Mozzy | Ep 127 | ALL THE SMOKE Full Episode | SHOWTIME Basketball

are in order. You just saw in CMG congrat relations. Tell us the how did that come about? Co came money Gang? You know we damn they're biologically related to my people. So, uh you know it wasn't forced. Something happened naturally. I've been in communication with the Big Dog for a minute now. He didn't bring me out, I'm saying on a summer jam way back before I even popped, I think, and uh, you know, he's just been He always told me, you know, it's it's room for you

over here. But I had my own thing going on. I got right, got my ship together and then pulled up in a function with him. What I'm saying. What was the first thing you said when you heard you can't wait for me? Get on one of them? Uhiyeh beats Yeah, come on you in the STG. Yeah you know I'm gonna bite down down two bro? What what what it's like? I know the last couple years been crazy for everybody, but you're back working, everybody back moving around.

Um you untreated Trump? You know what I'm saying. What else is going on? How you starting off? Gangster party spending, gangster party lit far as I'm concerned, Uh, new bag most definitely important. Yeah. So you know they always followed beyond a new real estate. So that's what I've been browsing on. I can't stop looking at real estate. I've been on uh every damn there, every site, UM functional with just trying to find something dope, some type of

muti unit property sou. But outside of that, I just had a family orientated, just functioning with the girly faced gang and uh getting to it, getting to it just you know, I feel rejuvenated with this new deal and uh just excited. Yeah for sure, for sure. What's like? What's their life like a little bit not for show?

But you know it's since a young and always wanted to I always wanted you know, just some type since a young and wanted young in fel me so h now that I'm blessed with that, Uh, just overly excited about that spelling be We're waking up five o'clock in the morning, I'm on the line when they lean you check it out on top of the grades, you know, we stand on top of them about that grade. Some school parenting, I remind me of my grandmother so much,

just the way I operate in that field. And I'm saying, I remember when when I got in trouble at school, Granny cut my hair. I was devastated. Yeah, that's the worst she made a nigger where uh you know what I'm saying, to beat up shoes to school where no more, ain't no fly, none of that until you get you get raised in order. And that's kind of what I've been doing with my eight year old. Like check it out.

We wear a uniform at a nine uniform school. We're wearing uniform, all collared shirts, Ain't no more L O L backpacks. We're gonna go get this jam sport playing on what I'm saying yeah, so not, but it's it's dope. Like I said, I got girls, two girls, so you know, I call him the Grillly Face Gang, and uh it's just it's a it's a sensitive operation, straight up. And he got some girls too, So I got all boys, fella, I mean not one six representative Oak Park, Sacramento pops.

You know, grew up in the streets. Mom had her issues. So you're, as you mentioned, your grandmother raised you. What was that like for you? Dope? But bringing grandmother was always stable, so she had her ship legitimate. So it was never like I was switching houses and I'm saying in out of different neighborhoods and it was stable. So all I known was old part from preschool, I mean up until high school. Very strict. She was very strict,

off the dribble, militant. Uh work that's all she preached. Work. Work, work. That was her favorite folk letter word. So I think I give my work ethic from her and h whatever she ship just like I said, she was just it was a dope upbringing. I ain't really function with Grahams though. Just what I'm saying, being rebellious up until I was like seventeen yeah, and how she did everything for and

didn't really understand what she's trying to preach. And so I got around of these two for sure, most definitely. And just like I said, I understood the stability and

she provided for me um level of protection. And I'm saying just you know, functioning with my friends going outside and understanding what they had to deal with their households like that type of ship on transpiring minds everything just legit smooth is a program and um, but like I said, I see myself the way I function with my young it's kind of like identical the way to the way she's functioned with me. Starting to rap game young first little first name in the game was a little tim

