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This is Matt Henderson from Agnostic Front.
What were your experiences and opinions of Agnostic Front before you joined the band?
Well, you know, my first exposure to Agnostic Front was the Victim in Pain record. The year it came out in 84. You know, I was a punk rock kid in Minnesota. And, you know... I'd already been exposed to, I don't know, you know, the standard punk rock bands of the era, you know, Negative Approach, GBH, you know, a lot of the British discharge type, you know, punk rock bands and then, you know, getting just acquiring more and more records from other artists as I could get my hands on it.
And Victim in Pain was just one of those records that was just a staple. And I spent a lot of time looking at that cover and the liner notes and the gatefold, right? And the inside picture of those guys on stage and, you know, seeing the agnostic front skinhead t-shirts and reading all the lyrics. I mean, it drew me right in, right? And so I didn't really think much.
And, you know, because I had studied it so much, I knew they were from New York, but, you know, at that time, at least in the Midwest, New York hardcore wasn't a thing in the way it became. Obviously, there was a New York hardcore scene, but there was a Minneapolis hardcore scene. There was a San Francisco hardcore scene. You just assume there was hardcore scenes in all cities. Just starting to wrap my head around what New York actually was bringing to the table.
How did you end up joining the band?
Well, you know, as I mentioned, you know, being exposed to the band in 1984 because of the release of victim in pain. Um, and it, you know, it didn't stop there. Uh, you know, I, I followed, you know, the, their releases from their cause for alarm came out and then Liberty, uh, and justice for, um, I mean, they were, they were just, you know, they were one of my favorite bands. Um, and so, uh, Saw them play. I was in a band called Blind Approach out of Minnesota.
And, you know, we definitely looked up to Agnostic Front, you know, musically, you know, even kind of attitude wise. Right. Lyrically. I mean, you know, they just they had it all for us, you know. And so we did a tour in 1988. It was a very DIY tour. And we didn't play with Agnostic Front on that tour, but we crossed paths with them playing in Chicago that year. And that show was amazing.
And so, you know, getting to see them live, because ironically, they never played in Minneapolis until I joined the band. But so seeing them in Chicago and actually getting to hang out with them a little bit after the show, was an initial meeting for me with them. And we started to get to know a lot of New York guys based on that. And there was kind of this connection with Minneapolis and New York hardcore as time went on. So, you know, my band Blind Approach, we were skinheads.
And there was this band called Misery, which were like the cross punk band. And we were very tight. good friends, and we played on the same bill together a lot. And so we were kind of like the Minneapolis version of Agnostic Front and Nausea. And it just so happened that Misery were very good friends with Nausea. And Misery had a singer named Al Long who wound up joining Nausea later on because their original male singer, Neil, had left.
So Al, who was a friend of mine, moves out and lives with Roger and Amy in Staten Island. I went to school in Boston, and when Roger – sometimes I tiptoe around this, but Roger wound up doing a little bit of time – And the band was on hiatus. And when he got out and the band was looking to start up again, Steve Martin, who had been the guitar player prior, was just starting to focus on other things, like the record label and kind of just doing more industry-focused stuff.
So they needed a guitar player. Al mentioned to Roger, hey, you know, that kid from that band Blind Approach out of Minneapolis, He's going to school in Boston. You should reach out to him. And I got a call, which was pretty mind blowing at the time, you know, because I was just going to Berklee College of Music, not really sure what I was going to do and how things were going to play out.
But I didn't really think I was going to be playing any more punk rock necessarily, not because I was you know, against it. It was just, you know, I had a good run with blind approach, you know, and I was, I thought I'm going to put some energy and focus in the, I don't know, getting some type of career for myself going right. And I'm working part-time at this video rental store.
And my girlfriend at the time calls me and says, Hey, Roger from agnostic front just called and And he wants to know if you want to do a European tour with them. And she gave me a phone number, and it was a New York number. My initial reaction was it was my buddies in Minnesota trying to pull some type of just stupid prank. Right. And then when she gave me the number, I was like, oh, shit. And, yeah, I called, and we talked.
And, you know, I was invited to go – meet up with the guys and do a practice, uh, in, uh, Staten Island. And, um, you know, we just, we clicked.
What sort of pressure did he feel like stepping into a band like that?
You know, I can't really say I felt pressure. Um, like I, I wouldn't say this, this, this is not to me in any way, shape or form being like cocky. Uh, but I did feel pretty confident, you know, I mean, I, I'd spent enough time and I, you know, I, I'd spent time interacting with a lot of the New York guys. I knew a lot of guys out of New York at that point. Um, and I was very confident in my playing ability, you know? So it's like, I just felt like this, this will just happen.
Um, you know, I mean, it's just, it makes sense to me. Uh, and so, uh, It just kind of worked out. You know, I'll say that I treated it with a lot of respect. And, you know, I wasn't looking to just, you know, phone it in. I practiced my ass off before that first rehearsal. You know, Roger giving me a set list, which is kind of interesting. I actually I have I've got a page from a notebook that I was taking notes during classes at that time.
And I got the list of songs he gave me when I talked to him over the phone ahead of that first rehearsal, which is kind of cool to have that in my archives. But yeah, I practiced. I took it very seriously. But I've got to say, I didn't really feel pressure.
Hey, this is Roger from Agnostic Front.
How does Matt Henderson join Agnostic Front?
How did he join Agnostic Front?
Yeah. How did he go about like recruiting him and deciding that he should be the one? Cause he's a lot younger than you guys. Right. And, and he's just coming off. He's doing, he did like the, the blind approach band did two, seven inches to, to join agnostic front is like a, it's a big step up.
Oh yeah. Well, that's exactly where we first met him was with, um, you know, with his first band blind approach. And, um, And we liked him, you know, from, from the get go, we really liked him. We were looking for guitar players. I had just been released from prison and we started throwing guitar players out and his name came out. And at the time he was living in Boston. He was doing he was at that Berkeley music college, I think. And we just said, let's get him here. Let's try him out.
And, you know, he, he was definitely young. I'm younger than me and Vinny for sure. But he was in the same age bracket as Scully and, uh, and Willie, you know, Scully being Craig ahead and Willie. So, I mean, we were, we're all kind of, you know, we're about 10 years apart, if that or less. I mean, me and Matt were less than 10 years apart, but, um, We got him to go down to New York City. I gave him the ultimate test.
I don't know if he told you what the ultimate test was to make sure he was roadworthy. And then we started writing.
Do you want to say what the test was?
Sure. Sure. I was sitting in my living room, just got there, just patiently sitting there watching TV, didn't know what to expect. And all the rest of the guys were in my kitchen. So I said, well, we're going to see if this guy's worth it. So I took all my clothes off, stripped down to nothing, you know, my birth clothes. If you know what I mean? And I charged at him full blown naked and I, and he freaked out and he kind of put his hands up and I jumped over him.
And then he, he was like, what the fuck? And I was like, okay, this guy's got it.
That was great. So you're brought on to do the tour. When does the idea of doing the next LP come up and the idea that you're going to be involved in it?
You know, Roger had mentioned that that would be part of the plan on the initial first conversations we had, right? I mean, you know, like I said, he had that forced break on him. Now he's out. He wants to, you know, build the band back up. And, you know, that would include this European tour. That was a first for the band, right? And, you know, and at that time in 90, you know, very few bands had actually been to Europe at that point, at least from our circle.
I think the Gorilla Biscuits and I know Nausea had been out there. I can't remember who else, but it was, you know. Youth of Today.
Youth of Today had gone.
Yeah, that's right. Yep. Youth of Today. So, yeah. you know, but, but point being, it's like, look, we're going to do this tour and then I want to put out a new record. And, you know, it, it was time. The last record was the live at CB's in 88. So, you know, we're talking a two year break already at that point. So I just, you know, I knew when I was talking to him, I wasn't officially accepted into the band, but assuming I would be, that was part of the plan from the start.
What was the band setting out to do with this LP, and then what did you personally want to accomplish with it?
I don't ever remember the conversation saying what we set out to do other than just put out a quality record. To give Roger a lot of credit, he's got a really strong work ethic, and he Once he puts his mind to something, he digs in real hard. And he had bought, again, keeping in mind this is 1990, so the technology at the time was a Tascam four-track recorder on cassette, right? But he had bought that plus these little portable speakers, right?
Um, and, uh, this little boss, Dr. Rhythm drum machine, um, and a flight case, you know, that was all had foam inside it for these, this equipment to be, you know, really secured and roadworthy because we took it on the road with us. And I jumped right in, man. I mean, that was my wheelhouse. I knew I owned a Tascam four track recorder, you know, in my earlier days and that Dr. Rhythm drum machine I was really well versed in.
So I was like, yeah, let me, you know, let me take a shot at this, man. So, you know, in various, you know, downtime opportunities on the road. I just started putting shit together and I wrote Infiltrate and well, me, Craig and Willie together kind of worked on Infiltrate but Retaliate was the first song I put together and it had drums and guitar and everything as I by the time I presented it to Roger, he loved it. So I knew musically we were already clicking.
And, you know, for myself, what I wanted to do was just put out a damn good record. I can tell you my influences at the time from a hardcore standpoint was Killing Time, Killing Time, Bright Side. You know, obviously I had a lot of other influences before that that I would still draw from, including, you know, all the older AF records. And that was another thing is like AF historically, each record had a very kind of distinct and different style to it.
So, you know, it was kind of open-ended in terms of what we could do. There really wasn't any, you know, we were just able to kind of explore and just as long as the songs were good, in my opinion, that was the goal.
At what point do you decide that One Voice is going to be, in essence, a concept record all about your time in prison?
That was weird. That was the only record we ever recorded or I ever did lyrically that way. It's just weird. I mean, I had a lot of time to think about lyrics, obviously, and I kept writing stuff. So I had a bunch of written material, lyrical-wise, and I just kept going back Back to back, you know, that was my current memories.
I was just freshly released from prison and somehow ended up being like the wall Pink Floyd kind of deal or the Who's Quadrophenia ended up being a concept album and we've never done another like it. It's funny because I kind of tried to attempt that again with our last record. Get Loud. Get Loud, yes, yes, so many I forgot.
I tried to attempt it the same way with Get Loud because I, Get Loud started originally with the concept of, lyrical concept from my book, My Ride, that I had just released at that point about a year and a half or so. So I'm like, oh, let me make this one kind of concept based on lyrical content of my book. But it kind of, there was only so much I could write about because a lot of it I already had written in a book. So with with one voice, it was a whole new experience for me.
And I kind of wanted to put it all down, like, to people understand, you know, some of the harsh reality of it and some of the positive thoughts of it, like coming out and, you know, being better than, you know what I mean? So it kind of became this concept album, everything from lyrical concept to the actual cover and all. And it just happened. It wasn't purposely done. It's weird.
How do you see this album now? Like both at the time and now looking back, is it like a continuation of liberty and justice or is it a return to the AF roots? Like where do you see it?
One voice to me was a standout on its own. What was interesting about it, the whole writing process about it was interesting. Secondly, when we released it, there was really nothing kind of like it. You know what I mean? It doesn't sound nothing like liberty and justice. Liberty and justice is more like a – speed metal-ish kind of almost approach, hardcore, hardcore mixed with speed metal kind of deal. One voice stood out on its own. It was kind of like a lot more mid-tempo.
