This is the two seventeen recovery podcast with Corey Winfield. Stuff went numb. That shouldn't go numb, you know what I'm saying. I was like, what is it? No, I don't know, you don't and co Holt Marnie Winfield. It was kind of an awkward thing. He's like, would you guys want come along? Can you get away to come to the island. I'm like, yeah, you just got back from there. It is the twentieth of August twenty twenty three. My name Corey Winfield. My name's
Marnie Winfield. This is the two seventeen recovery podcasts that you've heard about your friends talking about. You see people wearing sober church. You're like, what is this podcast? I'm gonna check it out. That's us so welcome, polcome and kind of bittersweet news that we have to deliver today. And as I say this, don't let your heart drop. But this is the last podcast of two seventeen recovery for from the Home location. That is this home
location. And I know what you're thinking, Corey, what the what does that mean? What are you talking about? That's stupid. We're switching homes that's what that means. Are you going to get new episodes Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday? I don't know. Are you getting them now? It's kind of hit or miss, isn't it. You've always been busy. Girl's been busy, busy. I grab other people when I can. But no, you will get episodes from time to time, randomly throughout the week, as
you've continued to get for the past four months five months. Maybe just don't hold that against us. We do what we can, when we can do it, how we can do it. But yeah, we're pretty excited. Yeah, so que happy music. If you had that already, I didn't have that yet. You get what I'm saying. Yeah, I get it. You're saying, Okay, well I got this all right, there, you go buy a car. Now, we got a new location. We're gonna be broadcasting our broadcast for all every whenever we can. Here you go.
Yeah, this is It's gonna be interesting though, because cats are going to be in the mix like an mfer. Yeah, it's gonna be a different setup, but you know it's gonna be just home studio locations. Second one, we're gonna we're gonna have ever and well this is our first home home right that we're purchasing, like we're actually home buyers. Pay that team point two millions. Really exciting. It's right on the lake. It was overlooks the entire lake of Michigan. No, none of that of elevator that
goes from the ground floor up to the eighteenth floor. So it's ours is what the important pieces and so how big can Rock and eminem for it? So what I was getting at is that this is like, these are the things that happen when you're in recovery. You know, these are these promises coming true. And it's really it's really made me kind of sit back and look at you know, I interact with individuals on a daily basis at my
job that they're literally sometimes not even one day clean. I mean, they're they're sometimes even still under the influence when I'm talking to them, and you know, it makes makes me really think about how far I've come and and I can say to them, you know, and total sincerity is I've I've been exactly where you're at, because I literally have been exactly where they were at. Maybe not that exact same chair, but that exact same spot and
that exact you know, even that exact same location. I mean, you know, I've been through detox withdraw management programs time and time again, and you know, God willing never have to ever be there again. And I
feel pretty good about where I'm at with my recovery. But you know, so it's it's really kind of crazy to look back and be like, it was not all that long ago that I was exactly where they were at, and the things that have come true for me and for us, you know, as a couple, as a family, and it's like it's mind blowing, It truly is, and it's it makes me feel, it makes me
have confidence and hope for for others. When you're getting your well you've kind of got your coin, but your four years is coming up in ten days, it is coming up, yea to think like, wow, like all the stuff that's happened in four years, it's it's been crazy, yeah, but crazy good, crazy good, and the good stuff just keeps happening. We saw in front of ours today at the two seventeen Recovery Center, and yeah, I'll call her friend. You know, she's a big fan of
two seventeen. She's a mutual friend of ours with Tyrone, and you know, just seeing her, you know, out of treatment, just a different look on her face, different attitude. Does it mean she's gonna be sober forever? I don't know. I hope so. But it sounded like she she's loving this whole new life that she's realizing that she has now these opportunities, and you know, getting out of that old surrounding, the old neighborhood that she used to live in and now coming to a different one doing sober
living. She has kind of a new outlook on life. And yeah, she can have anything she wants to. And when I was talking to Tyrone the other day because I took him over to the mansion, and he's like, man Winfield, He's like, you know you inspired me. I was like, oh, well, you inspire me to right. He's like, no, you really do. And he was like, you ever think about writing a book? He's like, you need to write a book. You and Marty, you need to write a book. I was like, yeah,