So how you get in the rap game? And how the first name come about? I heard a s on Snoop or Ice que one, two, three and two the folks, Doggy Dog and Dr Drell. That was my ship early, so uh right then and there I knew I wanted to function with it, probably like probably like eight nine, maybe ten. But I went to a talent show at a like eleven, and I've seen some some some of

my peers. I think they was twins too, and Uh, they performed and after that, I'm like, I could do that, feel me and I just I respected the way that the people was functioning with him, applied it form the whole nine yard. So I'm like, I'm gonna tweak on that. Just started tweaking on it. On top of music already being in my household heavy Pops you know, I mean writing and singing Hunkey in the pin, but he used to be somewhat of a rapper, um and uh, you know, so I just took I took to it easy. It

was easy man, the pocket guy study most. I mean, my favorite rapper all times. When did your love and appreciation for him start from the get go? Dear Mama, Dear mama, just going through whatever I was going through with with with my parents, and you know what I'm saying, Like I said, raised by Grahams, so of course, and they don't wanted to be with moms every just I used to go visit her every weekend. But it was like that was my dream as in youngest used to

be with moms. Um. I wasn't too much weird about Pops because he was fake, way strict, you know what I'm saying. So while he was doing his time in the pin I was, I was celebrating. I'm saying you hearing me, but yeah, I just wanted to be with moms. So when I heard Dear Mama, it just really touched me at an early age and I was like, nigga, a's he crazy? And then on top of Graham, she functioned with him heavy, posters, books, um, recorded interviews. You know,

that's when we had the vhs she used to record. Yeah, she loved that was you know, he all around her household while he was alive, and so when he died, you know, it was it was she She maximized on on on his words. And uh yeah, she had her own books. I used to steal her books and be reading this ship you feel me? So, um, yeah, I functioned with pot heavy, but I think it was the Dear Mama was really captivating me. Or than Park you who you were listening to growing up? Jacker The Jacker

are messy, Marv You see Marv. Uh you know that's when I got the smell of my gangster, so them on that type of time. But before that, it was a couple of Sacramento artists. Of course, my uncle g P. The beast Um and then people within my neighborhood. I was heavily influenced by people within my neighborhood. Music. Yeah, she was a similar I mean, I'm a little bit older than you, but I tell people when the Sacramento and I came to l A, that's when I kind

of started listening to everything else. But when I was in Sack, it was strictly Sacramento music, West Coast music, you know, Bay Area music. But it wasn't done really outside of that bubble for me, not for sure, because you know, I ain't gonna lie with the internet. The Internet wasn't booming like that. So it was just whatever you had in your circumference. That's what you kind of

gravitated tours and that's how it was for me. It was I didn't get to see what what they was doing in the l A. I don't get to see what they So the furthest we went was the Bay Area. That's where you get Jack and Messy more from keep you know what I'm saying. And you know, but we were part of the Bay Area market, so that that was just you know, that's a no brainer. But yeah,

I was. I was tweaked I was tweaking on everything that was in my circumference, everything that was coming out of Old Park, and uh, you know we barely got the win't really function with anything outside Old Park, just on a political aspect. The child was was the glory days of the Sacrament of Kings. He posted a pitch with a page of Stoagravitch fella and how do you feel about the Kings? Now? Tell me about those days when you was a big time Kings fans. I ain't

gonna lie. I've been sleeping on the Kings right now. But back in the days like that was just that was it, you know, I mean we when we had baby. What I'm saying, William, Yeah, web phone, hear me Storyakovic, come on, it was it was against the party and uh I still felt like we got played out of the rings. Now, yeah, it was with them refs. Yeah, because I was a UCLA during that time, so obviously growing up a Laker fan. But then you know, the Kings just started rubbing off on you start when they

started getting better. So it was just like I was holding it down for Sacre. I've been going to school u C. L A with everybody. Kobe on our camp, so it was all Laker Kings, but I was definitely righting for the Kings though, for sure what you like watching now in the in the n B A of course, you know I'm a Lebron fan, so I functioned with Brian heavy Um and then you know I've been in this Georgias diction for a minute. So yeah, I mean I'll be I'm frequent the Lakers game, but I'm still

naturally a king at at heart. What I'm saying gonna go down with them, it would go down with just cowboys. Yeah, y'all feeling pain across the boarder, yea, it's good taking on the chair, feeling pain across the board. When did uh come up with the name Marthy with that derived from masi? Uh, Mazzarella Mavolaro. I was just in a super creative time, feel me again, yeah, Mazarella Varo, I was. I was just super creative in him time sentner before Mars was eyes eyes as it was the EyeSi is.