And it was, I think it was kind of like more like the birth of the new school sound. If you drop my vocals out of one voice and drop Matt Henderson's leads and you throw Freddie in there, it sounds like a Madball record, you know? Yeah. it had that approach. It kind of brought something fresh and new to the New Yorkocracy, even though oddly and weirdly, it wasn't as appreciated when it came out.
You know, it was, uh, it didn't make as much noise as, um, liberty and justice or cause for alarm or any of that. People were like, they didn't understand. It was, it was very different. You know, it was, it was also, we were also been leaders, not followers. Anyway, we wanted to try something different, I guess. And, um, It started making more waves. It started making all the waves in Europe. Europe loved it. Europe was released on vinyl on Roadrunner Records, and Europe ate on Voice Up.
They loved it, loved it, loved it. But in America, it didn't make the noise that we thought it was going to make. It was weird. And at the same time, it could be because of the... The changes in the music industry, too, and the music production. Because like I said, that record was never available on vinyl in the United States. And we've always been an underground punk, hardcore, metal, whatever band. And vinyl was always important to our fans. It was only like a CD thing.
But then CDs were popular, too. For some reason, it didn't click. We did a great tour for it, and it clicked more on the metal side. When we toured with Obituary, Cannibal Courts, Malignant Creation, that was a fantastic tour. I only did half of that tour, by the way. Freddie did the other half singing because I had surgery. But for some reason, most of the noise was overseas. And as soon as we stopped playing, people started liking it. It was weird.
Can you talk about the dynamic of you, Matt, and Craig writing compared to the other lineups that you've had?
One voice was interesting in writing because Matt Henderson was really, really wanted to do this new style, new record, which is what we have here. Craig was very involved in the writing too, of course. And so was Willie. Willie, we're all there. We all basically, we lived and breathed this album for a good two, three months. What we did was we locked ourselves in a studio in Staten Island, New York.
new york for a month we rented a studio for a month and we were in there we had access 24 7. and when we weren't in there we were at my house because that's where everybody was staying at and uh just putting the lyrics to work with the music you know it was continuous like making sure everything fit in right everything was good although all the music was continuous it was written in that dynamic. We kind of locked ourselves and said, we're going to do this record. And that was the outcome of it.
And I enjoyed it. You know, I really enjoyed the writing process because it was, like I said, it was interesting. It was different. And I got help from some of the guys. Like I said, Matt Henderson was very involved in helping me, making sure things kind of work time-wise and stuff within the songs. You know, there was just one song that short that we realized after we went in the studio that we were missing a song, that we needed a little bit more time. And that was written in the studio.
And that's Bastard, right?
That's correct.
Yeah, that song is credited only to you. How is that about?
Well, we needed a song. We were in the studio. And I just said, give me a minute. Give me the guitar. I went upstairs. And I wrote a song. And we came back down. We played it. And that song was kind of, you know, it was very personal. It had a very personal message. It was related to something like it kind of like what created me to become who I became and led into where I went with the whole One Voice record. Like it was kind of the start to one.
why a lot of stuff happened to me to go through that path. That's how it tied in with the record. And, uh, we came down and just, they recorded it. I did it. And that was it.
Yeah. Those lyrics are so heavy. It's pretty insane that you came up with that on the spot when it comes to writing stuff. I I've kind of always bounced around about how the process is right. Like how much can you plan and how much is getting in the right mindset that you're almost like channeling, uh, things that come through you. And like, so you just need to somehow be open to something flowing through you and then you can like lay it down. How do you see the writing process?
You know, for me, I always, it's weird. There's only maybe two or three times in my life where I've written the lyrics prior to the music. It's weird because like I said, all these lyrics were written, but they were just lyrics written. You know what I mean? Yeah. But most of the time, and I do that, I write lyrics, I write stuff, I leave it around. But most of the time I have to hear the music and the music has to say a line to me, has to say something to me. And it could be one line.
And then from there, I just go creatively, you know, from whatever I heard in the song. Now it's time to go. Or I can match these lyrics because I have, it's talking about the same thing.
A couple of times in my life, career I guess if you want to say it was been different where I've actually written full lyrics with a song and concept I would write the lyrics and here comes the music and Bastard was one of those songs for sure I mean Victim of Pain was all like that I created I wrote all Victim of Pain music and lyrics pretty much except for like two songs that came from the past like one United Blood song and one song from Vinny's prior band so it was um When I need to get to
it, I get to it. And currently, for example, For My Family was one song like that. We were traveling internationally, and I was on a plane for like 10 hours. And I said, okay, I got a song. Here's the lyrics. Here's the music. Play it. And that was it. And it became a really big song. So it's been weird like that. It depends. Sometimes it happens. But most of the time, I got to hear the music. The music's got to say something to me. And then I go from there.
My name's Craig, Craig Sitari. People call me Craig Ahead. I played on Agnostic Front Room Voice. I was in the band from summer of 87 till the spring of 93. We wrote that album. The concept was to keep it pretty simple. And, you know, it was a little different than a lot of what AF was doing. So we were just kind of like not really overthinking the writing process.
We were just writing and letting it happen between Matty Henderson and I. And Roger wrote a little bit of that as well, and it just turned out the way it did. Like I said, I'm not super happy about the mix, but I do like some of the songs.
Can you discuss the songwriting dynamic between you, Roger, and Craig?
Yeah. It was kind of compartmentalized. Me, Craig, and Willie would spend a lot of time just banging out song ideas at the musical level in this rehearsal studio in Staten Island that Roger had reserved for us. So we were regulars at this place, and I'm not going to remember the name of it. But Staten Island was where Roger lived, and me being new to the band and not really having any of my own you know, living quarters to really deal with. I was living at Rogers too.
And, you know, Craig lived in Queens, but he would come spend the weekend usually, or, you know, a few days at Rogers for the purpose of just rehearsing long stretches. And me, Willie, and Craig would just bang out ideas.
I, you know, I will say, I felt like I brought a lot of like raw ideas up into the mix um and working with craig taught me a hell of a lot because he he really knows how to break a riff down analyze like okay i i hear what you're playing there but why pick it like that why is your accent here what if we put the accent on the downbeat and now it drives, right?
There's a couple of riffs and I'm not gonna remember which one specifically, but there was a couple where he's like, no, no, no, no, play like this. And he'd say, see, you hear that? Now it's, you know, it sounds tougher. And he was fucking right. And then, you know, so we would, that's what me, Willie and Craig would do. And then Roger on the side had, you know, a volume of lyrics. He had spent a lot of alone time over the past two years and put together a lot of his thoughts.
I really appreciated the fact that he was willing to work with me because I don't know why, and I'm not trying to say I'm amazing, but I do feel like I kind of have this niche of working with vocalists in terms of, okay, you got these lyrics. I understand where your heart is with this, but these words you got, I don't understand how you're gonna make this into a song cadence, right? What's our verse flow? What's our chorus flow? Where are the hooks, right?
And so Roger and I spent a lot of time in that realm And it clicked real well. And so that's essentially how, you know, that record was developed.
Do you know how the Relativity deal came into place?
Yeah. I mean, Relativity was, you know, so In Effect was, right? I mean, Combat Corps, In Effect, they were all kind of like smaller splinters of Relativity, right? So Agnostic Front was basically signed to Relativity, but by the time we were working on One Voice, all those smaller subdivisions with those titles were dropped, and it was all just Relativity.
That 91 to 93 era is such an interesting era for hardcore. I
call it a shitty era, to be honest with you. That's not to knock the bands that were part of it, but the scene itself was... you know, it was crowds were sparse and, and people were moving in a lot of different directions and, and, and, you know, hardcore was kind of in a weird state.
Right. And a lot of bands start playing metal, but in like the hardcore lane, what do you think is like the most influential that era? Like I, I singled out the bright side LP, the breakdown 87 demo, and then that first biohazard LP. What do you think about that? I
mean, no question. Biohazard had made a huge impact. You know, their live show was, you know, it was amazing. I mean, they were, they were, they were, were one of the, at that time, one of the best live bands I'd ever seen.
And I watched it, you know, evolve and grow from, you know, them being the hometown heroes in Brooklyn at L'Amour to headlining the Ritz and having that whole crowd of, I don't know what the Ritz held at that time, you know, about 2000 people, maybe just, I mean, just, bouncing to what they were bringing. And so, yeah, they were a big part of it. You know, there was like, I can tell you the records I was listening to at the time when we were writing. Sure. Lights, Camera, Revolution, right?
I think that's the name of it. Suicidal. Yep. That was pretty fresh. Slayers, Seasons in the Abyss. and Brightside, you know, plus just every other classic hardcore record. I mean, I always wanted to make sure on some level I was holding to some roots there. But, you know, that was me, what I was listening to. And me, Craig and Willie, we also would, you know, Judas Priest, Iron Maiden, Black Sabbath. I mean, we loved the jam.
I mean, we would get into our rehearsal studio and sometimes we wouldn't play anything but just cover tunes of some earlier heavy metal or rock just to kind of have fun. But when you talk about the scene at that time, I mean, quicksand. as example, right? Which I refer to as post-hardcore. And that was a big deal because that was not just a musical thing, but a kind of a mental thing. I had felt like people were consciously checking out and moving away from hardcore.
Yeah, hardcore, isn't that kind of two years ago? You know, we got this new post-hardcore thing now, which kind of irritated me actually. And the other thing was like social distortion, right? They had the ball and chain type era and this suddenly everyone's dressing like they were cast members of Grease, which kind of irritated me a little bit too. But, you know, and that's not to take away anything from quicksand or social distortion. I want to be clear about that.
Those, they were great bands in their own right. Uh, but there was sort of this, you know, movement I felt for people in the scene to just kind of dismiss hardcore or anything that, that seemed to resemble, you know, hardcore of the recent past.
Oh, I would have to say, um, 91 through 93 and, Forward? Well, you see, I can't really say Madball because Madball didn't really kick into gear until after I stopped playing around 93 because we were Madball too. Madball really kicked off after, even though there were playing shows around then. I mean, we were playing a few very little shows. I'm trying to think. There was a lot of the... I'm trying to think over here. You got me stumbled over
here. So what I, what I wrote down is that it's kind of the band start taking more influence from bright side or the breakdown 87 demo or that first biohazard LP.
Pretty much. And that was really it. Those bands you mentioned were kind of like highlights. A lot of bands from, uh, from the bond street days and stuff like that, or the, um, Or like the Biohazard days, like you said, from the Lemours scene. That was what was kind of starting out. Even though Biohazard didn't really make huge waves again until probably around 92, 93 or on, 93 and on. Because, you know, that's when they started making bigger noise internationally, too.
You know, like kind of when we kind of stopped playing a little bit, a lot of bands that we were all on the same levels, kind of blew up because we kind of stopped. It was weird. Like, you're sick of it all, you're biohazards. Those bands really got big internationally. Right when we kind of stopped, I needed a break. And then we went back and then, you know, we got what we got, you know?
You know, the scene was changing. Before that, it was a straight hardcore scene that went into a little bit of metal. And hip-hop had come in in the late 80s and early 90s, and there was a little bit of a gangster mentality that started coming in, which was somewhat negative, but musically, it added a lot of groove to the music. So I can't cite anything specific that was a specific band that would have influenced us during that era, but it was just a culmination of all different types of music.
I mean, in that album, you hear a lot of the earlier influences, at least of mine, and I'm assuming Maddie Henderson's, Some of that new wave of British heavy metal type stuff is even in there. It's got some throwback material in there. It's just like a melting pot of a lot of different things.
