegas and

I always get nervous because I don't shoot that many girl girl things. But and she's fucking just gorgeous. She is amazing. So You was eating pussy before you got into porn? You was eating pussy before you got into porn? Oh yeah, I know you go. See you point back. Here we go.

All right, here we go. All right. So yes, I um uh played around with girls because I was I thought I was bi when I was in middle school. I think most people do think that when they're in middle school, but I don't know. I never thought I never thought that. Most girls think that they might be when they're middle school.

I never said, Hey, you know what, maybe I'll suck that guy off in middle school. Like, you know what I mean? No, not after gym class when you're in the locker rooms together. You're not like I just No, I never I never there was never any gay thoughts. You know, I listen, listen, this is I'm gonna admit this one problem, this one thing that happened. I'm listening. I was searching porn stars at the interview, right? And I found this person and I didn't realize they were trans until after

And I interviewed him because of it. Because I was like, dude, I think Wow. You had me. You had me. I was fucking rock hard. And then I seen a penis and I said, Fuck, you got me. I might as well interview. You got me. You fucking got me. Yeah. Well no, I didn't I didn't jerk off. There was nowhere. I I you know, I went to the I w I got a roll of dice. You know, I don't know about you.

When you jerk off, there's a roller decks of names that you gotta go through or there's a gun of roller decks of things you gotta go through. And and minds, you know, and there's no fetishes, it's just I like straight to the uh what's it called? Gonzo? Straight to the point. I don't wanna know I don't want no, hey, my my pup my pipes are fucking clogged. I don't want I don't like the step bro shit. The step bro shit is weird. Yep. Um I don't like the daddy, the mommy.

Give me straight to the point. I you know what? I'm so I'm so anal that I fast forward to the end because I want to know what happens before I watch everything. All right, next next question. Are you an amateur or are you a pr like pro scenes? Like do you like watching like the amateur porn or? See I could watch I could watch both, but it depends on how amateur. If it's amateur and it's just like one angle and they're doing forty-five fucking moves in the bed.

And you don't see it, it's just the same camera? No. If it's if it's amateur where it's like cell phone footage, no. But if it's amateur where it feels kind of professional, then yeah. Yeah. But I don't like I don't like the professional where it uh cliche. You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Like I never liked black because I thought black was cliche to a point where they will pick a certain body type, a certain way that they look. And it's the same guy.

It's the same fucking five actors. And the problem with that. Why are you complaining? Because it it it doesn't make sense to me. There's a reason that they're there. It's because they're the best. They're the best. I get I give them I give them that. They're the best. I'm tired of seeing and say, listen, what My my my girl is white, right? So obviously I I will tend to interracial relationships when I look up porn.

But I do look up black and black. I'm Asian is very uh rare for me. I won't look too Asians because at the end of the day, they block out the vagina and the penis. So why m why am I gonna watch that? need to find if you want to explore that category. There's this guy. So There's this guy who I don't know if it's legit or not, but like his thing is that he finds like these Filipino like hookers, prostitutes, whatever you want to call'em. And hope

And he'll hook up with them, but like it's like, oh, Filipino prostitute taking big dick or whatever, you know? And so like he just like fucks them. And I don't know, for some reason, like I get really into that. Like I've never like big like race and like I'm not like actively looking for like Asian porn or Filipino porn. I do look for like you know So you watch you watch porn that's not your you watch porn that's not your own

Oh, I can't watch mine. The only scenes the I have two scenes that I can watch of my own that I can actually get off to. So my scene with Lacey Lennon, I uh that scene was so fucking hot. Like it's just so sensual. It's like a beautiful, beautiful scene. She's incredible. And then my scene for Dr. K with Rob Piper. And that's just because like how I was feeling in that day. Like I was like, God, I got Big Daddy back. We're here. That's feeling good. Wow.

But those are those are the only two that I can like actually get off you that I actively like search out for. But uh I'm more of a I don't I'm I guess I look up doggy style more than anything. Because that's what you know what I mean? I don't give a fuck about the missionary shit. Fuck all that. Yeah. It's it feels good but like it doesn't like Yeah, but I at the same time, you see the you see every you see parts of the body that jiggling on that woman.