So you can just see right there that I was just tweaked out. But nah my, aunty, I think I named I named the puppy of minds Mazy Mazzarella and then my Aunty just started calling me Marsy. So you know, once Aunty started, you know she it stuck when aunt call yourselfing this stick, So yeah, it kind of stuck. I gave it a meaning money over zeris ain't younger and we ran with it, ran with it, and you know the a sap I think a sapping it was booming at the time, and I just kind of like, uh,

I like the way that they was. It was putting a sap on everybody name. I'm like, we gotta run something like that. You feel me where it's like inevitable where it got a pope e marsd Mansy hus Mandsy. Just we gotta stick that misy on everybody name and um, you know eventually like you throw a handful of rocks at the stick and then uh, you know, so we ran with that and that ship working in our favorite There was no plan B for you. But when did

you really know rap was gonna be your path? I ain't gonna lie, I thought early on, I thought I was gonna saying be able to compete with bad Little Romeo and there I thought I was gonna be able to max them out arms And it got kind of spicy for it got spunky, so uh you know it got ugly. I couldn't like we was I'm talking about sending demos out two labels. Uh, just super promotion, street team, street team, running it, running the course of anything you're

supposed to do. And uh you know I never ain't nobody double back on me. It was never no deals on the table for me. And I'm talking about sixteen seventeen. And if you would have asked me at that time, I had it. I was the truth of what I was doing. But I was overlooked when no Internet involved at the time, maybe my Space and M you know, it's just ship. I just kept going. So I stayed

the course. Like you said, there wouldn't no plan B. I felt like I just invested too much time, energy, effort, and it is so where it gotta even if even if I build a cake off crumbs, it gotta work in my favorite one way or another. And so I ain't gonna lie. It just got to the plant where I was like I started, CD Baby came out, and uh, I learned how to give my my music on iTunes through CD Baby. I put it on CD Baby and to end up on iTunes. Just to be on iTunes

alone was super big for me. You got an iPhone, you can go to iTunes, look up. Yeah, I was lit. I used to buy my own ship off of that. So once I found out how to do that, I'm like, all right, Pennies was coming in, pennies probably like four five hundred dollars every project I dropped, And um, I felt like if I dropped a hunted projects, I mean

penny Like I said, pennies was coming in. But I felt like if I dropped the thousand and projects, and you know they spent a hundred dollars for each project, that's a hundred thousand. You feel me in the way. It's passionate that I was about music. A thousand projects really ain't nothing. Six songs and they could do six songs, and six thousand songs they got run through six songs a day. So you know, we get a thousand projects within three or four years, and you have seeing me

eventually I eventually be up there. But that's how I was just marketing. That's how I was looking at it. Running drop a thousand projects or drop a hundred projects. Everybody spending thousand dollars on each projects and I'll be able to know what I'm seeing me be able to make a decent living off of it. But um, I was just so passionate about the music that you know, I just stayed the course and cap and cap applying press.

You went to Saint Quentin prison, said something quick when you was when you was in there, make you change. I felt like I fumbled. I felt like I threw it all the way. I was just on my way. I was booming. I was getting ten thousand dollars off every project I dropped. Um. I remember somebody saying mac dray was the was giving mc dray ten thousand dollars for every project, and he was just going crazy, dropping crazy projects. And I'm like, I gotta get there one day,

and uh, you know that I got Tento. I remember receiving like not from a company from the CD baby. I made ten thousand, seven thousand off a project. I'm like, oh, this lit you feel me? And uh I went to I went to jail. So I felt like I fumbled. On top of that, I had I just had my daughter, So I felt like, you know, I'm walking in the same footsteps as Pops fumble on parenting and uh, I ain't had nobody to blame, very accountable and what I'm saying,

hold myself accountable. And uh, you know, I'm like, I gotta get my ship, I gotta get it together. But uh, if I wouldn't have went, if I wouldn't have went to Quinton, I was going to hunt him. I was hunt them out towers. Yeah, I probably would have wrecked. I probably would have told about so Lessing in disguise. Blessing in disguise and gave me opportunity to get my mind right, figure out exactly what I want to do, kind of like pin point of playing and you know,

just basically just run the course. We touched on fatherhood early, but you said, you know, pin came right around the time your first daughter was born. What's your favorite part about fatherhood? Favorite part about it? Oh, there's so many. There's so many. I could think I'd be talking all day about that. You feel me. I love it. I love when they they just I'm saying, I love asking them questions and you know they a all right. So we got something like this, I askellent, what do you