Let's jump into the songs. First song, New Jack.
I'm pretty sure New Jack was one of those songs where I had a riff and Craig kind of reshaped it. And I'm pretty sure it was his concept of the intro with the one guitar doing the and then the octave chord ring outs on top of it. And Roger had his lyrics. So that song came together real well. That's definitely one of my favorites on the record.
The introduction to that album was very important because it was kind of like lyrical content. It was me talking about, here I am, you know, a newbie into the state penitentiary system. Because, you know, I've done days and nights in county and stuff like that, or local. But this is me, now a newbie going into the state penitentiary. And it was important to me because... You know, when you go in there, you don't know what to expect. You don't know there's certain mannerism all of a sudden.
Like, it was wild for me to see that there was prison manners and prison etiquette and things you need to do that you would never think about. There's more manners and more etiquette in prison than there is out here. It's insane. And, you know, somebody at that time was a friend that I made in prison, of course, and he just said, hey, you know, He kind of knew I was new, whatever. He sat me down and said, this is the way it goes. Just, you know, he was doing, he had done like 23 years.
He was about two years to get out. So, you know, I took that to heart. Okay, One Voice.
One Voice was a Craig concept, the band The Psychos. I think one voice was a song by the psychos and Billy psycho was the lead singer of the psychos. And, you know, that was a, a tribute to that very early era, New York hardcore. That was real raw and, and chaotic and crazy. And, you know, something that was part of agnostic fronts roots. Um, so, you know, we just kind of wanted to wave that banner.
Um, and, uh, you know i mean musically um i mean it was just you know banging away coming up with uh good riffs you know i i remember too having to do the solo on that record i remember having the conversation with craig you know am i should i be doing a solo he's like you should be doing a solo on more songs than less on this and i was like really Um, you know, cause I, I didn't want to like come across like, you know, this is like,
you
know, my show or anything, you know, I just wasn't sure what, what, you know, where the temperature was on that, but yeah. Um, so that's that.
Well, that's a really good solo. Where do you rank it in your solos?
You know, I'll say this, um, I am really proud of those solos on that record. And that is where maybe I did feel a little pressure. You know, it's funny when I look back on it, but, you know, we were on Relativity. You know who else was on Relativity? Steve Vai, Joe Satriani, you know, guitar heroes of mine, right? I'm like, well, fuck. I mean, if I'm ever going to play anything that... you know, might be, you know, that's going to be a representation of me as a lead guitar player.
I mean, this is that time. So I worked my balls off to practice, you know, and I had a lot of free time. I didn't have a job when I was with AF in those days. I mean, I quit school. I was really in a zone of just, you know, mastering my craft as a guitar player. And, you know, by the time I got into the studio to actually record those solos, I'm just being honest, I was even kind of surprised at the level of technical capability I had achieved through like hours and hours of practice.
And up to that point, I was like, holy shit, this is crazy. Now, I'll say that unlike others, it Absolutely.
Absolutely.
Biohazard, right? I mean, you know, as we talked about earlier, they were a huge influence on, you know, New York. And we were, you know, we recognized what they were doing. And, you know, their backups on that first record were very, you know, prominent artists. Um, so, you know, it wasn't, it wasn't a conscious thing I can assure you, but, um, it just, you know, fed into how we structured our songs and we, we had, we had, uh, we had buddied up with those guys, uh, at that time.
We were, we were pretty close to them around that time. We, you know, go to each other's shows and, and, uh, hang out at each other's rehearsals and, um, So we go way back with those guys, and we were real tight at that point in time with them, and we needed some strong vocals for backups. We knew if we were going to put backups on the record, let's get some pros, right? So we got Billy. Who was it? It was Billy, Bobby, and Danny. Evan was not there.
Um, and then, you know, I was living in Boston going to school. So, uh, not to say that the AF guys didn't know wrecking crew, but, um, I had a little bit more history and it was a little closer to them and, you know, Normandy's in Rhode Island, which is just like less than an hour away from Boston. So I reached out to, to, uh, those guys and, and Glenn, uh, Ralph and, uh, Keith were able to make it.
And, uh, you know, so then me, uh, I think it was me, Craig and Willie with that entire group to do the backups. And yeah, I think they came out really well.
And a guy named Winnie from Holland.
That's right. I forget about that. You're right. Yeah. The guy we had met on that first tour that just coincidentally happened to be traveling through the States at that time. And, you know, we put him up and he just rode along and he was there.
That was, basically is straight up like i'm in i'm in i'm in obviously i'm in prison i'm in my own you know at the time it was my own cell because we were isolated 23 one you know 23 hours lock one hour uh wreck you know and uh you know i finally started to feel like like some kind of a beast some kind of an animal like a you know, like contained animal. And that's where these, those lyrics pretty much came from. And it talks about how I fought through it and I went through it.
And I, you know, I stood strong through it. It takes a very strong person to stand through a 23 lockdown, one hour wreck. And I'm not kidding. It's no, it's, it's no easy thing. It's a complete mind funk. And all you got is 23 hours to, Think about all your fuck-ups in life. And that's what that one's about.
Let's go on to Infiltrate. And the idea of doing an instrumental song in the third slot, that's a little unconventional. What's your take on this?
You know, third slot wasn't even really... Why it was the third slot, I couldn't tell you. Why we even had an instrumental, we just kind of viewed it as... I just did it as kind of a little intro type thing. Craig was the one that came up with the idea, Infiltrate, as the name. I think at one point he wanted to call it Desert Storm. You know, as a tribute to the troops. But yeah, that just didn't happen. Yeah, I don't know.
We just thought it was a cool little piece of... piece of heavy music that we definitely wanted to include on the record, and that slot seemed to be where it belonged at the time.
Yeah, was there no thought of maybe just tacking it onto the front of the tombs?
I mean, that was kind of the idea, right? And I don't know, in my mind, I guess I assume that that's how it would be interpreted when people hear the record, but I guess maybe because it's got its own title and it does have a little bit of a fade out, right? That it's viewed as its own song. Uh, it was really meant to be more of just an intro to whatever that next song was live. We never played the tunes. Um, we did once and people just looked at us. Uh, so we never did that again.
But, uh, uh, yeah.
Uh,
It was really meant, in my opinion anyway, to be more of just an intro to another song.
We started playing that out live more than before the record came out. You know, if you look at that video from Us Gorilla Biscuits and Sick of It All, you'll see we'll play Infantry and it'll go into Strength, you know? It was just a cool instrumental piece that I'm pretty sure Matt Henderson came up with, I think. I can't remember. And we kind of always wanted to leave it that way because it felt good as an intro into a song. So there was never any lyrics applied to it.
Let's talk about the tombs. This is your piece. The solo on this, I think, is the best on the record. What's your take on that?
Yeah. I mean, I, I would agree. Right. Uh, in terms of if I was going to rank my solos on the record, uh, that was it. You know, when I, I have my ups and downs with it, like on some level it's, um, it's a little overboard. And even at the time I was like, God, is this too much? And I remember being in the studio after I did it, like, I was like, okay, that came out good. but is this just too much, you know? And at one point I was like, man, now let's, let's not do it.
I remember being kind of, I wouldn't go as far as to say embarrassed, but I felt a little self-conscious about it. And I remember especially like, like the assistant engineer in the studio and everyone else was like, what are you fucking crazy? It sounds amazing. Leave it. I'm like, all right, I'll leave it. You know, Just from a sheer performance on the guitar, I definitely feel real proud of it. That song as a whole, though, I think is interesting. There's no debate.
There's a Judas Priest influence in there, and that wasn't a conscious thing. It wasn't like, okay, let's do a Judas Priest song. But, I mean, there's no debate. We listened to a lot of Judas Priest when we were recording that record, and that somehow just seemed to... come into our songwriting. And there it is, man. We used to, you know, we used to laugh at the end of that song. We would talk about if we did a video for it, we'd be performing on the back of a flatbed truck down the highway.
Like we just thought that like that was kind of.
The solo is long. It goes over like two parts of the song. That's kind of what makes it great. It's like you have a chance to let it breathe. And then also the riff coming out of it, I think is probably my favorite. riff on the record that's not like a groove riff.
Really? Yeah. What I'll say is from an arrangement standpoint, from just a pure musical standpoint, I think the song is good. It makes sense. It did what it was supposed to do. I think the question was, is it right for agnostic front? You know what I mean?
Yeah, because it has a arc. It ends with the gangs at the end. It's like a crescendo, too.
I mean, you know, and to me, any song I do, I personally think in terms of song arrangement, and I try to get some type of... You know, it's not like, okay, this song has to have an arc and this song, but it's like, well, where's the song going? What's it doing? You know what I mean? I have some sort of weird traditional song arrangement type of fixation, I guess. And I can't just let a song, I mean, look, sometimes the song will just plop out and it's like, that's it, man.
Why, you know, there's no need to sit and tweak on, right? Other times songs are like, well, you know, It's cool. It's got a cool riff, but I'm not really, I'm not, I don't know. This song feels like it's taken too long or I'm, you know, I'm bored with it, or I don't even understand why we're here when we were just over there type of thing. Right. That it was well-crafted. I'll say that, but it really was a question of, is it right for agnostic front who's known as this?
Yeah. I mean, again, if you think of what, what victim and pain was, and then you play the tombs, It's questionable. But everything in between, like I said before, we kind of had opportunity to do whatever the fuck we wanted, in my opinion. And that's what we did. One other thing I'll say about that song and the solo is, you know, Rocky George subconsciously, right? That Lights, Camera, Revolution. No question that, I mean, listening to that record a lot, I think maybe you don't hear it.
I do a little bit of the Rocky George kind of, bendy type stuff in the solo
uh tombs is easy um a place you know in new york which is like the rikers island is the tombs and stuff like that it's a county you know i was going through a lot of shit um and and at that time there was a really big case with some some um some guy some maniac killed a police officer and he was wearing an agnostic front shirt, a bootleg shirt. We never printed, never made, but it was like this classic bootleg that was pretty popular. I actually have it.
And it was like an old flyer that we, when we play with the cycles, actually Choi from California drew up the design. It was just a bunch of skinheads, whatever, beating up a cop, you know? So this guy kills a cop and, While he's listening to our music and he's wearing that shirt. And it was just like they tried. That was going on at the same time as my regular trial. So I just kind of came up to add more fire to the shit I was going through. And that's exactly what it did. Add more fire.
Also, and I went from being this, you know, this drug guy, whatever, to a leader of a neo-Nazi skinhead cop killing person. You know what I mean? So during my trial, I had to get, and I did get, which was amazing. I got like a thousand signatures at a matinee or one or two matinees and collected a bunch of signatures. People say, no, Roger's not like this, not like this. And it was presented to the judge and then also to my attorney at the time who I felt sold me out.
But that's, how that's the lyrical contents of that song started
yeah and the next song your fall this is like a straight perfect hardcore song
yeah that was uh that song was pretty much all my riff um you know craig and i we we spent a lot of time really just you know working together and getting to know each other and And a big thing with him was concepts, right? And we used to, you know, just talk about in like a real humorous way, you know, make up concepts about this, that, or the other thing just for laughs. But it also played out in music too. And like as an example, and he had a lot of terms like forearm or forehead.
You know, that song's got a lot of, that riff's got a lot of forehead to it, you know?