Yep, exactly. You see that little tiny waist and just a big ol' ass. I'm not really you know what I don't like um I don't like skinny bras, but I don't like fat. You know what I'm saying? Like I'm not over here looking up the um What's it called? S S S B or some shit? SSBW or some shit? Well yeah, that's the super size, but B B W is what you're saying. Yeah. Yeah, but like you know what I mean, I'm just like Good. No. But I mean like no, what I'm saying about the wasting is like

what size you are, like if you're in doggy, like your waist always looks small in that position. Like s proportionately small, you know? And then your ass always just looks big, like no matter what size you are. Hm for me, my categories that I always look up. Well actually let's just look. Can I yeah, I can do this. Okay. We're gonna go to my categories. You look up you look up point on what site do you use?'Cause'cause you

You know what you know what I I can't say that. I know, don't tell the thing. But let me tell you a story what happened to me the other day. I was on Twitter, right? And this porn star, she took up the selfie and she had nice tattoos on her collarbone. So I said, Yo, that's nice tattoos. And then you know she replied with her OnlyFans link and I'm like

Why are you gonna be on social media and you know what I mean? First off, you could ignore it. That that's hundred and ten percent. But you're gonna reply to your OnlyFans lick like, Oh, you know, you're gonna say something nice to me about my tattoos, come and apply for my OnlyFans I said yo. So I unfollowed her, right? Yeah. Listen, listen, this this is this fucked me up. I unfollowed her and I'm like, fuck this bitch. I deleted my comment I and I got out of here. I was done.

An hour later, she messaged me in DF. She said, oh, because uh because I sent my OnlyFans link and you know you didn't want to reply, that saddened you. I said, listen, I lift this situation because you're on social media where it's it's social. The best thing you can do is ignore it. But you replied with your OnlyFans link and I see it in your bio. I know what you I know what you're there for. I know I get I get it. Yeah.

But I was like, yo, that's weird. Like, you know, I'm I'm good. That's weird as fun. It's one thing it it's one thing if you comment saying like, oh, I wish I could see more of your tattoo or something like that. Like I wish I could see all of your tattoos, then she could be like, oh, you can see them here at this link. But but if you're just like giving a compliment like the fuck?

When I'm on Twitter, like people that I've interviewed afterwards, it's kind of weird where it kind of feels like you know'em a little bit because like this personal conversation that we're having, I'm not gonna be able to be jerking off to you. There's no way. It's weird. I don't know how to ex I don't know how to explain it. That was a good week then. That was a good week. That was I mean Oregon says what, three husbands? Ha ha ha ha. No, but I

Yes, a at least three, okay. I'll take a fourth if you're interested. I'm available, just as long as you don't tell my wife. Shit, she can be my sister wife. That's okay. That's a show. That's his show. The brother husbands and sister wives. Brother husbands would be insane. You should patent that. That's a crazy thing. When you think about it, we're lacking about it, but you should really patent that. We haven't seen it yet.

That's true. You you don't think that the sister wives people had into had into That's crazy. You need to start reading. Patented. Why does that not sound right? Why does it sound bad? It's because of how I taught. You can't say Pat, you can't emphasize on the E D. You need to start reading some books. This is get the dick out of your life and start reading some goddamn books.

Wow, actually I was a big reader when I was younger, okay. And then I got too busy taking dicks, so I didn't have time to read anymore. But instead of reading dicks, start reading some books. You got me, you got me. You know you over here reading dicks like it's goddamn braille. You put your hand all over everything. Ex you have to. That's how you do it.

All right, hold on, hold on. Now we gotta go back, okay, because I'm just looking at porn right now. So my top search categories, big black cock. You a freaky motherfucker. You freaking motherfucker. You searching that? I don't even search that. Nah, no. But you know what I like doing? I like going in the comments of porn sites.

And then when it's interracial and the guy's like, you're fucking this nigga, blah, blah, blah. Like, it's so great. It's hilarious. Because that person jerked off the at least 95% of that video. Before he commented that racist shit. Why do I like this? He jerked off to the video and then like afterwards he's like, Fuck, why do I like this? Like Yeah. Like if it's like some fat white dude and he's like

Can't be like that. Like that's not fair. What am I doing? Mo most of those dudes fetish that fetish that shit. So it's like it's fashionable to hate it, but at the same time, they fetish that shit. Exactly. Where they like they're like, Yo, you should mess with this guy, um

This thing's name's Dredd. The guy Oh, I was literally was just gonna sit talk about him. I was just gonna talk about him. Did you film with that guy? Did you film with that guy? Yeah many times. I love Dread. He is like a very, very nice person. Like if he didn't have

the dick that he has, I would still shoot with him. Like he's just like an all around, like fantastic person. I don't care about his following. I don't care about his dick. Like he is just like one of those people that I would continuously go back to no matter what. But that's That's good to know. As long as my dick is not, you know, massive and I'm a nice person and there's no following. Exactly. That's it.