I was just gonna jump right to the movie. But okay, maybe maybe I will write a book. I thought about it and maybe one day. Sure, because you're right for people to see, you know, where we are now and where we were, and people that used to know me back then, they were just like holy shit, like wow, this is
crazy. Some of them shrugged their shoulders and be like I heard you talking about it a lot, but I didn't know he had it in yet, you know, and and not saying that I had to be with you, but our paths definitely did have to cross, you know, to be where we're at today and to fight each other. And that's something we both wanted in life. I prayed for it. I had to like look hard to not settle for just anybody that came along, and I had to like really
pick and choose who who I wanted. I didn't wanted to just sleep around with a bunch of people. To me, whether it wasn't those pointless to do that. I'm forty, I'm a grown man. I should have had that droperty from a coach from o Colhoma State, But anyway, it was it was time that I had. I had to do that because I could have made the wrong choice. So many times I was telling Tyrone and this is how crazy and how simple, but how quick it could go the other
way. When Ryan was getting paid or he took money from that dude when we were managing the coal or the sort we're living at home in Point City, when he took money from that guy that has sex with his girlfriend in the garage. Not Ryan wasn't having sex with the dude's girlfriend. And he was like, hey, man, because the rule was no sex and house, and so he was like, hey, I'll pay Ryan, you know, and who let me have my girlfriend over and I'll have sex with her
in the garage? Real real sexy. Huh Okay, yeah, just gave me pulsive Okay. Well I found out about it and said hey, o, no on to Ryan and said, dude, that's that's not what we're doing here. But that doude offer me money too. And I was in between jobs, so I could have done the same thing. And what if I would have What if I would have just said, all right, man,
that's cool, Yeah give me fifty bucks. I'm gonna look the other way, or you know what if I would have went in there to Ryan and just been like yeah, like or if I just didn't say anything. If I didn't go into Ryan and say, hey, I'm telling the guy who owns the house what's what happened, and I'm gonna let him know about it tomorrow at the meeting, the house meeting, and then Ryan, you know, went out and he told the owner or whatever. I think he
made up his own story. I don't know, and I don't really care because I don't happen perfect. But then for the guy who own the house, come to me, I'm gonna go with one manager, like after the meeting, we were supposed to talk, but he goes out with Ryan. In's dead first, and then it comes to me and he's like, hey, after he had called me, I was like, I'm worried about Ryan. I was like, yeah, me too. I can't wait to tell you something. And so he comes to my room. It's like, look,
man, I'm gonna go with one house manager. I'm gona with Ryan. And I was like, what the fuck are you kidding? Me? Like wow, that dude, okay man, and my pride was hurt. And I immediately texted you and you're like, well, I can't say that I'm disappointed about that because I was kind of felt stuck because I told him I would do it for a year and I was supposed to follow through my commitments, you know, and I'm like, damn, it, and you were just like, hey, I'm pregnant with your baby, and I'm like,
oh man, I want to be with you. So like that had to happen exactly how it did. If it didn't, who knows. I mean, I'm probably sure I would have made the same choice. I'm like, all right, guys, I'm not sticking around here much longer. But just something so simple like that, you know, doing the right thing. Yeah, it was hard for a minute, so I would say, and Tyrone just was like, man, they did you dirty. You know, I don't think they did me dirty. I mean Ryan kind of did,
but like the whatever, it is, what it is. But some guys would have probably drank over that probably, you know. And for me, you know, to just be like all right, well what am I going to do next? And then you were like, hey, let's get a place, and it's like, okay, great, that sounds awesome. I don't have a job, I got some counts of money I owe apartment complex, like seven hundred fifty bucks if you can, and so yeah, let's get that figured out. And then then how that kind of rolled into a
tearful moment for me because I was on this I'm setting boundaries. I'm doing it by myself thing. I'm not asking mom before no more money, you know, like I'm gonna do it by myself. And then that comes up and it's like, oh crap. When we're trying to get an apartment at
COVID's just happening, it's impossible to even see or look at apartments. I finally we have a chance to get one, and you're doing like tons and tons and tons behind the scenes work to pull every string you can, and you're asking for help from everybody, you know, as far as like churches and organizations and stuff like that. Yeah, And I had to reach out