Yeah.
You can't really exactly explain it, but I think you kind of understand it when it's said. So that song definitely had a lot of forearm, I think. And it was also written in the key of F, which guitar players out there know you're not just banging away on the open strings. You're now basing everything off of the first fret of the guitar. And that's not really typical go-to. And it was kind of my conscious decision to try it and go there and, you know, deviate from the more, um, typical.
It's about, you know, prison, um, ah, you want to call it slavery or whatever you want to call it. It's about like, you know, prison workers, you know, we worked for pennies for nothing, building walls, doing whatever dirty deeds we did for the state at very little income. You know, it's weird because, you know, I'm talking about this stuff and I understand some of this stuff because, you know, I mean, the penal system is kind of weird.
There's a lot of people that are innocent that are caught up in the mix and there's a lot of people that did what they did and they're paying for their crimes, but, you know, you're in there working for pennies, working for nothing and it doesn't feel good to know that you're whether you're building these walls or making license plates or whatever you're doing, you're only getting paid like 17 cents a day. It's just kind of that
theme, you know? Over the edge. This is, it's almost like a proto-Madball.
Yeah, for sure. One of my favorites, no question, you know, that's the Stomp, right?
Yeah.
I was really excited when we put that one together. Had a good time writing it, had a good time being in the studio. I remember when we were tracking it, Armand was with us a lot in those days when we were right, as well as he'd come up to the studio because he was working at the label. He wasn't drumming and sick of it all at that time.
He was actually working with Relativity, so he kind of had justification to be up there, you know, not just hanging out, but he could kind of claim it to be, you know, business related, if you will. And I remember I came up with the concept of having that feedback track underneath in the verses, and he commented and thought how cool that was. And so I... I was glad to get some positive feedback from him. No pun intended. Well,
you know, that song has to do with being... There's certain people. I don't want to mention names. But, you know, I felt pretty let down, pretty alone. And I thought people that were closer to me would have stayed closer to me. And what I got was... Nothing. And I just didn't understand. It kind of felt used. There were some people that wrote to me, some people that came and visited me, blah, blah, blah. And I understand. I'm far away, whatever.
But once I made a phone call to this person and didn't even accept it. So I was like, wow, I should have listened to everybody about you. You know what I mean? And that was pretty much what that song was about.
Undertow, the intro is very like Damage Incorporated, Metallica. Is that on purpose? Like those fade-ins?
Oh! I can't remember how we decided it needed an intro, but I mean, you know, I know... One of the things was going up to Normandy. Normandy Sound was known, as I'm sure you are well aware, as generating some of the best sounding heavy recordings of the era. And it was my first time being in a pro studio. and I wanted to try to do anything and everything we could to do cool shit in the studio.
And I remember actually being at a, I'm sure it was a class when I was going to school and I can't remember what class and all the context, but somewhere we were talking about sounds and the idea that if you cut off the attack of an instrument, like a piano, for that example, and you just hear the note sustaining, you can't really tell that it's a piano, because the attack of the hammer hitting the string is really what kind of defines the sound of the piano.
And so if you do that and do the same with a guitar, it's like, well, what instrument is that? And that was what we did, that our engineer, Jamie Locke, was a piano player. And when we came up with this kind of idea for this volume swell thing with the guitar, we got him to do the piano. And he rode the faders up and down on that SSL board to eliminate the attack on the piano. And that's really all it is. It's a couple of tracks of electric guitar and a piano without the attack on it.
And then that intro riff is like... one of the best two riffs on the record, that groovy-ass riff.
Yeah, I don't like to try to grab credit just for myself. But that riff was mine. I came up with that riff, and I was pretty damn proud of it myself. Definitely one of my favorite riffs too.
It's about my experiences, everything I went through, predating that and during those times. And, you know, I'm being unable to get on the other side of it. And everything I ever did kind of pulled me back. You just get pulled back. It's an undertow.
It just... can't get ahead of this struggle and you know it was my own struggles it was just i didn't have the right guidance or i didn't have the right tools i didn't know how to get ahead and i learned all that i figured all that later in my life but at that time that point when i was writing those lyrics it just felt like a constant struggle of one step forward two steps back which is classic too right there you know
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I mentioned earlier, Retaliate was the first song I wrote on that four track. It wasn't. It was Now and Then. It's a little bit of a blur at this point in time. But yeah, I liked it when we demoed it. Just being honest, I didn't care for the song as much once we got into the studio and laid it down in comparison to some of the more heavy hitter tracks. But it's still cool.
That one explains the situation. I tried to explain why I did what I did, and you know what? I was just scared, you know, not for myself, scared for my new family, scared of living in, at the time I was, you know, living in a warehouse department or abandoned buildings, and I have a child now, and I'm trying to explain why.
why I did what I did, even though the truth of the matter is I didn't know then all, you know, my explanation and my reasoning, you know, is really unjustifiable because there's a lot of people that, whether through the chains of what I was doing, really got hurt in their lives and maybe some died, you know, who knows? I just didn't know. I wasn't aware. I was very selfish.
I was... of thinking just for me and at the same time scared because I had a child and my child you know people come home with kids and they got cribs and stuff like that my child had a drawer a drawer that you like a drawer where you put your clothes in and that that was the bed I made for my child and that draw was right next to our bed on the floor in a warehouse department you know it was crazy but Like I said, when you look back, it's different when you're in a situation and it's happening
as opposed to when you look back and you see faults. But it took time. It took years to recognize that.
Crime Without Sin. This is the other one with the great intro, Groovy Roof.
That song was written by Todd Youth. So Todd was... you know, a good friend of the band. And, you know, we spent a lot of time hanging out in those days when we were writing. And he would come out and jam with us every once in a while. And he had some ideas and we jammed on it. And ultimately that originated from him.
Yeah. You know, that one's, you know, you realize you're in prison, you're locked up. And, you know, everybody finds God in prison, I'll tell you right now, or everybody starts praying when they work, you know. And, you know, and I fell into the same trap, you know. And, you know, maybe it's not a trap because I still believe there is a higher being, you know, whether you want to call it God, Allah, or whatever you want to call it.
I still think there is a higher being and sometimes we find ourselves trapped.
you know, make those prayers or those spiritual awakenings or spiritual moments, you know, and I was going through that, you know, and I was, felt like I was abandoned, you know, by God, if you want to call it, whatever you want to call it, because I was seeing like, you know, you see all these people, like these people have committed hideous crimes, you know, like, um child molesters or some horrible murders whatever and they're all born again and they're in the temples and they're like
preaching and god found god found me and i just didn't understand like how do you forgive people like that so i was just caught in that i was just caught in that like you know like it's funny because uh I know this has nothing to do with what we're saying right now at the time for writing those lyrics, but just the other day I was talking to my wife about this, how something came up where this person, the priest wouldn't marry this person because he wasn't a Christian.
He was a Protestant, so he wouldn't marry this person. I was like, look at that. But you go to jail and you can commit whatever hate is coming. They're trying to convert you and welcome you to heaven, and they can't marry this person because he's a Protestant. So it's just that,
you know. The song Retaliate. This one has probably the best gangs on the record. It's so catchy.
Yeah. And that's kind of all I think about when I think of that song. Again, to me, not one of the heavier hitters on the record, but it definitely fit the overall package.
It was an actual incident. It was a few incidents, but This one in particular was like, I trusted a person and it had nothing to do with him. And we were, you know, we were prison friends, you know, and we were friends. you know, we were just prison friends and his cousin came in and it was his cousin. So I trusted his cousin because it's my friend's cousin and he tried to play me, you know?
And then I had to tell my friend, hey, you know, I got to do what I got to do, you know, and your cousin's trying to play me.
So just want to give you fair warning and he actually ended up talking to his cousin and everything worked out but it was stupid you know what you know what it was about it was about a fucking magazine but you know the point is it wasn't just about the magazine it was about respect like you're thinking you're gonna keep this and not give it back you know what i mean and if you don't It's hard to explain, but if you don't keep to your word, if you don't step up and show yourself, if you show any
sign of weakness, every wolf's going to come at you. So that was all it was about. But it's crazy because of this stupid magazine. It was a dumb magazine. I can't remember some music magazine. Because this magazine, things could have gotten worse. It could have gotten really bad. bad you know is that's what that lyrics about force feed yeah
um i don't know you know we're kind of on the b side list of songs right um and not to you know talk negatively on them but to me they just they weren't the the heavy hitters so it it um they don't stand out to me as much as as some of the others. So, you know, being this far out, you know, I'm not going to do the math on how many years it's been, but it's been a long time.
30.
Imagine that. Really, that one's about race rights in the prison system. Unfortunately, I was a part of a good two, possibly three, two for sure. And it has nothing to do with it really race. It's really weird. And you don't want to be a part of it. But like I say, there's three shades of green in that song. I'm talking about dark green being the blacks, then the light green, the whites, and then there's the middle green, which is Hispanic.
And, you know, when you're in there, nobody wants to deal with race and whatever, but you better be with your people when shit goes down. You know what I mean? And it's hard to explain because I don't want that to come off like – Being racist, I want to come off as there's, you know, like, there is no, it's not about being racist.
It's about you need to stick to your, you know, your shade of green during certain times because you are incarcerated and there's no understanding when you cross that line. I've seen people, I saw during some of those riots I was talking about, I saw people cross that line and it didn't go good for them. So it's important somehow to clarify that. And, and that stuff, I think I did like, that's something you, you completely leave behind. You don't walk out with that mentality.
It was just, that's life. You know, you're, you're, uh, pretty much you're, um, it's survival of the fittest and, and, or, you know, it's, it's be eaten or eat or, or just get with it, you know? And unfortunately, um, A lot of your morals and stuff, you have to kind of slip behind, leave behind, because now you're dealing with gang mentality. You're dealing with a very dangerous situation, and you got four walls around you or fences, and you can't go nowhere. It's war.
This is war, and it probably feels the exact same thing. The enemy's right there. The enemy's wearing that flag, that uniform. You go for the enemy, don't You don't hide. You don't go in a corner or you don't even associate with the enemy. That's the enemy. So you got to do what you got to do until you wave that white flag and you treat people right. During those riots, there was a couple of stops where everybody stopped and gave enough time for the ambulance to pull up to the gate, whatever.
And the people themselves, their own groups picked up their injured and brought it right to the gate. And then... An hour later, it's back to what it is. But it's something that you only experience there. And it's a little bit of PTSD thinking about it, but it is what it is.
Yeah. Is that even harder to reconcile, like coming out of hardcore where so much is about unity and anti-racism? Absolutely.
Because that's been my mentality the whole time. But I knew from the minute I had that New Jack conversation that And I think that's why that New Jack conversation happened, why that person sat down with me and explained to me the laws and the rules. Because you're here now and this is your path now. And now, you know, this is who you're going to be with. This is who you're hanging out with. This is what we do over here. And you're over here.
You know, it's kind of I left, you know, I left all that mentality as soon as I walked out the door. I had friends there. And my best friend, who was my cellie forever, he was a black, Jimmy, he was a black guy. And there was a horrible riot that we both went through, we both experienced. And it started off as the blacks against the white and also the Hispanic got involved. And we were morbid enemies for a day and a half. And we had a shank that we knew, both of us knew where it was.