Leah Winters will definitely Leah Winters will definitely check me out. All right, that's good to know. I check all the books in that category. No, but so about him though, like I feel like when him and I first shot together, I don't know how long he had been in, but he had been in for a few years. And feel like at that time How do I say it?

Like the first time I shot with him, it didn't seem like really anything like, yeah, Dread had a name, like, you know, Dred's dread. But like you don't like I didn't think much of it. But now it's like I feel like he turned into a fetish. Where people like Fetish Eyes shooting with him, they're like, Oh, I want to take the biggest stick that there is.

I'm gonna shoot with dread because of that. Or like people are like, Oh, I wanna see you get stretched out the most, so shoot with dread and it's just weird to see that. Like so much more than that. A lot of them ri women be racist on the low, yo. That's the crazy part. They don't be really want to fuck with niggas but because of the name and their fans and the fan base, they put all things together, but it's crazy. I know. That part that's crazy. There was a time I think they're in the whole

George Floyd, Black Lives Matter shit. Yeah. porn stars were um outspoken, which was crazy. I think Trump was the president too at that time. Yeah. Um, so they were like, yo, fuck Black Lives Matter, but most of the content was black dick, which was insane. It ain't not like black dice, but they're doing it because they're marketing black dicks right because they knew what the following with that um category would be.

Yeah. You know, like you know that that's like one of the biggest categories there is, like next to like stepmoms. And so that's weird moms. Yeah. Well dude, it's true though. Like it to me it's weird as fuck, but like You know, like that's one of the biggest things is like steps. Like steps and like racial stuff. Like it's crazy. But like I would never for me in my personal life, I would never fuck my stepmom or stepdad or stepsister or anything like that. It just seems very ex weird.

I know there's no blood relation but it's weird. Like bro, you I I grew up with this lady and I'm gonna fuck her. Like that doesn't I don't understand that fetishizing uh uh uh demographic. I don't get that. I don't either. I don't either. It's weird as shit. Weird. I'd rather I like the the neighbor. Like, yo, like basically what you did, I'm gonna go fuck the neighbor. Yeah. So you said. Yeah. So yeah. I might move to Oregon just because of But I do want to say on a serious note.

I say that though. I don't know. I never know how to say things'cause like to me in my head they always sound weird. And then like I feel like when I talk about how weird it sounds sweet, then it makes it weird. But like here we are. So all right. So when I was in basic training. Basic train for what? Back it up more. We're gonna we're gonna back it up even more. So I grew up in a really small town, rural Michigan. There was like

Ninety nine point nine nine nine percent white people. And then like we had like one Mexican family. And that was it. Like there was no like you'd get like occasionally you'd get like a black kid in there like for a year or something and then the family would move'cause like it wasn't for them, whatever. So

Like, you know, I grew up around majority white people. And then when I went to basic training for the army, I uh was around like I went to like uh Fort Jackson South Carolina and yeah I was around the most men and black women that I have ever been around in my entire life. And I became friends with this one chick. Her name was Holloway.

And she was like a this little tiny like blonde chick and she was like talking about how her husband was black and she had like some cute little mixed babies and stuff. And like we started talking about it'cause I'm like, man, like I don't know, like I don't know that much about anything. Like, you know, I just You know, I'm just a young kid coming from a little tiny town. And like we'd start talking about it and I'm like, shit. And so like as I progressed through basic training.

These men are cute as fuck. There's this one guy. Oh, oh. I just loved him because he was like so strong and he was just like Just like he was the best at everything. But then he had this cute ass little like he had a lisp and a stutter. I'm not shitting you. This man just like melted my whole entire heart. I'm like, you are so fucking precious. And um So then after I got out of basic, I like that's when I got Tinder and I'm like, man.

I don't know. There's something like I just want to try it at first. I just want to like see what, you know, like how I feel, what's going on and stuff. And I fell in love. I'm like I don't know, there's something about like sexy ass black man. I just all I can say. And um so Like so since I was the age of Bye, Tina. Yeah, like yeah, nineteen actually. I've only dated black guys. That's it. Like I so like in my perse yeah, in my personal life, like I'm all about it. And then like, you know.

I just I just wanted to say that. It's not just for the camera. Well, I'm just saying, you see your body, uh you know ain't no one nigga gonna be able to take care of that. That's it. I mean like I don't know. I heard that it was built for black men, so I don't know. You can tell. You could tell. You could tell. Oh shit, why did my pussy just get wet? Yeah, we I'm I'm junk as shit'cause of you, man. I was good. I was good. Look at this whole this whole bottle's done.