to my mom and ask her. You know, I tried being cute with it it because the COVID money, the first like thousand dollars Trump was about to release or something send out, and so I told my mom like, hey, you know, I was trying to be cute with it, and like, you want to earn some money. If you give me seven fifty for like a week, I'll give you a thousand in a couple of weeks. And as I'm like going on in this stupid text message, She's like
sends it to me, and I'm like wait what. And I was to the point where my mom would not loan me money, she would not give me money. If I needed gash, she would drive my ass to the gas station and watch me put it in, you know. So that that was a very tearful moment for me. I would like sign in the bed and cried and I was just like, oh my gosh, like to have that trust back, you know, And that was that was something that that
was special. And you know, with this this place that we had here for three years now, like it's been great, and you know, doing podcasts from the studio, I remember, I don't know if we ever used the really crappy mics in here. Maybe we did, I don't, I don't think so. I think he had some pretty, you said, some decent ones, which is what Mitch and Jeremy are using now. They do their from the two seventeen Recovery Center. It's called redacted Recovery Story or recovery
or yeah, just look up redacted Facebook or whatever. But we'll share some of our podcasts as soon as they like hit the ground running. But they're just dipping their toes in the water right now, and I think they're they're going to do some great stuff, but they're using those blue microphones we had in here. But then we had the pod mics, and then we actually got some really really good mics, and you know it wasn't really anything well,
I mean technically we bought them. I mean, you bought this for me for my for Christmas. And then I believe my mom got that mic that you're on for Christmas. Like that's all I was kept asking for was it was Mike's. And then I moved now to cameras Christmas and like, just want one gifts like you can keep the socks, you can keep the little towels, the pants, the candles, the beef jerky, whatever, keep all that. Just give me, give me a microphone. And to
see where we come down. I mean there's a lot of growth in it personally professionally, I mean the business when we first started, Like I'll always remember sitting here like losing my mind when I was trying to become a non emergency medical transportation provider and the stuff you have to go through with all these like different thanks to the State of Michigan and Sigma and gotta have this,
and then it's like I just remember it was like June. It was hot, and I was just losing my mind and you know, having the conversations with some of the people you know in this very room, and I don't
know, it's just just just been insane the growth of it. And now, you know, look at us. We have an office which hopefully we still have a few months and we can have it for a while because we're doing some really good things and you know, people are people are coming and taking advantage of, you know, having meetings at our spot and hanging out
with us and doing recovery coaching there. And that's the thing. Like, if you need to recovery coach in the Traverse City area, or maybe you're not you know, maybe you're just in Michigan, or maybe you're in Florida, whatever, man, you know, look us up online, call us say you want to recovery coach, you know, like that services as of right now is open to anybody. Oh but I don't have insurance. I have insurance. That to me, I don't think it matters. You know,
if you're calling and want to talk to somebody, call us. I mean I've been people been hitting me up this week and like crazy, Yeah, yeah, and people saying they're having problems a month ago, and one guy the same name as me, may because I want to added, like every Quarty win Field on the planet that has a Facebook page, I add them as friends. I think you did that time. I did, but
hey, everything happens for a reason. And you'd reached out and in a different state, and I'm just like, man, I don't really know how the things work there. And I tried looking, but I've been so busy with trying to write another Corey win Field reached out to you. Yeah, that's crazy. I know. I was like, I've definitely got to help
this guy. But it was it was tough because I've been so busy trying to do other things, and you know, with all the moving and trying to buy a mansion and what all the moving, all the move I'm watching you do. Hey, I took my cologne over there, and I took some some clothes. Yeah you did. You gotta pack up the studio. That's that's that's a lot of thinking I gotta do. It's the doing part that we can think it all day long. It's kind of like getting sober,
like we were like, I'm gonna do it. I'm really gonna do it. I even have a plan on how I'm gonna do it. We gotta have a plan. I'll even tell you about my plan and what it's going to look like. But until it actually happens and there's some action that takes place, that's when I'll be like, all right, man, well, I mean just that'll just s throw that stuff in the box, stuff on the wall. We should probably take the soundproofing stuff you're planning right now.