And we swore we'd never use it on each other, and we never did. And we didn't talk to each other for a day and a half, possibly two. It was the weirdest feeling in the fucking world. I had the top bunk, he had the bottom, and it was just, you know, it's hard to sleep that way. I'm sure he probably felt the same way. Who knows? We never talked about it. And then when the shit was over, we're back to playing cards and hanging out. I'm like, nothing happened, you know?
And that's prison, man, you know? But we kept to our word. Because we felt like there was a different type of bond there. And as long as nothing came down, that it was an immediate, something had to happen, we went through it. And that was it. The record ends on
Bastard.
We had basically tracked all the songs that we had prepared through rehearsing once we got into the studio. And we just didn't have enough time. And the label was like, guys, one interesting thing from a historical standpoint and kind of marketing and timing is that record was not released on vinyl. That was CD only. And that was a new thing. in 1991, right, 92. We were kind of bummed on it, actually.
But in those days, one of the selling points, oh, a CD, you can have so much more music than you can fit on a vinyl LP. Meaning, you know, now, and it was, they cost more, right? I can't remember what the price was, but, you know, the cost to purchase a CD was more than a vinyl LP, right? And that was kind of part of the justification. Well, you can have more music on it. So it's, you know, that's why the price is more, but which means we had to try to load up more music on it.
So we wrote that one in the studio or, you know, Roger did come up with the initial riff and kind of the concept. But, you know, I, I definitely sat and helped kind of hammer through it. That was probably my favorite song other than Undertow on that side B. I really liked Bastard a lot. I was glad that that came through on the 11th hour.
There's a lot of hatred in that song, but it kind of shaped me to who I became, where I was, and where I was going, especially going into that situation. It's just... The more you think about a lot of this stuff, a lot of people, if you look at all the studies and stuff, a lot of people that are institutionalized or whatever, commit these hideous crimes or whatever, a lot of it has to do with their upbringings.
My mother's very loving, and my brothers, I love my brothers, but I didn't have a good father figure, and that's why it's important for me to... to be a good father figure. And you know what? You could either be a product of, of what you were raised of your environment, which is just how I started until I went into the institutional system. And I, I decided I'm not going to be that way no more. I'm not going to raise my child that way. It's going to be different from here on minute.
I walked out and that's the way
it's been. How prepared did you feel going into the studio?
Um, Probably not as prepared as I would have liked to have been, but prepared enough to try to make it work.
It was a very interesting recording. I'm sure Matt filled you in on a lot of it. We were excited to go up there. and do it. I didn't pick any of these places. Matt Henderson picked it. He said, oh, let's go here. I would have been fine going to Demo Demo Studios down into Don Fury's basement and done it. That's me. It would have been fine. But I had new guys in the band, and they were excited about the record.
They wanted to do it where this popular place in Rhode Island where everybody was doing their records. And I went with the flow. But I did request. that we had Dom Fury with us, because I felt like Dom Fury could capture my vocals magically, even though everything was very different than Victim in Pain, you know? But for some reason, I felt comfortable with Dom Fury, you know?
And then what were your overall thoughts of being in Normandy Sound?
Super excited to be there. It was not a smooth... process once we got there, though. There was a lot of interesting dynamics at play. And, you know, like, for example, we brought down Fury, right? Which I think on paper was a really cool idea. You know, and it was, look, you know, Normandy has generated a lot of amazing sounding records. Don Fury has his own kind of, you know, classic sound and a long history with, you know, the band kind of helped, you know, put them on the map.
What if we combine the two, right? So really great concept. It wasn't exactly a smooth and, you know, there were, there were cons to those pros. I'll put it that way. And, you know, it wasn't, it wasn't a fault on either end of it. It was just, you know, getting those multiple parties to kind of work together. Got to be a little challenging.
Yeah. Yeah. I remember, uh, we brought Don Fury and, uh, he kind of butted heads a little bit with some of the Normandy guys, but in the end it all worked out. And, uh, you know, we had a good time and it was always fun being up there. You were sort of isolated when you were up in Rhode Island, but you know, it helps you work on the record and get things together. It was some, some good times for sure. A lot, a lot of, a lot of comedy, a lot of comedy. AF was a very, we joked around a lot.
We had a lot of fun and a lot of crazy stuff happened. So, but my whole time in AF was always pretty wild with, with a good dash of humor thrown in.
Right. Outside of, this record can you can you explain what it was like working with don fury and and how would you describe him to someone that knows nothing about him
yeah i mean you know don to me is like a classic new yorker you know i mean the the older generation new york guy um you know he's got roots in kind of that early i wouldn't call it um punk rock or new wave but kind of somewhere in there you know here's a little trivia fact you know he was an original member of uh twisted sister
oh wow
yeah he's a long island guy i think originally that's what would have placed him in that band but he he was you know in the very early early formation of those of that band uh member of it um And then from there, just kind of clearly to have that demo studio that he had and to record a band like Agnostic Front at that time, the guy was into being more alternative and creative and not kind of being part of status quo type shit. So a lot of respect for him as an artist.
It's an interesting comparison, though, when you talk about him and what he put together in his smaller, inexpensive type of studio atmosphere and then bring him into Normandy, which was really built up as a world-class professional studio where major label shit had been produced, right? Yeah. So, um, like I said, on some level it was good to kind of shake up when Normandy was used to and kind of get everyone to be a little bit on their toes.
But other times it would kind of clash and, and, uh, there would be a little bit of conflict that will slow everything down. But, uh, that's cool. That's cool.
So he and Jamie Locke had, had trouble like seeing eye to eye on certain things.
Yeah. Um, for sure. You know, um, you know, like I said, Jamie, you know, Jamie's a Berkeley college of music graduate. Jamie, you know, is very proficient as a piano player and more of the traditional sense, um, you know, used to, I mean, Jamie's an amazing recording engineer.
I mean, very technical, uh, the things he did, uh, with a two inch 24 track tape machine, uh, You know, we're talking like those were the days when you use the term engineer, you know, his level of technical knowledge and expertise was really high caliber. And Don was a little bit more, you know, off the cuff and, you know, didn't quite have that level of experience and knowledge. And, you know, sometimes Jamie would just be like, what? No, I'm not fucking doing that.
I remember Don was very used to, as an example, Don was very used to, I forget what the studio monitors he had in his place, but that was a good reference for him. And anyone that's ever mixed a record knows that you kind of need a good reference for and something that you're familiar with to say, yeah, that sounds right.
And studio monitors are huge in terms of making that determination because it might sound good to you in the room and then you listen to it outside of that room and you're like, well, that's not what I thought it sounded like, right? So for Don to have his monitors shipped up into the studio made sense to Don, but they had to mount them up on some, I forget how they did it, I think they mounted them up on top of the console where speakers weren't there.
And, you know, Jamie was pissed because that control room was, you know, acoustically designed and all the angles in there to avoid phase cancellation and, you know, bass trap and all those real technical things. I mean, that drove Jamie crazy. So it was stuff like that that kept it interesting anyway.
Originally, we went up to record in Rhode Island at Normandy Sounds with Tom Soares. But as soon as he saw Don Fury, he kind of felt that, you know, there was someone, there was another cook in the kitchen. So things are going to be different. And next thing you know, Tom Soares is on, got a call to go do sound for Metallica. That's what we were told. And he left. And then he said, well, here's Jamie Locke. And he's a great engineer.
and good luck and that's it and then we're looking at and he leaves jamie lock and jamie lock's like new at this but he's he's a good engineer and jamie lock is got don fury deal with so don fury felt like the king of the whole show now because now he's got the whole thing for himself with jamie lock as an engineer you know and um that's the way it kind of worked and jamie lock was He was a nice guy, quiet guy. Don Fury is Don Fury. He's a character of his own.
If you know what I mean, you know what I mean. Don Fury, he's not afraid to express himself in any shape, way, or form. He knows what he wants, and he was pretty much running the show with Jamie Locke running the buttons.
Yeah, and how did they get along?
I felt for the most part of it, they did. I think I don't think Jamie Locke was upset. I remember at one point towards the end of it, we were cutting the tape and everything, trying to put it all together. You had to cut tape back then and shorten it and all kinds of stuff. And that guy who I was talking about returned from his Metallica tour all of a sudden. And we were running into his next schedule. But I think for the most part of it, they got along.
I don't know if Matt Henderson said anything different, but You know, like, it's weird because nobody expected us to show up with Don Fury. And we didn't tell nobody. We just showed up with Don Fury. So, you know, that's the way it went. But I think it doesn't matter if the band shows up with whoever they show up with. That's what they want. That's what they want. You make it work. You're the engineer. It's your studio. Make it work, you know?
Were you able to get the drum, bass, and guitar tones that you were looking for? I
didn't know what I was looking for, to be honest with you. Like I said, that was my first experience ever. in a real you know professional non-demo studio and I just assumed that they were going to get the sounds for me you know what I mean like you know when you think of like Best Wishes as an example I mean the guitar tone on that record
was
amazing so I didn't know how they got that I figured they're going to get that for me and I don't think my guitars sounded anything like the guitars on Best Wishes, and they probably shouldn't have. But I didn't really know myself what it should sound like. I just figured I was going to go there, and any sound we got was going to be amazing.
Any other memories of being in the studio recording this LP?
Let's see. I mean, there was a lot. We had a good time, man. We always, you know... I had fun back in those days. It got dicey, though. I remember there was some weird problem with processing the payment, I think, for the master tapes at the end of the session. And I remember Roger having a confrontation with the owner of the studio, this guy named Phil. And I thought, you know, I didn't know what was going to happen, but, you know.
It's kind of the typical bring hardcore guys into the corporate world, quote unquote, and that's the type of shit you get. Yeah. It all settled. Nothing real crazy wound up actually happening, but it was tense for a moment.
What are your thoughts on Roger's vocals, flow, and studio performance here?
I like it a lot. Yeah. And again, when you talk about, you know, the varying styles over the years and record to record with Agnostic Front, Roger's vocals were a big, you know, part of that, you know, victim in pain to cause for alarm to, excuse me, liberty and justice for. And now, you know, one voice. I think they're all kind of different and distinct. Yeah. But him and I, we spent a lot of time crafting those songs and working his vocal parts. And I thought he killed it.
How about the approach of it doesn't sound like there's too much reverb on the vocals, which makes them sound awesome and really more out front than the previous LP?
So from a technical standpoint, that was another Don Fury thing. He had this specific compressor that that he really liked, that he thought worked real well for him. And I'd agree with that. It was a point of contention for the Normandy guys because it wasn't a real high-class, high-end compressor. But it had a certain characteristic that I think maybe what you're describing. It's a little raw, a little aggressive and gritty. and uh in your face right
did you sequence the record before or after you recorded all the songs
after
and then how involved were you in the mix and what are your thoughts on the mix
um i was involved in the mix in terms of you know i i definitely um you know i i sat in on on the mix sessions the entire time um and i was you know I just love, I always loved being in the studio. I always loved the gear, the process, you know, at both the technical level as well as the musical level of what, you know, the mix is actually, you know, bringing out.
And, you know, I had some say in it, but also, you know, kind of had to just put my trust into Jamie and Don, because they were the guys that knew more than me in terms of how it's done. At the end, I will say this, and I'll be surprised if you tell me different, but what we heard in the studio and what the final mastered product was, was a little different. I don't know why, but It wasn't until after it was pressed that people would tell me, why is the volume so low? What do you mean?
And I still don't understand what that's all about. But from a pure mix standpoint, I thought it was damn cool.