go to school to do? They say, to learn? And I'll be like, all right, I can tell what you learned. They'd be like, by the grades that you learn and it was the key to key to success. And they say education and they said in union you feel me at the same time. But just like little things like that, me incorporating my knowledge or my game, my is m and you know, feeding it to them and then they

feeding them back. Watching them grow. I think that's that's probably the dopest part of it is just watching them grow, watching them become, you know, just the stages from being the bank yeah, from not being able to walk talk, it's now just requesting certain things, watching them become, like making their own decisions. I don't want cereal, I want he goes want. I don't want to watch this, I

want to watch that. You know I said, I don't want that backpackson, it's crazy, um decide what toy they want? The story taking an hour I got shipped to do. Let's go, you know what I'm saying. So just the whole process. I'm in love with the whole process that do so most people when they get to their faring the road, they buckle. You know what I mean. You got them made the plate, you get you get focused. You get out of jail, you come out with blot it all. Talk about that straight to it. I was

foaming out the mouth. They been not give me another opportunity. My bite downs, my turn, That's what I've been prepping for all these years. This was when I said, ain't no playing bat. It's the only this s it. Um. You know, I got an opportunity to show Granny that all the times I was ditching school, or you know, all that week I was smoking in her backyard trying to come up with some dope ass ship, or you know, it was times when she was telling me that you

need to go get a job. Man. You know what I'm saying. Um, you know, just all just everything I put her through, from probation, kicking in her door, et cetera, exce to her, from her having to build me out, it's my time to pay it back. And I didn't want to pay it back with kibbles, you know. And nigger was out there doing whatever I was doing, as far as participating and making lucrative chicken. But you know,

I've seen it. I've seen a bigger picture, like it was crumbs, you feel me, And so I just wanted to I wanted to be able to actually pay it back, and I was. I was granted that. I just applied pressure. As soon as I came home, UM got straight to it. Start seeing page like if somebody give you ten thousand dollars, that's one thing. A female and give you ten thousand dollars. Ah, it's lit. You're gonna blow through it because it was free money, it's tax free. It ain't nothing. I ain't

earned it. She just ran it to me. Fork it over you hear me. But when I made ten thousand dollars off of wrapping, it was like I gotta reinvest. It wasn't like I'm gonna just go blow it and live there. You'll get a pine of syrup and thug with these. Now this year, I got to reinvest this. And so once that, once the rap money started coming in, it was like, I just can't reinvest in it. And uh, you know, I built the cake off of crumbs and

it was lit. But as soon as I came home already I had my little plan, which was just to go crazy and uh fresh shower to the neck. I ain't looking for no deal. Early stages were looking for a deal. That's where we thought I found the independent route. Like I said, CD Baby ran with that. Empire reached out, we ran with that, and uh it just everything started making sense and started falling in my lap, and uh,

you know it was lit from there. Two questions. I know how I felt when out when I met Michael Jordan, You know, I was kind of alle you know, just knowing who he was and what he did for what I do basketball was it anybody that she was in all the first time you met? And the second question is how did it feel good to get about the hood and to travel and to being other cities and having other people singing your music? It was different first time I touched down in l A gang man key

Ways crips. I'm a blood from where I'm from, so we don't really function with the key Ways. They segregated us into jail houses and all that. Well you know what I mean. Um, I went to Quentin key Ways was working with me, and uh went to l A niggas, some Grave Street niggas from Compton niggas. Just think I went to I think uh Jeweler and my nigga if it called if It being boilered went to his store and they got to swap me and the whole parking lot.

Nigga mans, nigga, nigga, nigga, we love you, you know what I'm saying. So I'm like, oh, this is mainly I'm calling home, like nigga that love us out here, and so, uh, that was just dope. I ain't thinking. I ain't even think we could reach that forward. So for them to just like I'm saying, and you know, we're on the other side of the flag. So when they embraced me, it was like, oh, yeah, this is tweaky on top of the bloods. You know, the bloods

out here immediately gravitated towards the nigga. So that was dope. And then uh, Kansas City. I think that's the first place I did the show word for word, verbatim. They trying to make me the headline, and I'm like, I don't think I should be the headliner. And there you know, I'm I'm bumptible with just being you know what I'm saying on the on the on the show, I ain't you God do all the extra ship mars head, you know what i mean. Just let me perform my songs,

get up out of here. But after I performed, I'm like, oh, they really function with me, and uh that was crazy. That was crazy. And I think that was one of the first plays where I came on with like fifteen thousand. I only did the show for twenty five huntred and then uh, they just buying verses, buying EPs here, and then I got five thousand four EP seven songs here, this, nigga won two verses here, this, and you know what, I sound left with like fifteen thousand. So that was many.