He's literally looking around the room right now, so that but we should probably throw all the sound proving stuff in your car. And I wonder how what's gonna sound in the new studio because it's open, Yeah, you know what I mean. And we're gonna find out. We're gonna find out there were eight deer running around right outside the window. You have a little we have a little wildlife animals in our backyard fall into the ocean or the lake Michigan. Oh my god, they're so cute, water front, They're so
cute. Yeah. I looked at tyros over I was showing it, you know, So I took him over there, and he's just like, what are them cats gonna do? When they see all these animals and like, what are you talking about? It's like, you've got animals one field. I was like, what are you talking about? And I look out and
there's a deer just standing right there. There's another one, one, another one, and I look up and there's like two little ones of the white one white spots, and there's two more kind of down in the forest. And I'm like, what in the hell? So I started counting on my hunt eight and I was like, holy cow, like that's crazy. So anyway, but yeah, so we're excited, as you can kind of tell, and yeah, it'll be interesting to see what it sounds like. And
I don't know, because it's just such an open space. I don't know, like here, it's not the perfect for acoustics, but I think it sounds all right. I'd like this better than the North Studio, yeah, from work, because that has too much I think. And I don't know. Yeah, but it's really cool because I mean, I know most of
our listener. I mean, I'm sure there's still people who start listening to us a long time ago, and I've kind of like been here throughout all these transitions because we're pretty open about like stuff that's going on, you know, in our in our world, because that's what keeps me sober, right, talking about what's going on, Like that's what I do. Want to go to meetings like what's up with you? How things been? Like what are my challenges? What are my achievements, what are my successes? Like
the whole shebang. And this kind of is a platform for at least for me, and I know it's for you too, is to like talk about that stuff, you know, and checking in and being like, this is where we're at. And so if you really were our a listener who's listened for the past three years? How many years is it now? You've been doing this four So I started joining around three years ago or so. Anyway, Like that's a lot of stuff and we've had. It's not all been
great either. I mean there's been some trials for sure. You know, crappy stuff does happen in sobriety, lots of things that probably fit the bill for you know, I drink because fill in the blank, but you know, I choose not to because there's nothing that can bring me back to that. There's no thing that I can think of that would make me decide to go back to drinking, because it doesn't Drinking doesn't fix it, doesn't make it go away. Nope, it just makes it worse. But in that
early phase of it, it's what we know. That's what we know. You know, when your brain lies to your brain tells you just do it, it's fine, and it's not, and it takes away that consequence. That's what's the front brain part is is what deals with consequences, and you know, like it just takes that right out of there and says, no't just just drink and you'll be good. And you're like, okay, I'll
yeah, I'll drink it. I'll be good. And but you might be good for a minute, least you think you are, but then you're not.
And you know that time that you can have, So like when people say, oh, man, I had four months and I failed and I've screwed up, and we'll get back up and keep going, because that that time that your brain is healing is time that your brain is healing and the next time you might get three months, you might get four months, you might get ten days, whatever, Get back up, keep going, you know it. If it sucks, you want to beat yourself up you want
to say you're worthless and your piece of shit. Whatever. Okay, move on. You know, it's about what you do next, and just keep adding that time up and then it'll get easier for you to accept that you can never drink again, that you can never do drugs again. And once you have your mind made up and you can lay it down as not an option. Oh, I had a bad day at work. What are you gonna do. I'm eat ice cream, I'm gonna go to bed, I'm gonna take a shower, I'm gonna make prying phone calls. I don't know.
Whatever you do, that will be your options. You know, drinking will not be one of them. Using drugs will not be I'll be one of them. Take that off the table, Just take it off. Well, I'm gonna go see him, my boy, Doug, But Doug does meth so well, Doug's not your boy no more. You know, like, don't talk to Doug. If Doug needs help, one day, he can reach out to you. He'll see what you're doing and how good you're doing. That's how you can do. You can't fix them, you can't
do anything else. You can just fix you, and that's hard enough so you just keep going do what you do and don't look back. And it takes a minute to get that routine down and have it feel normal. Right, I'm not gonna lie because you know, I remember in early sobriety and I was like, I'm not really having that much fun, like in like life is not like woo who like this is you know, I'm like living
the life. It's not. It wasn't like that. But I knew that things would get better, and I knew that I needed to grow into my own sobriety, that I needed to get like things that I wanted down the road, that's exactly what they were going to be. They were gonna be
down the road. And so it was like I just got through the day, and then I got through another day, and then I got through another day, and I mean, you know, I found joy and things that I didn't think that I ever could, simple things, you know, and you really start appreciating just life in general. And now like my most favorite thing to do is nothing, Right, That's what's up. You know what
I'm saying. You know, like I don't mean absolutely nothing, but like just like hanging out and having no there's no bells and whistles and fireworks and plans and tickets and you know, it's just chilling and enjoying being sober. And I mean to think that the chaos that my life was four years ago, it's just like I said, the only word I can think of is
it just pulls my mind. And he said something there though, he said down the road, And that's that's a great way to look at things because I remember one time you had to walk to work, which is way way way across town. I can't remember why I didn't take you or a way he didn't take the car, but we only had like one car, or only had one car sharing it, and I don't know what was going on then I had to take it and be so important. But you got to
ride. I think, stupid people you didn't ride. It's kidding, but anyway, but yeah, that's so that that day that you walked from here, which I feel bad about, and it's probably like three miles or something. Yeah, one way, hopefully I picked you up. I think I did. Pick three. I'm here to where I was working at the time. Yeah, so when you left here, you weren't like I'm going to walk to work and then you just hit the door and boom you were there.