Did any of the songs come out better or worse than you expected?
I'd say, again, when we talk about, is it then and now, right?
Yeah.
You know, worse isn't the term I'd use, but it wasn't the real banger that I assumed it was going to be when we first demoed it. As far as coming out better, Your Fall, I think, came out really strong. You know, Madball wound up adding that as a hidden track on Demonstrate My Style years later. Yeah. I think it was just a good kind of straight-up hardcore song.
What were your thoughts when you heard the final product the first time? And do you remember where you were and what you played it on?
Again, I was real excited about it. It definitely had a better sound than any recording I'd ever been a part of. I really liked the songs. I was very satisfied with the solos I had pieced together on the record. But it was mixed, man, because going back to what the scene was at the time, the response outside of what I was feeling was not a real positive one. It was kind of frustrating.
I remember hearing everything back. for the first time while they were cutting it. I remember them putting it together. It was kind of weird because it was so rushed at the end because we were running behind schedule. So because we were running behind schedule, we didn't get to sit back and enjoy the whole thing front to back with the spacing. So I don't remember where I was able to hear the whole thing back, but I'm sure I had to do probably after it was mastered.
Did we get a... a cassette or something. I still have that cassette, which was a, uh, like, uh, you was calling it a demo. What it was in a demo was just a, just for us to listen. And they sent it to a few other people to review whatever. And that's when I heard it from top to top to start. And I thought it was, I didn't know what I thought of it, to be honest with you.
I thought it was, it was very different, but, um, and even the, the, the thought of the, of a concept, album didn't really hit me until years later. I'm like, wow, this is a concept album. I didn't even know we did this. So I just thought it was pretty cool. It was unique. It felt a little bit cleaner than I wanted it to feel. But I guess that's what the band wanted. So it's fine.
So you get a tape in the mail. What is the type of... What do you play the tape on? Are you playing it in your car? Are you playing it on a boombox? What kind of stereo system are you putting this in to get your best take on the final product?
I always, to date, I never like CDs. I still have my full record collection and my cassettes, and I always had a cassette player.
connected to my system and i know my system in and out because that's what i enjoy hearing it and i have the exact same system by the way except for i had to change turntables about five six years ago i had to get a different turntable other than that it's the exact same thing um and i trust that the the best and i would also hear it in car because i realize everybody pops a tape in and listens to it in their car. And we went to see how that sounded in boom boxes.
All three of those forms are critical, were always critical to me. I used to go, prior to that, when we had test pressings, I don't have a test pressing or nothing for one voice. I wish I did. But like I said, it was all, all the vinyl was made overseas. That's probably why we don't have anything. Other than that, we would take test pressings, or the actual acetate and play it at record stores. I used to love going to Bleaker Bob's or Freebean Records and play it.
You know, I played United Blood. I played Victim of Pain like that. And even Cause for Alarm was played like that too, the test pressing and the acetate, which I still own. Test pressings and acetate of all those records are still in my collection. And I would love taking it to the stores and listening on their sound system because I figured that's where people who were going to come to shop We're going to listen on. So that was critical too.
What was the response when it comes out, like amongst agnostic front fans and then also like your, your immediate friend group?
You know, I've told my guys and I always tell them, I continue to tell them your friends are your friends. And they're going to always tell you, you know, they're going to always say, yeah, I like it, I like it, whatever. But, you know, it's weird because they're your friend. I never felt like my friends were very honest to me when it comes to my music, whatever. So I always like to go outside of my circle of friend and of close friends, that is, and try it on different people.
Like currently, every time I write a new record, currently for the last, well, 16 years or so, I let my wife listen to it. That's a whole different ear. And I see what she likes about it. She's very honest with me. So it's always been weird. Of course, always anxious to see what your friends think of it. But I think I'm the biggest critic myself of my own music. And honestly, if I feel good about it, I feel good about it.
So I always hope that if I feel good about it, other people's like, you know, we can't make everybody happy. We can't please everybody. But most importantly, we need to please ourselves first as we can play it. We have to now take these songs that were created, put on LP or whatever and perform them and convince the people and just show them how passionate we are about the writings of these songs. So I always trusted my own judgment best over music. Friends.
What's the response from like the greater hardcore scene?
I mean, honestly, at that time, it was not a real positive one. I felt like, like I said, people had kind of made a conscious decision that they were moving on. That hardcore, you know, either was, you know, kind of this new and different thing, like the post hardcore movement or, you know, the social distortion thing or, you know, You know, I don't know. I think I like bands like the earache bands, like Godflesh, right? Maybe. It just, it was, I don't know.
I think people kind of checked out and when they heard what we did, it was just kind of like, oh, you guys are still, oh, Agnostic Front, you guys are still making music?
Yeah.
These are like my friends. You know what I mean? Like guys who I was in a band together even with or guys who would tour with AF. I mean, it just was not a real positive response. So it was frustrating.
And it kind of soured me for a long time until we got to Europe the second time where people were just – really really given us a great response to it and then years after that like you know what i call kind of a later generation a hardcore like you know meeting nick jet from terror for the first time like in the early 2000s and hearing his his you know view on one voice and telling me how you know, he loved it. And so many other of his peers did.
I was like, well, God damn, you know, at least somebody finally got it. You know, that was, that was what I was trying to bring out back then. But I just, I felt like everybody else changed, you know?
Yeah. How do you think people should have seen it? Like, was it a, was it a return to the roots? Was it a continuation of liberty and justice? Where do you see it?
You know, I think it was kind of its own animal, but again, Agnostic Front was one of those, it's very unique in that way where it's like, you know, go from release to release. It was always kind of something a little different, but somehow you still walked away from it saying, yeah, but it's Agnostic Front. And it works, you know? And so I stand by that because, you know, there wasn't a moment in time where we made a conscious decision.
We have to sound like this or we have to sound different than that record or we can't do this or we need to do that. It was very organic. And I think the songs were damn good. So, you know, what more would you look to do?
How involved were you in the art, the cover and then the back cover? They're both pretty iconic.
Um, I mean, you know, it wasn't my, uh, I, I didn't, I didn't own that, uh, task that was, you know, a little bit more Roger, but I remember all of us kind of, you know, being at the table and, you know, running different ideas and then would, you know, one initial, you know, version would be put out and people would comment and there were, you know, different iterations of it until the final product. But we did have the concept early on, right?
We knew, I mean, Roger's lyrics pretty much dictated it. It was about his experience in prison and his views on just personal freedoms being infringed on and his perspective on a corrupt legal system and like the intro, Attica. and the anger and boiling point of inmates. I think that cover photo did a good job of matching all that.
What are your memories of touring and promoting the record?
Well, again, when it first came out, I think... At that point in time, I don't think it mattered what record we would have put out. I just think we were kind of viewed as kind of old news in a way, which is just crazy to think of. And I didn't get it, but there was just not a lot of positive feedback, and people were just into different shit. So it wasn't until we got to Europe in late 92 that we got any type of response that I thought was positive. And that was amazing, actually.
That was really appreciated.
Well, the biggest memory for the United States, of course, on that record was that tour with Obituary, Cannibal Corpse, and The Living in Creation. And that was a big U.S. tour, and it ended in Puerto Rico. We played a stadium in Bayamón, Puerto Rico, which was a fantastic show. That tour was amazing. It was for the one-voice record. And another thing about that tour I think I mentioned earlier was I only performed in about half of the dates.
The other half of those dates, my brother sang, and that was the first time that Freddie really got comfortable singing in a band because I made him. He didn't want to. He kicked and everything in the world you could think about. He was a kid. You know, he was like, what, 14, 15? I'm a little younger than that, maybe. And I'm like, hey, I can't do it. And you know these songs. If you've been with me forever, you know them. And he didn't know them lyrically.
I said, you're going to go out there and play. And that's exactly what he did. I remember one time during that tour, there was a stop in New York. And I'm like, okay, I'll join the band then. But I had the surgery and I didn't know I couldn't. So I attempted to join the band and made it as far as the New Jersey Turnpike. And I'm like, I can't do it. I had to go back home. And Freddie was so pissed because he thought he was going to stay. I'm like, no, you got to go back out. And there's video.
There's actually footage out there. You could search it and you'll see it's not me singing. It's Freddie. And he did a great job. And that gave him the confidence to do Madball right afterwards, you know.
I just remember touring back then with AF was pretty rugged. We really roughed it. And, you know, we got in a lot of crazy situations. It was a wild time. You know, a lot of people at the shows were pretty aggressive. So we ran into all, there were all these different factions of people trying to get our attention for whatever reasons they had. And we tried to just stay, you know, not get caught up in anyone else's politics or nonsense.
But Back then it was, you know, there was a lot going on in the scene where, you know, you'd have your skinheads, you'd have your ultra left-wing punks. It was like everybody was trying to sort of push their agenda and we were sort of like, you know, just trying to go about our business and not get caught up in it. So always drama, always something happening. But, you know, the good thing about AF was everyone has a good sense of humor.
So even when things got crazy, we always kind of were able to, you know, to have a lighthearted take on things.
Looking back on the record, where do you think it fits into the history of AF and then also New York hardcore and hardcore in general?
You know, I'm damn proud of it. I would never say otherwise. I mean, you know, obviously you're hearing me talk about not being entirely pleased with the response that we received from shit, friends, peers, audience, right? Out of the gate. But that never changed my view on, I think it's a damn good record. And I believed it then. I believe it now. And I think I'm grateful to hear other people tell me that they really appreciate it. And that's something that's always meant a lot to me.
Again, I'm not in this to try to impress somebody or to get my ego stroked. I do this because this is the music I love and it does feel good to write and play music that I get energized by. And then when somebody besides me gets energized by it, fantastic. So I think it's a legitimate thing. agnostic front record in the way the rest of the catalog is. And I'm proud to be a part of that history. And, you know, expand past that, go to, you know, New York hardcore.
I mean, fuck, if it's a good agnostic front record, that's, you know, got a good position in New York hardcore. And then, you know, hardcore outside of New York, I think, yeah, Thankfully, I've heard from enough people over the years that they really do appreciate that record. So it seems like it's in good standing.
It's a weird, it's like the culmination of their metal experiments in a sense. It's like, I wouldn't say the ultimate culmination, but it's like where their metal influences kind of started to balance out with what they really were, which is like a hardcore punk band. So it was sort of like one of the peaks in the peaks and valleys of Agnostic Front's career, meaning that that style sort of peaked at that point and then it went other ways.
One thing I think that AF... did with that record within the hardcore scene was we sort of, I wouldn't say single-handedly we did this, but we did bring groove. We brought sort of like a groove sensibility into hardcore, which wasn't really there before, or at least only in small sections. A lot of that was happening around New York with younger bands like Hoya's band Demise and things like that. Sick of It All was a little groovy at the time.
So that sort of pushed that element into the forefront as far as worldwide. So it sort of had a little bit of an influence in that regard. Bands like Madball were influenced to a degree by the One Voice album. Not directly influenced like, hey, we want to sound like this, but it was that type of... that type of sidebar, that part of the scene sort of really stretching its wings, you know.
And we were one of the bigger bands, so us doing it sort of, I guess, opened the doors a little bit for that in a sense back then.
