The LIST

This is a reflection back on “the LIST” I had of the guys that I had hooked up with and was so proud of it at one time. Reflecting back now I understand better why I continued to choose the wrong guy, wanting the wrong relationship, excepting the little I got thinking it was cool to have another notch in my belt. Really it was just another hole in my heart leaving me more empty then ever. My heart is now full, full of love, respect, confidence and adoration for myself. Knowing what I deserve, loving the Lord, myself and who I really am. I am fucking cool, awesome, vibrant and full of life. My energy is my super power and it’s contagious and not available for the wrong reasons or souls.