But what was the first question up to somebody in the at Kendrick Glamore? And you know, I think he started rapping sleepwalking. I couldn't believe it. Come on, k dot sleepwalking nigga word for word, Well you know who I am. Come on, it's a gangster party. So yeah, most definitely. Now, so he shouted you out in this Grammy speech. Obviously that kind of opened your eyes thinking, like, you know, it's one of the you know, Eminem just named him one of the greatest lyricists in his opinion,

one of the greatest lyricists of all time. So bumping with Kendrick, you end up on the legendary Black Panther soundtrack MANIALU. That was a manial you crazy granny got to see that. You know, she didn't check out on this due to cancer. Yeah before that. She got to see that, and that was big for you. That was big. That was one of my biggest accomplishments outside of tearing or off them chicken McNuggets the world. But she got to see that. She went and she didn't you know,

I ain't prepper for it. It wasn't like I'm in a movie. I made my song in the moved, none of that. She went to go see what the fam just you know. I mean, yeah, she came home and was just in tears. Whole squad just like it's crazy. Not only is we on the soundtrack. I think I told her about the soundtrack, but I didn't tell her I was in a movie. I kept that. I'm saying the sleepwalking in the actual movie. So that was that

was big. That was monumental. It's funny, I mean because it's funny because like I fought with your miss with this our first time meeting. Yeah, I mean, like you talking about your grandmother, like I was saying, I was able to put up bricks from my grandmother post. She passed. All the stuff you're saying, it's resonating. I can see why I with your music. What I'm saying, Yeah, any piece of advice Kendrell gave me that that sticks with you or anything you saw in him that that that

that just made him special in your eyes. Now, I ain't gonna lie. Just him knowing my music, okay, just him knowing that alone, that was like I was like, I was mind blowed. I couldn't believe it. Like I went home. I went home and told everybody about that. And you know that ship and then the alley oops, the unlimited Alley oops. And I'm saying, um, he did tell me something. He told me that They said, you know, I'm big dog where I'm from. He's saying, talking about itself,

I'm big dog where I'm from. But nigga, all my niggas love you. He like, you know, they function with me or whatever in case you know what I mean. But they want to hear that MARSI feel me eight and when that that's what they that that ship touched him and he like, uh, you know that's as as big bro like as you're on a different level, and that just kind of sucked. Me up because I know exactly what he's saying. I understand. You know, he comes

from the same terrain we come from. So for him to just acknowledge that and and and pass me the typical type of flowers. Nigga, that was lit. I'll run with that. Anybody you looking forward to working with it, you haven't got a chance to work with you. I funk with the baby he fucked. He fucked it up. Uh, of course, Dreight Future. I don't know how this nigga. Kanye ain't put me on Donna. I funk with everybody. Man. You know, I ain't biased. I'm I'm, I'm creative. I

function with the whole industry. Um, it's dope just to see African Americans running up these type of bags. And you know, I'm saying me like, you're no longer as it ain't it ain't you ain't got nothing to do with no you know, politics to turn you into a hater, politics, attorney. It's everywhere. So as long as there ain't no political strain, n I'm I'm, I'm funking with people. We came down to the end of the show. We got quick hitters.

First thing to come to mind. Let us know if you could be remembered by any bar or lyric thus far in your career, what would it be. Oh, that's a good one. We didn't came a long way, traveled down the wrong way. Ain't final showcases. Thankful for the colde case. Yeah, Thankful for the prostitute assuming that we soul mate. Thankful for the big homies coached me through the dope game. Ship like that. Yeah. Top five Cally Rappers all time, Top five Calli rappers. They always whoop

on me with this one. Niggas be mad. I'd be like, Nigga, that's my top five. Chill what I'm saying. Let me do my ship, bro. I mean, but oh, you know, we're gonna have to go with Jack. I think last time I did that, I forgot to add him on

the list. So I'm gonna get him out the way immediately, just because I did something to my spirit um and he didn't help me grow through my little adolescents years, through the most important years, you know them years where you jump off the porch, where you outside he I mean, even when you go to jail and you think about lyrics, certain lyrics to get you through them. Them times. Um, he provided them from me pop most definitely pot fella.