I think that's a very important record. And looking back of it makes me think even, you know, solidify that because like I said, it's our only concept album and it was not done deliberately. And I tried to do one deliberately this last time with get loud and it didn't work. And it was an important part, pivotal point in my life. You know, I just got out of prison. It's an album about that. And I wanted to share my experiences with the people and in a positive way.
And I wasn't glorifying anything, you know, I mean, there's nothing to glorify there. This just, you know, It was just bad judgment, bad decisions. And I've learned in life to not make those same decisions as judgment. Sometimes you slip, but I made it an oath to myself that I'll never go back there unless somebody does something deliberately to my immediate family, then it is what it is. Other than that, that's not my destiny.
And I wanted to just put... some of it out there and let people know, you know, this is my spiritual weakness, you know, and I knew I didn't want to be like, well, I know I didn't want to go the path. I was, I didn't want to follow the path I was following that put me there. And I knew when I came out, it was pivotal, pivotal for me. Cause I wasn't going to be the person that kind of guided me into there. So it's a very important record.
It's important in the history of New York hardcore, because like I said, in the beginning, it is the introduction to new school music. that new school era and that sound, which was very populated and become very strong with Madball. If you take my vocals out, if you take Matt Henderson's lead out and you throw Freddie in there, you've got the first Madball record kind of, you know what I mean? It's it was just an introduction to that new direction of, that New York Harcourt was going, you know?
I was just proud to have been a part of that record. I wish the mix would have came out better. But I look back on that time with fond memories. I mean, those guys are my brothers. I love them. We just did a tour, sick of it all, on AF on the West Coast. It was just laughs every day and good times. So, you know, I'm happy that those guys brought me in their band when I was young, showed me the world.
And, you know, they sort of, like, welcomed me into... you know, their family and, uh, you know, it's, it was just great. And I love those guys for it. And, uh, great memories of that, that time.
Well, number one, I can't believe it's fucking 30 years old. That's crazy to me, but, uh, you know, um, no, it's, it's cool. I, I, I just, I do appreciate, uh, you know, people like yourself and anyone else that actually still gives a fuck. Um, and, you know, Whether it's influencing anybody in a contemporary manner right now or is just situated in the way it is as being kind of part of the history, whatever. I'm just happy that somebody enjoys it.
Thank you.
What's Happening, this is Freddie from Madball. One Voice is a super important record, I think. It was a game-changing record for them, in my opinion. I mean, Ignacy Crunt's one of those special and unique bands that has had many important records. Not a lot of bands can say that. But yeah, One Voice, the thing about One Voice was stylistically, it was the introduction of Matt Henderson, right? And so, and you had these young guns across the board.
It was like Craig Satari on bass, Will Schepler on drums. So you had sort of this next breed, next generation of AF. It reflected in the music, you know, you know, the songs, the writing, everything, you know, it was, it was almost like, I don't know, I don't want to say a comeback album because, but it was just like, He had, what, Liberty and Justice before that. It was Liberty and Justice. Actually, I was with them for Liberty and Justice as well, funny enough.
I was with my brother that summer. I was up in Ithaca with them. Then Live at Stevie's, which is a classic record. But One Voice was the first record. My brother had gotten into some trouble and did some time. So that was the first record.
after him getting out and um you know obviously during that time things were sort of up in the air with the band and everything else and his wife and everything else so um i think it's a super important record for him personally and just for the band to re-establish themselves really you know um the scene was transitioning as well. You know, you're talking about the last things they did were in the early 80s, and now we're in the early 90s, you know? I mean, the late 80s, I'm sorry.
You know, the last couple of records were in the late 80s, and then, you know, early 90s, things started sort of morphing into, you know, the next generation, you know, which obviously, you know, we were a part of. So yeah, I think it's a super important record for them, man. I think it goes down, for me personally, it goes down as one of the best. I'm always going to be partial to Victim in Pain.
Victim in Pain is always going to be, in my opinion, one of the best hardcore records, period, from anyone ever. Obviously, I'm biased because it's family, but really, I mean, Victim in Pain is one of the top hardcore records of all time, I think. But for AF, discography, and catalog, One Voice is way up there, in my opinion. Yeah, and I think maybe a lot of that had to do with my brother was out and happy to be out and had penned a lot of lyrics while he was locked up.
And I think lyrically, it's his best record ever, One Voice, personally speaking. Lyrically, it's some of his best stuff. And then you had, like I said, that energy of the young guys. Matt Henderson, Craig, and Will. And Vinny, always an anchor for the band, but that goes without saying. That new blood, man, they really brought something to the table. They took AF to another level with that record, I feel. Um, yeah,
that was important. Can you talk about you having to step in and do the second half of the tour?
Uh, yeah, that was, that would have been the obituary cannibal corpse malevolent tour. And, um, I was at, I was with them at the roadie. And, uh, I mean, I didn't know shit about what I was doing, like technically speaking, like I didn't tune guitars or any of that bullshit. I was just like, you know, labor. You know, like, you know, humping cabinets and, like, doing whatever I needed to do. But it was, you know, an excuse for me to be out there with them. I was a little older by that point.
I think I was 16 on that tour. So, you know, I wasn't a kid anymore tagging along with them. So now I had to kind of pull my weight, you know. So it was sort of like, all right, let me, you know, let me help them out. however I can. And that's what I was. I was basically with them just helping out roadie and carrying stuff, whatever. And, um, uh, my brother at some point, um, got a hernia or something like that. And it was getting to be pretty bad.
Um, to the point where like, he couldn't really perform anymore. And then he pulled me into a room one night, uh, I believe it was in like Milwaukee or something. And he was like, you're going to have to do this tour. And I was like, But, you know, at that point I had been doing my routine that I have always done with AF since I was a kid, which was, you know, I'll sing the end of Blind Justice and then I'll do Last Morning. That was always my thing since I was, you know, forever.
Since I was very young. So I was doing that on that tour as well. But, yeah, my brother... He was like, yeah, I got to go get, I got to go see a doctor. I got to get taken care of. I don't, you know, I don't know what's going to happen, what they're going to tell me. And, you know, I was like, at first I was just kind of like, I mean, how am I going to do this? You know, like I was just like, I mean, I know the songs that I know. I know their stuff, but I don't know all their stuff perfectly.
You know, like I'm not, you know, plus I'm not my brother, you know. I'm a skinny, lanky, pimple-faced kid, 16 years old. I mean, they're expecting Roger with, you know, his chest piece and, like, padded up, you know, long hair. You know, like, how's this even going to play out? How's it even going to work? So I was kind of, like, bummed about it, to be honest, you know. I was like, man, I love doing my couple songs, but I don't know that I want to do a whole set, like...
But at the same time, I felt like, you know, it was my, you know, I'm there to help and that's my family. So obviously I was going to do it. I was ultimately going to do it, but it was a little resistance on my part. I was kind of like, shit, how am I going to pull this together? You know? And then I'm supposed to be like, there were co-headlines, you know? So I'm like, I wasn't on that level, you know, like I was super green, you know, super amateur hour.
Yeah.
And AF, you know, were a professional outfit at that point, you know. So, yeah, it was nerve-wracking, man. But I ended up doing it. And, you know, I got a little better as the days went on. And, you know, it just became, you know, hindsight, I'm grateful for it because it became a real training ground for me, you know, and for what I would end up doing with Madball. You know, it was sort of, you know, it was good. It was good that I got to do it.
And I learned a lot, but, uh, it was stressful as hell, you know, and like one of our first shows was Detroit and there was all these hardcore dudes waiting for AF, you know, skinned out and, you know, these neck tattoo, face tattooed guys all ready for, you know, my brother and them. And like, here comes, you know, lanky ass me, you know? Um, yeah. but I actually made a lot of friends that night. I befriended a lot of guys, PQIC guys and whatever.
So that's a whole other chapter, but yeah, it was cool, man. It worked out, man. I think, you know, I tried my best and I mean, I think the reception went okay, you know, went better than expected, I guess. So, um, it was fun. It was fun, but it was stressful at first, you know, but by the end, it was starting to get kind of fun, you know?
Do you think that it was kind of like boot camp though? Like by the end of that, you're like ready to do like your time, like full time in Madball?
Total boot camp. It was like, yeah, absolutely, man. I mean, I don't know that I could say I was even ready for Madball yet, but it was definitely, it's like, you know, you go to boot camp, but you've never been to war, you know? So it's like, you're ready to a point, you know, to a degree, but, fighting in a battle, you know, that changes the dynamics of a lot of things. So I think it was most certainly bootcamp for sure.
You know, and then, and then I had some battles with Madbox, you know, that was just a whole other thing. Figuring out how to navigate that. And, you know, it takes a while, man. You know, it's like, like anything, um, you got to put the time in and you got to learn, you know, by doing it. But, uh, I was grateful for the opportunity for sure. And I did love a lot of the one voice songs.
So on the topic of one voice, I was actually psyched to do those songs, you know, because I was familiar with them. I was with them when they were recording them, you know, even when they were writing them at some point, I had heard the songs that I was, I was familiar with that record and I liked that record a lot.
So, uh, It was really cool to do like the super old ones, like victim of pain and all that stuff, you know, all those old songs, but it was also cool to do the one voice one, you know? Um, yeah, yeah. It was, it was a fun time, man. Fun time and a super important record, man. A record that should never be overlooked.
Hey guys, this is Keith from Wrecking Crew. So one of the things that's the best about One Voice is how the backups came out. You were there in the room that day. Can you talk about that day and that experience?
Yeah, sure. I mean, it was honestly kind of like a dream come true kind of thing because AF, where everybody in Wrecking Crew, they were a huge, huge influence on us, like heroes. And then our buddy Matt from Blind Approach out in Minneapolis, he joined. And, you know, it was kind of like, you know, one of us getting the call up to the big leagues.
And, you know, even before Matt had joined, when Wrecking Crew started, you know, because obviously if people are familiar with Wrecking Crew, we were very, very, very influenced by AF sound-wise. And, you know, they were great to us. Like, we played so many shows with them. I got to help one of them. We got to, you know, get a friendship going with those guys. And then to get that call, like, hey, you know, what are you guys doing next week? Because, you know, we're at Normandy.
We're recording. We're like, holy shit, you're kidding me. You know, so it was amazing.
Yeah. Any memories from that day?
Yeah. I remember, like, walking in, and that was the first time any of us had been at Normandy. And that was, like, that was another, like, kind of bucket list thing because, you know, from Wargasm to the Cro-Mags and then, you know, then up to AF, like, you know, that was, like, the studio. You know what I mean? It was like, oh, man, someday we'll go – if we can do it, we can go to Normandy, you know what I mean?
We never ended up recording there, but like to just, you know, walk into that, you know, those rooms and just see that's where, you know, all those records that meant so much to us were recorded was, was fucking huge. And it was just, it was just a cool spot. Like, I mean, it wasn't, you know, super fancy. It wasn't like some rockstar shit. And, you know, Phil Soares was really nice. Like all those guys are really cool. And, you know, there wasn't a whole lot going on.
We just, you know, go in and, you know, Roger had the lyric sheets for us. And, you know, we just we banged it out and probably like, you know, an hour, two hours. So, you know, we were in and out.
What's your take on how the record came out and and where it fits into the history of hardcore and New York hardcore?
Well, I mean, obviously I think the record came out crushing, um, as far as it's placed in history. I don't know if that's super fair for me to say. I know for me, it's, um, it's a record that I love. And, um, but honestly, like it's, it's something I'm, I, my connection to it is, you know, that personal thing where like, we're, you know, getting, getting to be a part of the record, whereas all the other AF records, um, The previous ones, they were way more visceral.