Nope, then you walk to the road, but you got to the road, it wasn't like boom, Hey, I might work and hope you start to keep going. You know, Like that's that's a good way to look at your recovery. It's like, look, you might have a goal of where you're going, and that's great, and you can't get there, absolutely, but it's going to take time that that road is shorter longer.
Who knows for different people. But if you have a destination and you have a place that you're going, you can't get there, you know whether how long it's going to take that depends on so many different things. But that's kind of a way to look at things and don't get like, oh, I've been sober for six months and none of this is working. But okay, well then there's time to sit down and go, Okay, what's not working? But did you say you're six months sober? Yeah, it is
working. Yeah, but I don't have a job and I don't like this or I'm not I don't have an apartment, I don't have this. Okay, well that's time to sit down and figure out how do we get those things? Because you just had a job that you hate or whatever whatever you're doing, maybe it's not working for you. Maybe this is God saying, okay, it's it's time to switch gears. Man, Like it's not gonna fall on your lap. You know, you have to make those calls.
And sometimes it'll feel like, oh, that's impossible, but it's not. And there'll be plenty of doors that slam in your face. And that's fine. Yea. Those doors weren't meant for you. They weren't meant for you know. If they were, a God would open them. Yep. That sound like at things. And and there'll be times where you can get set up to make a wrong decision real quick. You know, stick to your
moral stick to your plan. You know, like I said, if I would have been like, all right, man, just give me the fifteen, I'll look the other way, or if I would have been like, Hey, I'm gonna go work at this restaurant and be a waitress because I
know I can make decent money. You know, most of this entry level job that's that has the worst schedule ever, because I want to I knew what I needed to do and what I knew what I didn't need to do, and I had already tried all that before, so you know, yeah, but then you could have had an apartment, you could have had dudes over and said you live a tumble. But see, here's the thing.
None of that would even none of that even would have like unfolded because it's I mean, I can't say for sure, but I know for a fact, like everything that I did is is is I don't want to say boring, but as like simple as I made it, it was exactly what needed to happen. And you still had a man over, yeah, to my mom's house where I was living. Yeah, I mean I kept it simple. I kept it super simple for sure. Yeah. So it's it's it's great to reflect every once in a while, you know, like I said,
Tyrone's proud of us and things that we're doing. Stuff. It's insane. I'll try to my best. Well, I'm no, I'm gonna get this room packed or whatever, this office and then my bathroom and whatever else you're telling me too, But it's here we go. Perfect example, I showed the guys how I worked the other day, I was writing this grant, which I really hope we get because we can really make a difference.
I'm telling you, I have such a strong feeling about this. It's a grant for like a media grant for a certain kind of addiction, and I thought, man, like this, this would be good for us. So it was due five o'clock on Friday, four fifty six. I sent that in. That's about sounds about right, and I was like, oh, well, that one file was real big. Let me send the other file just alone. I sent that in at four fifty nine. I was like, see, guys, I get things done like, that's the Windfield way.