You know what I'm saying in the household, everybody let that nigga everybody Um of course snoop because he started this ship from me. You know what I'm saying, He started this gamester ship from me. Um. That was one of the reasons why you know, I'm saying they even merged into this then we got uh not to cut

you off. But he laid on that count for two and a half hours while he was an interview on them what he smoked about ten Blood but laying though that's the Feller triples a little to that movie just busted to Row headed death row K died. Know he wanted them guys, you know, I mean, we can't overlook that ship. And uh, you know I didn't want to. I gotta my dog, nigga. This is he one of them fellas. If you let me tell it that nigga mars they can function up with it kind of. This

rap ship is scared of that nigging that booth. I'm telling you Blood one album you could listen to, no skiffs, one album I slap all the way through, no skips. I gotta give it to the nigga E s T. That s T album, That's that's, that's this, this this dude for a week. Yeah, it on a seven o'clock in the morning bringing like damn Jake. We can't go right into the streets. But it's free Lucci to funk with the fun with the felly he got. He got a couple of the motherfucker's I just let play all

the way through. The one y'all did with Jay Stone's Crazy Love. Yeah, yeah, it's crazy too. Courtside tickets to any game in history, all right, So they already had me at the Clippers shout out the Clippers. Didn't put me on the court nigga ten times and they got letther Clippers. And I'm saying, uh, but you know I've been on course side Sacramento. What I'm saying, I was mad thing put me on the big screen. It was lightweight. Hey, nigger nine sixteen, y'all quit doing that, ship man, one

of them guys. They're gonna let them politics. You know what I'm seeing me, don't do that. Didn't do that, but course side course sunny game in history, any game in history. Yeah, you gotta you gotta see me on the floor with Jordan and them. Yeah, you gotta shot on the floor with Jordan and them. Yeah you got. I was around for that. I was, I was paying it. You know. I ain't gonna lie. I wanted to play basketball before this rap ship. But I got the high

school and realized that niggas was dunking. And I remember Nigga told me, Nick, you got handles, nigger, but your jumper off, so he kind of threw me off. From there, I'm like all that, but I was hot sauce and one that from the and one era, so I thought handles was gonna get me there. I thought Ai just had handles. I ain't know he had. He was a total package. But not for show. But yeah, so yeah, I think I do a Bulls gang Bulls and yeah

I like the Bulls in Utah. Yeah. On the question, man, if you could pick a guess to be on our show, who would it be? But you have to help us get your answer on the show. I got to Yeah, I know somebody already. I don't know who you're thinking, but I know I'm thinking, Oh, if I put a nigga, I sitting nigga right here, on this purple velvet, sitting nigga right here on this purple velvet. Huh oh, you ain't got traded truth on here. That's my boy. To that fan from the same area, Man, come on, get

my nigga. Trade the truth up here. Man. We're talking about good game and is um and wisdom and ship man. Stick that nigga. Trade the truth up here, man, because that's somebody I can really I'm saying, participating and getting up here, big brother function with me saying what I'm saying. I didn't want to throw a name out there, Roger, yeah saying in the text, and they don't really appreciate somebody I can really get. Yeah, well, man, we appreciated.

Congratulations on the new deal, blessed. Continue to be a great father man. And man, I'm I'm proud of you man. Being from out that way, it's you know, very few of us to really really get out for sure. You're definitely doing it now. Man, So we just want to come into that. Man, keep doing your thing. Good looking on all the smoker. Motherfucker you can catch forget man. We gotta give kid bro, yeah my phone. We come bear to kids, kill the kids. I want all the smoke.

We can't do that. I want all the smoke and glide travel smoke that store. I want to go get it. But bro, you know we can't do that. I gotta gotta leave you with something. Come on, I'm going to utilize this motherfucker. I'm gonna stick and hunting this motherfucker. Okay in your pocket? Yeah no, I need a hunt of ms. Just good looking, good ship, appreciate, appreciate your time. Man. Well that's a wrap. You can catch this on Showtime Basketball,

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