There was more of a connection for me. Nothing against the record. The music is incredible on that. But for me, AF is so much tied into victim in pain and cause for alarm. So I'd say One Voice is number three.
One Voice
Check one, two, check one, two, microphone fiend. Yo, what's up, everybody? It's Richie Crutch from Post America Podcast, Wisdom in Chains, Fast Break Records, Never Ran, Never Will Records, Rule of Three Podcast, Boxcutter Crutch. Did I say Crutch? Z9. What else I got? I got a ton of stuff going on. Anyway, listen, none of that's important. What I'm here to talk about is one voice, Agnostic Front. 1992. People, if you know me, you know I love that record.
On my own podcast, the Post America Podcast, I did a special about that album. Came out March 29th, 2021. Go check it out. I forget what episode number. But back in 1992 is when hardcore had its bar mitzvah. It's when boy became man became Girl became woman. Ape stood upright. It's when hardcore changed. One voice, my opinion, the greatest hardcore album and the greatest metal album all at the same time. For a long time, hardcore wasn't respected. And other genres.
Yeah they like to visit a little bit. Like a tourist. Like going to the zoo. You go to the hardcore shows. Like going to the zoo. Watching the animals in the cage. And that's fine. We don't mind being separate. Segregated from that. Unique. That's all good. But when one voice came out. That was over. Hardcore was over. It was proved that day. Agnostic Front came out with that record and they set the bar so high. Musically, the songwriting, production, lyrics. My favorite lyric from that record.
I should have listened to those you called fools for the fool's eye to be led blind. Oh, I love that. That sounds so dope. Sitting Bull would have said something like that. But to me, listen, I'm just excited that my homie from 185 came and he asked me to do a little something for this because I respect that podcast and I know he's going to go so deep and thorough into this release and I'm excited to listen. And he said, yo, give your two cents. My two cents is that one voice is crucial.
It's important. For me, it's number one, but there's, you know, people could argue and say otherwise, but if you really put down any list with any kind of value and thought into it and you examine releases from hardcore bands and the relevance of that release and the effects and influences from that release, This is up there, man, because there's no denial. Not only was this great for agnostic front and all hardcore at the time, but it was the blueprint for Madball.
If you go and you listen to this album, you understand what came from it. I mean, you know, the drums and the bass and the lead guitar, they would go on to form Madball and write all our favorite songs. That Madball put out. And you could really hear elements of that in this. This is like early Madball. This is like Madball toddler. You know, Madball would be separate and have its own unique style. But this is like the bloodline of it.
You could hear the groove that Agnostic Front really didn't have before this album started. And then Madball would take the groove and run with it and make that their trademark, really. But this is the foundation of that. So from this, you know, let's be honest. Let's listen to hardcore bands currently. They don't sound like Minor Threat. You know, you can find a random one here or there. They don't sound like Black Flag. They sound like Agnostic Front. They sound like the riffs of One Voice.
And that goes to show you how important and influential this record was. So respect to Agnostic Front. This record could never get enough praise if you ask me. 1992, that was the day. That was the day we stood upright. We came out of the caves. We looked up at the sun. We squinted our eyes. And the whole world saw us. And respected. You have to respect this release. Respect. Yo, I'm out. I got nothing crazy to say. That's it. I don't even know what I'm talking about.
Thanks for letting me be part of this, my man. 185 South forever. Peace.
It wasn't until... I was ending my time in grade school, but I was elevating myself from just the standard heavy metal and stuff that you could see on the magazines and the record stores and in the 7-Elevens and started really delving really deep into the underground stuff.
It was hard for me because I was not even 12 years old when I was starting to go to my first all-ages shows, but it was a great escape for me to leave the neighborhood, which was turning into a war zone, and finding all this exciting, aggressive, thrilling music, whether it was the death metal stuff and the thrash metal that was still really popular.
But consistently, more often, I was being exposed to these images of these bands that were punk rock, sort of, metal, sort of, and it came down to a tape that that my mother was given by a person she was in college with. Because she said, hey, my son listens to this music and he said, I'll make you a tape. And on that tape was stuff like agnostic front calls for alarm, agnostic front one voice.
And it was a starting point to just completely blow me away and show me that although punk music with the metallic edge, it still was just not a part of the metal thing. And it was hard for me to conflate and put together, you know, not just being young, but also not really understanding where these things fit alongside. Now, 30-something years later, it's a record that I consistently go back to. It's one of my favorite records, possibly, of all time. Agnostic Front One, Voices, Impact.
I don't know where it was at musically at the time. I've read a lot of reviews. But me and later all my friends and some of the best riffs and hardcore, the delivery, the power of it was fantastic. And I don't know if that was going to ever be possible without Matt Henderson. Over the years, Matt would jump up on stage with different bands, whether it was jumping up with Madball or coming out.
with Agnostic Front he's a stellar human being and his impact not only from AF and Madball changed the entire trajectory of my life and the people around me but changed hardcore and the world itself Matt Henderson is literally in the top names you could say for hardcore punk that shifted and changed the music keeping the street element alive but really just challenging the music putting more into it than I think previously had been done and without his influence I don't know how many bands
wouldn't exist and how many people who were at that time transitioning from metal into punk and hardcore or just finding hardcore because the distribution from some of the record labels wasn't as big as the metal stuff Having one voice out there as a flagship really did drag people like myself out of the death metal, thrash metal stuff and deeper into hardcore. I would go from not really understanding it to being 16 years old and...
On the verge of being a father and finding out that Agnostic Front was going to do a reunion. Because, you know, in my time life, when I found this band, they had just broken up. They just said, we're not doing nothing no more. And then, you know, I'm traveling all up and down the East Coast for shows, trying to make things work in my own chaotic life. And I hear that in December of 1996, Agnostic Front was going to reunite. And... My own personal role was fucking up and it was like a goal.
I have to see Agnostic Front do a reunion. I don't know where I would be without the AF reunion.
I know that Matt Henderson was not a part of it, but I know that Matt Henderson playing on the one voice record and me hearing that and just connecting the pieces of the puzzle and just adding it to the collection of bands that would just get me through such a hard time whether it was before I even could drive you know like this is what people do they take their art and they put it onto something like a record and it does influence people so thank you for Zach and the crew at 185 Mile South for
having me on I just want to say thanks to Matt Henderson for his impact in hardcore for what he did with One Voice and I just hope that more people continue to check out that record because it stands out and it's... It's maybe too corny to say, but it's a fucking work of art. Not just in the music, the lyrical delivery, the power of that record is phenomenal. Especially on them days, not when you're doing 10 things, but when you got nothing else, you just listen to a record.
I can just listen to one voice and the vibes are still just like the first time I heard it. So... I'm Joe Hardcore. I do This Is Hardcore podcasts and Hardcore Fest and book some shows in Philly. And One Voice changed the trajectory for me to be able to do all the things I do. And thank you to Matt for having a huge part of that.
All right, this is Scott. Uh, Vogel from Terror. Thanks for hitting me up, Zach. Happy New Year to everybody. Uh, we're talking about AF One Voice here. I'm just gonna throw out some random thoughts. I don't really fact check or anything, so if I get something totally wrong, my core is weak. But anyways, so I believe Roger gets out of jail. AF puts out One Voice. All the lyrics were written in jail, so that's super cool.
um i was a fan of everything af did up to this record uh and got some of them in real time um but i think this is a nice balance you know the uh liberty and justice for and cause for alarm are a little bit medley crossovery as where victim in pain was obviously just like very traditional hardcore this is kind of somewhere in the middle but then bring in Matt Henderson I'm imagining they played with Matt Henderson's band in Minnesota and said there's something about this dude that's perfection we
need him so they get him into New York somehow and he helped writes or writes I don't know exactly what happened one voice and it comes with such a groove and a bounce and And I think this is the time and lineup where they do the in effect video with GB and sick of it all. And that lineup so cool the way they're walking back front front words and I don't know, up and back on stage and many, many camo pants on stage. I would say this is my second favorite AF record to Victim in Pain.
I know some people, this might be their favorite. And I think one last thing I'll say before I stop rambling is I would say One Voice is the blueprint. Again, I don't know this, but from my perspective, this is the blueprint for Madball. I think after this, Matt Henderson goes on. does mad ball with freddy and i think you see the beginning signs of the mad ball sound here in one voice
what's up everyone this is greg from take offense and rata correction in order to describe agnostic front one voice i use one word Heavyweight. This is a heavyweight record. There's not one weak link in the chain. The lineup of Will, Matt, Craig, Vinny, and Roger is showcased at its peak abilities here.
Being able to be on tour with Agnostic Front, Sick of All, and Madball over the years, I was able to pick their brains apart over this album, especially Matt Henderson when it came down to Guitar Talk.
The sound of this album is... af's journey throughout the 80s the hardcore punk and oi origins its crossover thrash elements it's all blended and presented at max abilities here craig and matt both told me how much they practiced and rehearsed for this record with will i also believe they hit the studio right after coming off the road as well the plane is Top notch. They're so tight together. Will and Craig's rhythm playing is the perfect background for Henderson to just rip it up on this thing.
And he absolutely does. Just listen to the solo on the tombs. Matt told me he. Put down serious hours of practicing to get those solos down, and it just cements him as one of the greats. With that being said, all the elements of AF are represented. You have tracks that sound like heavy metal oi. You have bounce and groove, and it's all played with the speed and aggression that only musicians rooted in hardcore punk can truly pull off. And then you have the Don Fury-Normandy sound hybrid mix.
which is very unique compared to the records that both engineers in those camps are known for. Like you have a sonically heavy record, which is where the Normandy sound comes in with Tom Soares, but you still have this Don Fury sizzle to it, if that makes sense. And I think people have mixed feelings on the mix of this, including some of the members themselves, when I would talk to them and other people in bands and fans throughout the years.
But I love it because it's the best balance of big production and grit, which AF will always have in its sound. So many people want that. They want this, oh, I want the big produced record, but I still want it to sound raw, but... They don't want the raw element. They want the big produced sound. It's this really tight line to walk, but I think this record really does have both elements. And you have... this absolute sonic assault with a lineup firing on all cylinders.
And it is matched with the incredible heavy lyrical content from Rogers experience with incarceration. And that's another reason why I love this record because the hardness and emotions are rooted in actual real world experience. It's not glamorous. He's not trying to come off like he's this, you know, Badass that will fuck you up. It's not a marketing tool. He's telling you what happens to you in the American prison system.
And it provides the listener with a unique perspective that only someone that has been through the system can express. Roger's lyrics have always been about social structure and society and overcoming the obstacles it throws at you. And... No matter the musical evolution AF goes through throughout the years, they never lose sight of these just core punk rock ethos.
So this record is what marks the first era AF to me because of the hiatus that happens afterwards and how Madball is birthed from this. And eventually AF comes back in the 90s and it's, you know, different lineup.
It's actually the musicians that played on the Victim in Pain lineup and it's with Epitaph and the band goes to it's more of like punk and oi origins for a while and that's how they kind of roll through the 90s until the 2000s come around and you know things get heavy and they evolve because AF always evolves and I think that's what really is incredible about Agnostic Front.
But make no mistake that This first era ended them as the undisputed heavyweight champs, and they are absolutely wearing the belt, and they will always wear the belt.
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