Looking Back At My Relationships

mentioned it on a jail Ja this evening. I dated someone who had a very interesting, we'll say interesting thing come out against them that was major and they died in prison, and so I had the correspondence. I have the j I found the journals of the time period, like journals when I was dating this person, and I and I'm going, I'm trying to think about what I'm gonna do with it. I think it's a fascinating story.

It's it's fifth the time people are MC stories. It's not a true crime story per se, cause hey, I don't get touch right. But I have been asking people, so I do movie or TV or podcast or a book. Everybody's thinking so far, I've got mostly you should do a podcast something about it. But they got me thinking about my other relationships. I've had some very unique relationships. There's one person to be famous, but the others aren't famous.

It's just regular people that I dated. We've had some interesting stuff, and I have the journals and I have some of the cards, and there's there's one particular I was talking about on another show, and so it's a veteran. I'm like, I love to tell that story, but I don't want to. I don't wan miss up their identity. I don't if they're still around, I have no idea. But I've had other relationships too, And that's one of the things when you if if you were mostly single,

that's dif's between people in their fifties. If you were mostly single and have and had years your relationship, or you were in long term relationships are married. But also then it had single bubbins, because it's different if you were I got on with somebody at twenty one and you're with them and they bring up fifty that's different

than someone who we had. Maybe we was married eighteen, got divorced twenty three, did it for a while as the relationships twenty seven, Maybe got long ter relationship for ninety years, thirty five, And that's different that's like, that's to me, it's just regular life, right, So when do you do that? Do you think, wow, that was I did so and so that was so interesting, Like you think, like why would I think you know, well, how to

go out that person. But I've had some really interesting situations based on geography, time period eighties, nineties, two thousands er my becoming kind of famous a little bit, that whole situation with that, what that means several things, just to severals. I look at that, I'm like, that's that kind of Maybe that's a book too, Maybe it's another book. Just why I talk about the relationships and don't give

names out. I've had super romantic relationships. I've had whirlwind, I've had someone from Norway to be off my feet. I've had all kinds of stuff and and it and you know, right now, I'm single, don't have anybody, and people always tells you what you want. I d I would love to be in love. I love that feeling being in love with somebody you can't get enough of them. I love I love all that. I would love to

have that sure and someone loved me back. That would feel amazing, I said the episode before the show I don't know who's gonna happen. I don't know if my time is up. I get I'm not out looking. I'm actively looking out there, actually I want to. I'm not on any apps and I'm gone to stay clubs or anything. I literally just work all time. See my friends, and most of my friends are in couples, in relationships, so they they're no help. And then I and then I just work. That is it. So I have no idea

if that's come for you. But I'm looking back at my previous ones, and I will say I was very blessed, very lucky. I had some really loving, romantic, impactful relationships I have. If if I died tomorrow, we'll talking about I don't. But if I did, I say, you know what, I really did live life. I lived life and I dated around and I have a million I have some funny experiences. I have serious ones. Yeah, I mean, I mean I was I was out there. I would say

I was out there. I was trying Sacramento in San Francisco, in New York and Sanders in Pittsburgh. But I was out there. I was trying, and there was times when I things would line up and there is I found two people that I used to know thirty years ago. I found my face and I reached out to them. Now, Facebook's weird because if you're not friends, already get you when I get to requests. But I'm hoping they up with one of them season it. At some point I did a friend of the question one too. If they

remember me? They do not remember me. It's been so long. I remember them and we kind of fund it reconnect. But there was I had a question on one of them. I still do. I was looking at God and other people like, Okay, I still do. But it's just it's just that I've been very fortunate and I look back and go, wow, I've had some very varied experiences. I really have, Like I mean, it's it's a trip. So think back to your life and what your day life was like. I don't know. I mean, you're still dating

me out. But I say for those of us who are just sitting here kind of going, okay, I don't listen ex romantically, but I'm looking back. What is what does your life say? You look back in your relationships was the same James R. Genie's is fifty plus talks you next time