It's gotta be last minute usually be hereful what you say, you're incorporating the Windfield me being Windfield as well, because that's not the way I do things. Sounds okay, this is a Corey way, then the Corey Windfield way. You can say that, yeah, but I mean it gets in there. I mean I'm not I'm not saying I don't like no, I wait the last minute on stuff too, for sure, I really do. So I have a little bit of that in me. Let's go back from
vacation. And honestly, I was like trying to get you to look at it and working out with me, and you're like, I know, I know. I was like, never mind, get with Adam and do it. I want you looking at that anyway. No, we yeah, it's just h yeah, we have it's kind of like, ah, I don't know. There was stuff that I saw that was and here's the one thing that I wish I could have turned in with. It was a video of me kind of explaining why I thought that was a dear as a little dog
under window, Oh my window, I can't stand the rain anyway. The yeah, the certain thing we applied for and we want to like raise awareness for this thing and whatever. And if you go to where they're supposed to be helped, now, it's not laughable because it's not funny. You and I both know how hard it is to try to get help sometimes and just by googling things or by going directly to the website that's supposed to help you
and it has nothing on there for you. And I know there are people out there that help people in this particular thing, but they're not listed, you know. But to actually do the work to find these people and then create a whole new platform, and I think that would be great, But to actually show in our proposal for the grant, like look it without sounding like this sucks, we need us but to be more about solutions, but just to show like this go over there. It's frustrating, like nobody knows.
Like the people that have gone there, they're they've went there once, twice, three times. They're done. They're not going back, you know, And it's just I don't know. That's the one thing I would have I wish I could have had time to do. It's kind of like just explain, like here's what we're doing and here's how it's going to be different. And there's these other people that are applying for it, and they get
it. I think every year. If they're that good at it, ww come it's not right, you know, because they're just doing the bare minimum. But that's not what we do. And addiction for the most part, addictions addiction, yep, you know, And we're not going to leave somebody who's a heroin addict out there suffering because they're not an alcoholic. We're not gonna leave an alcoholic out there because he's not a heroin addict. No, I mean addictions addiction, man, And we got to help those people out.
Yeah, that's kind of the deeper part of it. Absolutely so. But yeah, so I got it in there. So my point here is this room will be done in time. Yep, Okay, it's good, just letting you know. Don't worry about me. So the next time that we talk to you, guys, well no that's not true because you probably will do one from the other's from the office studio. It seems like there's something I gotta do on Tuesday. I just don't remember what it is. But oh yeah, write a grant. But we will let you. We
will let you. There's a huge grant. I have to get done this by this Friday at five, So we're on again. Yes, not funny. So yeah, this is the last studio from this location. So the next one might sound a little different, might not with all the ocean waves or the waves from like Michigan questioning it's the mansion and I'm telling you beautiful sunsets and sunrise is it's weird like in the perfect Spot, we go out, go out the east and we get the sunrise and then go out the
west deck. We'll go up to the fourteenth floor for that one. Yeah, we're looking watch the sunsets so lovely. Oh my gosh, yeah, I know full of it. Yes you are so Thanks though for listening, and we we'll be back who knows when, but it will be from a different thinks and two seventeen recovery dot Com. Oh yeah, man, I was gonna hate on Facebook because I got this message today. I know your money was getting ready to get up. She's like, all right, we're
done, don't you know me better than that. I'm not done with this podcast as yet. I had to pitch found something. No, I got this. I'm like so over Facebook. I'm so over social media. I don't if it's because I'm forty five or what. I'm not a kid anymore. I just don't care. But I feel like, okay, we have to have it because whatever, you know, because they could reach people.
Okay. Cool. When I get this message from Facebook today and it's like we've deleted or suspended your business account, like what it's like because someone's flagged you for it inappropriate content? And I was like what The last podcast was pretty awesome. It was just joking around from the studio, but I didn't break any of Facebook's content rules. I was like, man, what are
they trying to do. Is this their attempt to like squeeze money out of you like Twitter was trying to do, like get to verify button for ten books or whatever it was. I don't even remember. I don't know. I'm just like over that. And I just wrote them back because I'm sure it was a robot, and I was like, yeah, thanks for asking me about that, thanks for checking with me first about that. Yeah,
I appreciate it. Thanks for showing me what you're even talking about. But it's probably just one of those things where, well, if you were verified for twenty five ninety nine, I'm just gonna delete it. I don't even care. I'll think use Facebook to post videos and pictures of myself and you and my cats. Maybe something else soon. But anyway, I had to throw that dig in on Facebook because I didn't didn't make me happy. But see, in those situations, you know what I do. I just send
some smart ass remark back to robot that's never gonna read it. And then I moved f on bitch butt on the podcast. Done. There you go, There you go, There you go. Kids, there's an example. I hope you enjoy it all right, Now I'm done Yeah, all right, thanks everybody, have a great night. Thanks for listening to the two seventeen Recovery podcast. When a bunch of free spit from two seventeen Recovery go to the app all the website two seventeen recovery dot com