You wanna come with me? We're gonna here. I'll unbutton my pat for you. I gotta pee. Again? What's wrong with your bladder? You gotta go to the doctor? No, I broke the seal. What do you mean? I drink this whole fucking bottle in front of you and I didn't take a piss yet. Yeah, but as soon as you do, you're gonna be pissing all night. Oh yeah, yeah, guaranteed, guaranteed. Thank you. Oh don't make me laugh because then it comes out faster.

I sound like a horse when I start. Wait, your piss your piss sounds like a horse? Oh my god. Ah fuck, I hate it here. I hate it. It's All right, so back to TikTok live. We'll do that for a minute. So I've been trying to build my social medias and um So last night I went live and I had like I had a shit ton of viewers on there. Like it was crazy. Like I had a lot of viewers the whole time. But all of them were like

Oh shit, is that you? Like I've seen you before. And then they would post like, Hey, can you do a countdown for me? Fuck you. Like'cause you know the countdown thing, right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. And so like I ended up getting a violation because people were commenting some crazy shit. And I'm like, I didn't even do anything. Like I'm trying to be vanilla. I'm like PG. Like I want this to be like who I am. And

People were just going off. I'm like, there's times and places for this and this is not the place. Um wow, it's getting dark out. What time is it? Um for me. Yeah, it's almost midnight for me. Whoa, that's crazy. When you when you gonna come to New York City? I don't know. I don't know if I've ever been. תודה רבה. תודה רבה. Yeah, that would be fun. I'd be just the way that that way right there? That way right there you just had? That ว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว่าว

You both we're both gonna be in trouble because you know me. I told you I don't pull out. Oh shit, and I'm not on birth control either, so but Really? I guess we're gonna I'm gonna screw it on and take a risk. I've taken a risk before. I played that game before. I played risk and Stratigo. That's nothing. You ever played this before, that board game? I have not. Don't let me feel old Don't let me feel old Please don't do that Oké? Don't do that now. Do not now.

I remember my stepdad would play it though. If that makes you feel better. Yeah. Thank you. But now you made me feel like it's not old like your stepdad. Like this is the stepdad porn and shit. Don't do that. Bye-bye. Uh fuck I don't remember what I was saying. I don't either. I was just definitely saying like hey you should definitely come to New York. All right. I'll try. I'll be there eventually. I'll let you know when I come.

I'll let you know I came two minutes ago, but I'll let you know when I come again. Yeah. Done. Gold. I think it's about to target. But I don't know why one died sooner than the other one. Well I don't want to hold you up too long, but definitely I did enjoy doing this. You are you are something else. I know I had fun. You are Thank you for thank you for being there. I've been watching you for a while and I was just like, wow, I'm really surprised.

Thanks. I hope my personality was everything that you wanted and more. You don't want listen, you might see my dick in a in your DMs in like two minutes. You don't know. Okay, twist my arm. If you have to If I have to I know it's the only fans, I get it. I get it. No, okay. It's okay. But you kn you know where to find me. Yes, sir, of course. Um it's been good. Anything uh any last things you have before we go?'Cause I don't wanna leave you out there.

I appreciate you. I had fun. I hope you had fun. I really did,'cause I tried to I got drunk as shit over here, man. Hell yeah. finally catching up to you. Well, you're late. You're late to the party. I seen your tits twice now. I feel like I've got to show you my own tits too. It's just crazy. No, now I'm gonna go and do some social media shit before I get too tired. And then I gotta wake up for my regular job in the morning and hope that I'm not too hungover.

Before you should be good. Just three drinks. Yeah. Unless you're lightweight. Unless you are lightweight. No, I just end up drinking like a shit ton of water and then in the morning I'll take ibuprofen and I'll be good. I know what my limits are. Um, is there any way you could describe your job without mentioning what it you do exactly? Um, so I take care of old people. So you can take care of me all other than you?

Of course I can. I can take care of all of your needs. Okay? I will be there for you as much as you need. Well you say OB with you changed do you change diapers? Yeah, absolutely. If I need to. My current um doesn't need that, but I've definitely done it many, many, many times. I don't wear any diapers. That's a weird fetish too. I'm not gonna there's no way I'm gonna do that.

Leah, you have a good night, all right? All right, you too. Thank you. Nice meeting you. Thank you so much. Yes. Have a good one, all right? Bye. Bye. It's awful.